Chapter 243: I Really Like It

Since two people are tormenting each other together, it is better to forget about each other and be well.

Jun Chenmo probably figured it out, although he likes Bei Xiaoqi very much, his biggest wish is to hope that Bei Xiaoqi can be happy.

If she was really imprisoned by her side, she would be even more unhappy.

Thinking of this, Jun Chenmo put away his sadness and pretended that nothing happened, but if he knew him, he would still find the pain hidden in the depths of his eyes.

He went to the study as usual at first, and after a while, he was still bored, so he still hoped that he could do something for her in this last time.

So Jun Chenmo first went to the kitchen in person and instructed them to prepare the dishes that Bei Xiaoqi usually likes to eat, and asked people to pick a few newly blooming flowers and put them in Bei Xiaoqi's room.

After doing these tasks, he got Bei Xiaoqi's whereabouts from his subordinates and secretly followed behind Bei Xiaoqi. As soon as he thought that Bei Xiaoqi was about to leave him, he wanted to see her more during this time and imprint her appearance in his mind.

No one would have thought that a prince would quietly follow Bei Xiaoqi now.

But these Bei Xiaoqi didn't know, Bei Xiaoqi ran out of the door and slowly walked to the pavilion where he usually came, ready to use the beautiful scenery to dissipate his sad feelings.

She looked at her favorite scenery, and suddenly remembered Jun Chenmo again.

"It would be nice if he could accompany me and look at the beautiful scenery."

Bei Xiaoqi was shocked by her thoughts, and she hurriedly diverted her attention so that she didn't think about it.

She thought of her father and mother in Jiangnan again, she didn't know if they were okay, and when she thought of this, Bei Xiaoqi wanted to go home even more.

Jun Chenmo looked at Bei Xiaoqi's expression and guessed that she was still thinking about going back to Jiangnan.

"It's okay, I'll let you go, you'll be happy." Jun Chenmo said softly.

She sat down until the evening, and Jun Chenmo also watched her from a distance and saw the night. Bei Xiaoqi saw that it was getting late, and she was also about to get up and go home.

Back in the house, the first thing Bei Xiaoqi saw when he returned to the room was the sumptuous meal on the table, and he smelled the fragrance of flowers, only to find that the flowers on the table had also been replaced with newly opened words.

The dishes on the table are all your favorite dishes, how do you cook so many dishes in the kitchen today?

Just thinking about it, Jun Chenmo came in the door. He stood in front of Bei Xiaoqi with his hands in his hands, a sadness flashed in his eyes, but he pretended to be cold and said: "Xiaoqi, since you want to leave this king so much and return to your Jiangnan, then this king will let you go back." ”

Bei Xiaoqi was stunned by his words, obviously in his impression, this man should be proud, and he thought that it was because of this pride that he should not allow himself to leave him and return to Jiangnan.

But on the other hand, Bei Xiaoqi also felt a burst of joy because he could return to Jiangnan.

Jun Chenmo's heart was stung by Bei Xiaoqi's slight joy, but he still pretended to be indifferent and continued: "The poison has been resolved, and it's useless for you to stay here." I will be ready to leave the book, and I will say to the outside world that we are reconciled and will not affect your reputation. ”

I didn't expect Jun Chenmo to think so much about himself, and he had to write and leave books specifically for himself to protect his reputation.

"But.... But how can the father explain it, he won't agree to let us leave like this," Bei Xiaoqi himself didn't know why he asked a little impatiently.

Jun Chenmo looked at her, and there was a little more sadness in his eyes.

Is that why she wants to leave me? Think it all through.

So Jun Chenmo added: "Father, you don't have to worry, I will explain it to him personally, you can rest assured, I will never let him be angry with you." ”

Bei Xiaoqi was still a little worried about these things, but she didn't expect Jun Chenmo to have thought about all aspects for her, and suddenly she felt a sadness in her heart.

Sad?

Why is it sad?

Bei Xiaoqi lowered his head and remained silent.

Jun Chenmo wanted to leave after saying these words, but after seeing Bei Xiaoqi lower her head, she thought that she was just so happy that she couldn't speak.

Jun Chenmo didn't want Bei Xiaoqi to leave him, but for the sake of her happiness, he still let her go back to Jiangnan.

He turned his back, thinking that he might never see Bei Xiaoqi again in the future, he still couldn't help but want to say more: "I will order someone to escort you back to Jiangnan, you will live freely after you go back, you must be happy." However, I think you'll be happy if you leave me, and then there's..."Come to me if you need it."

The last words Jun Chenmo still didn't say.

He didn't want to say it, and he couldn't. He wanted Bei Xiaoqi to come to him, but he didn't want her to come to him in difficulty.

Jun Chenmo stood at the door, the moonlight hit him, obviously such a proud person, but under the moonlight, he looked so lonely, and this moonlight also added a little gloom to him.

Bei Xiaoqi looked at Jun Chenmo's back blankly, thinking that the last time she saw his back, it seemed that it was when he quarreled and left before, at that time, she wanted to brush off the peach blossoms on his shoulders for him, but what she saw was his resolute back.

Bei Xiaoqi closed his eyes, thinking about the back he saw at that time, it was so resolute. The same is true now, nothing seems to have changed, and it seems to be changing all the time.

I don't know when, Jun Chenmo has left, leaving Bei Xiaoqi alone, but Bei Xiaoqi is still sitting on the chair in a daze.

The usually delicious meals seemed to have suddenly lost their color today, they were placed on the table at random, and Bei Xiaoqi didn't touch a bite.

Bei Xiaoqi has been thinking about what Jun Chenmo just said.

He said he would let me go back.

He said he would write and leave books to save my reputation.

He said that he would personally tell the emperor not to implicate me.

He said he wanted me to be free.

Reminiscing about the stories that have come along the way. Bei Xiaoqi suddenly felt that everything was unreal.

Naturally, after Jun Chenmo was drunk, everything didn't seem to go the way he imagined.

I've always wanted to leave him, but now he says he wants to let me go, but I don't seem to be so happy, as if I don't want to leave him.

Don't want to leave him?

Bei Xiaoqi was stunned by his thoughts.

Obviously, in his impression, this man is arbitrary and dictatorial, never trusts himself, and is angry at himself at every turn.

However, he will respect my decision, he will take care of everything for me, he will put my safety first, he will care about my feelings, he will want me to be happy even if he himself is sad.

Bei Xiaoqi's mind has been floating on the things they have experienced together during this time, those bits and pieces. Suddenly, a line of tears flowed out of Bei Xiaoqi's eyes, and she reacted and left tears for herself.

Perhaps, I really like him. Bei Xiaoqi covered his eyes, wiping his eyes as if he wanted to stop his tears, but the tears seemed to be unstoppable, and kept flowing out of Bei Xiaoqi's fingers. Bei Xiaoqi was sure at this time that he really liked him.

But now it's useless.