"Why? Isn't Xiaofu the one who lives here? I asked curiously.

Da Mei shook her head and said that it was true that she lived here, but she didn't come back often. In other words, the reason why she lives here is actually just for her children. Xiaofu herself often does not return home at night due to her work, and few people know where she is during the day.

“…… Child? For a moment I even doubted my ears, and then stared at Da Mei in amazement, and I saw her frowning. Da Mei said disdainfully, you are embarrassed to say that you are investigating the cause of Da Mei's death or something, you don't even know the fact that she has a child, do you?

I waved my hand and said that this kind of thing is fine - how is Xiaofu's child now, is he safe? Damei nodded, saying that it was safe now, and that she and the people who lived here would take care of Xiaofu's children.

I looked around, kept looking, but I didn't see even a figure, and Da Mei told me that the child was not at home now, and was taken out by a girl.

I asked when I would be back, and Damei did the math and said it would be around four o'clock in the afternoon. I then asked Da Mei why you ran away from home.

“”…… It's your business, and this matter doesn't have a penny to do with Xiaofu's matter, okay? ”

Da Mei's mood is obviously very bad, in fact, I probably guessed that she would react with disgust before I asked, but there was no way.

Now I finally met someone who knew more about it, and I had to chase her and ask her. Who doesn't know where the key clues will appear, this is the truth of reasoning, so it is important to ask carefully over and over again, and reduce the information you don't know as much as possible.

However, I still underestimated the weight of the story of running away from home in Da Mei's heart, and after that, I rubbed with her for half an hour, but she still completely refused and didn't even want to mention a word to me.

But I'm still not ready to give up - Da Mei is the owner of this dormitory, and the other children are strictly speaking just tenants who don't pay. This kind of semi-underground room is very cheap at first glance.

In addition, the food they eat is very cheap - I have also asked Da Mei about this, in fact, when they eat fast food, they are already considered to have a good living treatment, and at the worst time, everyone has to drink soup and rice, and this soup is still no different from boiled water.

But after listening to the reason, I understood the reason why life is so poor - it is because these guys who come to live from time to time eat and drink all have to be beautiful by themselves. Occasionally, someone would come over and buy something at their own expense.

But it is impossible to entrust the hope of living expenses to that kind of accidental probability, otherwise everyone will go outside and wait to drink the northwest wind. And from the source of the money, Da Mei began to resist my questions.

But half an hour of talking still got a little bit of harvest - I learned about the source of Damei's living expenses. It turned out that she was taking living expenses from her own mother.

However, since she was a young man, Da Mei has been an adult, and because Da Mei's parents divorced early, she has been unable to contact her father in the city. As a result, she can only rely on her mother all the time.

Da Mei said that the bad relationship between herself and her family is absolutely incomprehensible to ordinary people, so when Da Mei became an adult, she encountered obstacles when she asked for money from her family because of her poor life.

In the past, as long as she opened her mouth, she would definitely call her mother regularly and in a timely manner, Damei said that after her mother became pregnant with her new husband's child, she began to completely ignore herself - it was completely the feeling of breaking off the relationship.

Severing the relationship or something, Da Mei will not agree, and will not compromise easily, first of all, in the legal sense, the relationship between people cannot be severed, this is an established fact. Secondly, although Da Mei is an adult, she is just an 18-year-old girl who has not even graduated from junior high school.

She pretended to be reliable, and she did her best to take care of these people, and although I didn't ask, I thought it might have been born from a compensatory mechanism.

For example, because Da Mei was not loved by her parents when she was a child, for Da Mei, her mother's love and mother's care have become the things she longs for the most.

This is also a very complicated emotion for Da Mei - because Da Mei hates her parents very much now. They gave birth to her without permission, and finally threw her away without permission, leaving her alone, and now life has only brought her pain.

Originally, I was actually ready to ask the idea here today, but maybe Da Mei also drank too much, and the amount of alcohol was really not good, and after drinking too much, she began to reveal some of her story.

One of the sentences that shocked me the most was what Da Mei's mother said when she left Da Mei.

At that time, due to the constant divorce in the family, and the pressure of bullying increased dramatically in junior high school, Damei began to gain weight little by little. After my father left, he took his younger brother with him, and my mother chose me.

However, this is a helpless choice, it is impossible for adults to abandon their children - in the past, I might have believed the words of my parents, but now, she basically doesn't believe in the sweet words of adults.

