Chapter 242: Bei Xiaoqi wants to leave
Jun Chenmo was standing next to him, and when he saw her rummaging through something, a sense of foreboding came to his heart.
Is she going to leave completely?
As soon as this idea came out, his heart felt like someone had been pinched hard, and he felt an indescribable sense of heartbreak.
As soon as he thought that this speculation might come true, he was anxious, he couldn't bear this sense of disparity, so Jun Chenmo walked quickly to Bei Xiaoqi, snatched the things that Bei Xiaoqi was packing in his hand and threw them on the bed.
Bei Xiaoqi was sad and depressed at this time, and Jun Chenmo's appearance interrupted her emotions. After she saw Jun Chenmo's behavior, she hurriedly wanted to leave, as far as it was concerned, Bei Xiaoqi didn't want to see Jun Chenmo.
And Bei Xiaoqi's behavior of wanting to leave further confirmed Jun Chenmo's conjecture.
He hurriedly grabbed her wrist, forced her to look at him, and asked, "Bei Xiaoqi!" Are you so desperate to leave me? ”
"What?" Bei Xiaoqi looked at the figure that suddenly rushed out, and the whole person was in a state of shock. She couldn't cope with what the person in front of her asked.
And her reaction had a different flavor in Jun Chenmo's opinion, "Are you leaving?" Seeing Bei Xiaoqi's reaction, Jun Chenmo thought that she had guessed what she was thinking, so she was speechless.
Thinking of this, his tone couldn't help but increase a lot.
Bei Xiaoqi was already very sad, but now she was wronged again, she felt very unhappy in her heart, and directly shook off his hand.
Bei Xiaoqi's eyes flashed with an injured look, facing Jun Chenmo, and asked weakly: "Am I such a person in your heart?" It's so unbearable, isn't it worthy of your trust? ”
Obviously you have someone you like, why do you have to pester me? Why should I care if I'm leaving you? How do you ...... It's going to make me even sadder.
A gust of wind blew Bei Xiaoqi's hair, and she was very weak now, with tears in her eyes, and in the wind, she looked even more depressed.
Jun Chenmo doesn't like Bei Xiaoqi like this, she feels like she has to leave her at any time. His hand was even harder, he didn't like this unreality, he wanted to grab Bei Xiaoqi with his own hand.
"I will not allow you to go! Even if I imprison you here, I will never let you go. Jun Chenmo's eyes flickered, looking a little helpless, but the words he said were indeed extremely firm.
Hearing the other party's words, Bei Xiaoqi's already irritable heart suddenly felt angry, and anger gushed out.
Why did this man say that, and why did he decide her affairs like this. Since you have someone you like, don't pester her.
But it was this moment. Bei Xiaoqi felt dizzy, as if he was about to faint.
She hurriedly held on to the wall next to her, and shook her head a little annoyed, not knowing why she suddenly felt this grogginess.
Maybe too much has happened recently, and she hasn't eaten and slept well, maybe it's because of him.
And after Jun Chenmo saw her abnormality, he was sad that Bei Xiaoqi was uncomfortable and didn't support himself, and on the other hand, he hurriedly supported her body.
Jun Chenmo asked her with some concern: "What's wrong?" ”
No matter how angry Jun Chenmo was before, he was still distressed when he saw Bei Xiaoqi's uncomfortable appearance.
Bei Xiaoqi looked at Jun Chenmo, remembering his previous actions towards him, those distrusts, her eyes were full of tears, and she said with tears: "You let me go back to Jiangnan, I want to go home, I want to leave this place that makes me uncomfortable." ”
Hearing this, Jun Chenmo, who was still angry because Bei Xiaoqi wanted to leave him, suddenly became quiet because of these words.
Although Jun Chenmo has been thinking about this possibility, he only regards him as a possibility in his heart, and he never thought that there would really be this day, and there would be a day when Bei Xiaoqi said that he wanted to leave.
Looking at Bei Xiaoqi's expression of holding back from crying, Jun Chenmo felt uncomfortable.
Jun Chenmo raised his hand, wanting to help Bei Xiaoqi wipe away his tears, but when he thought of Bei Xiaoqi's words about wanting to leave just now, his hand stayed in the air again, not knowing what to do.
"Has she never been happy since she married me? Did I bring her only sadness and sadness? Jun Chenmo thought about it while unconsciously clenching his hand, but he forgot that he had been holding Bei Xiaoqi's arm.
Because Jun Chenmo unconsciously clenched his hands, Bei Xiaoqi couldn't help but feel a pain.
She hurriedly shook off Jun Chenmo's hand.
Bei Xiaoqi lowered his head, so that people couldn't see her expression, and said: "Jun Chenmo, I have already told you everything I need to say, think about it yourself." After finishing speaking, Bei Xiaoqi didn't even look at Jun Chenmo, she ran out.
Therefore, she missed the rare look of hurt on Jun Chenmo's face.
She's leaving me, she wants to leave me.
Before that, he firmly said, "I will never allow you to go!" Even if I imprison you here, I will never let you go" Jun Chenmo was like a child who had lost his candy at this time, stunned in a daze.
He walked to the table in a trance, sat down in a chair, put his hand on his forehead, and pondered.
Am I... I'm going to lose her.
He closed his eyes and thought back to what had happened during this time.
originally thought that she was his antidote, but when did he like her? She dismissed all the concubines, leaving her alone, but she never told him that she never liked the word, and she always planned to return to Jiangnan.
Back to Jiangnan?
I want to go back to Jiangnan just because she never liked it here, she likes her Jiangnan even more, and she is only with me because of Yue Ming'an.
Maybe she has never been happy here, just like Bei Xiaoqi said, this place hurts her too much.
Was she never happy?
Jun Chenmo's mind suddenly flashed with Bei Xiaoqi's smiling face. As if he was stunned, Jun Chenmo laughed when he thought about it.
Have you been too much for her during this time? As soon as this idea came out, Jun Chenmo couldn't help but sneer.
"Bei Xiaoqi, you are the first person to make me think this way." Jun Chenmo stood up, and suddenly caught a glimpse of two peach blossoms floating on the table at some point.
It's just that one of the two peach blossoms has a crack in the petal.
Jun Chenmo picked up the peach blossom and looked at it, and suddenly laughed loudly. He remembered that once upon a time, Bei Xiaoqi had also brushed away the peach blossoms that fell on his shoulders for him.
"Since you said you're not happy here, I'll do my best to make you happy in the last few days." As if he wanted to open it, Jun Chenmo smiled, then picked up the peach blossoms on the table and walked towards the window.
Then he opened the window and threw the two peach blossoms out.
The peach blossom surprisingly did not float to the place, but with the wind, it drifted all the way into the distance.