After living with my mother, although it is not happy, it is actually very good, after all, it is always not so lonely to live with anyone, especially if this person is his own family.

But even this kind of life in the great beauty of life did not last too long. The reason is because Da Mei's mother has a boyfriend. And after having a boyfriend, Da Mei's mother seems to have found a normal reason.

She began to gradually become less home, and Da Mei told her that she wanted her to go home and live together, and she would be afraid of being alone, and her mother still didn't take care of Da Mei much, I asked her what the relationship between her and her mother was like before.

Da Mei said that since before, in fact, her mother was relatively cold to herself, and her father and mother were the types who loved her younger brother more. However, it is clear that after having a boyfriend, my mother's indifference has taken it to the next level.

Once, Da Mei couldn't get in touch with her mother on the phone for three or four days and didn't go home, so she was worried that something happened to her and called the police, but when the police found the place where Da Mei's mother was, the truth was revealed.

It turned out that Da Mei's mother had already changed jobs unconsciously, and she didn't continue to work in the original company, and even her mobile phone number was changed. However, she didn't tell Da Mei about all this.

Da Mei's mother was found by the police not long after changing companies, and there was almost a big misunderstanding about it. And Da Mei didn't have time to express her loss to her mother, and after her mother came home from the party, her first reaction was to slap Da Mei directly.

And the words left by her mother, Da Mei still remembers it clearly.

"You damn thing, I haven't had a good thing happen to you since you were born, it's really enough, what the hell are you? Is it the devil sent by Heaven to torment me? ”

Da Mei is not stupid, on the contrary, her heart is quite delicate and sensitive, so of course she also knows that her parents don't like her own things. However, she is a child after all, and it is better to believe the cruel fact that her parents don't care about her than to believe it.

Even if they are deceiving themselves, they will want to believe that their parents at least love them, but they are not very good at expressing them, or they are too tired to live lately, and they have indeed done something wrong.

Yes, even if she is treated indifferently by her mother, Da Mei has been trying to find a reason, constantly finding reasons for her mother, and wants to establish a motherly image for her mother in her heart. However, in the end, Damei's efforts also ended in failure.

The reason is because a week after this incident, Da Mei's mother gave her a final report. One day when she was coming home from college, her mother called her and asked her to meet near her company.

And that day, it happened to be Damei's birthday, and she was very excited, thinking that her mother was going to celebrate her birthday. But after she went, Da Mei learned the news that the whole world in her mind collapsed.

Mom told Da Mei that she was going to marry her new boyfriend. But it's not this that matters, it's ...... Whether it is the mother's boyfriend or the mother herself, they all think that their future life plans do not include great beauty.

After being told about this, Da Mei's mother took out a few stacks of banknotes for Da Mei, about more than 30,000 yuan. Da Mei's mother said that she was kind to her, and the money was used to live, and ...... in the future Just do it yourself.

Because her mother's attitude was too impatient and indifferent, she looked at her with deep disgust in her eyes. So, Da Mei was obviously scared, full of fear for the future, and her heart was full of deep sadness, but she couldn't even say a word of relief.

She just opened her mouth, and then she couldn't say a word, so she watched her mother quietly finish smoking a cigarette, and after extinguishing the cigarette butt, she turned around and left in a chic manner, without even the slightest hesitation.

That year was Damei's 16th birthday, and her gift was more than 30,000 yuan, which was given by her mother. From this day on, Da Mei began to live alone. At that time, she still had the idea of living a good life, so she rented this shabby place in order to save money.

However, gradually, Da Mei began to change, and the miserable experience that happened to her finally made her personality change. From here on, Da Mei is basically the same as those girls who ran away from home.

They have a common trait - that is, the extreme fear of loneliness, which is the same for Damei, she is also extremely afraid of loneliness, and at night, she would even rather sit in the convenience store until dawn than return to the dark, unpopular home.

Adults' feelings of loneliness are completely different from children's feelings of loneliness, and secondly, the situation in which Damei is located contains another layer of meaning - that is, the frenulum is actively cut off by parents.

This means that Da Mei is truly alone from now on, no one will care about whether she lives or dies - she has no place to go back. For a person, no matter where he is, he has a hometown to go back to, and he will always feel a burst of steadiness in his heart.

But Da Mei is like a kite with a broken string, completely losing her future direction.