Chapter 230: Lonely All the Time

"Nope! It's not like that, it's not going to be like this, I'm going crazy, you know? You never knew that you never cared about me, I wanted you to face it with me, but your eyes were never on me, and that's why I left this house, not because I was selfish, and I wasn't because I wasn't confident..."

Jian Xinrou shook her head frantically, holding her head with both hands, as if she couldn't accept this reality, when Mu Jinsheng really picked out everything, Jian Xinrou seemed to be stripped of all her clothes.

"No, you're not, you're not afraid that your mother will have a problem, you're afraid that I won't be able to solve this matter, you don't believe me, you're inferior."

Mu Jinsheng said everything firmly, and the firmness in his eyes told Jian Xinrou what the problem was, Jian Xinrou's gaze was dodging, and Mu Jinsheng suddenly grabbed his shoulders and forced her to look at him.

"I don't have enough of the pain I have suffered since I was a child, why should I bear all this alone, but no one wants to bear all this with me, I am really scared, I am afraid that everyone will not help me, I am afraid that I will have to affect my mother after facing all this alone, I am afraid."

Jian Xinrou's whole body was trembling, and all the masks were torn off at once, and she was optimistic and positive on the surface, and she had infinite depression and depression in her heart.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Mu Jinsheng saw the most vulnerable side of this woman, in fact, Mu Jinsheng had already known that Mu Jinsheng had already discovered that Jian Xinrou would have some shadows in her heart, and there would be a large shadow area, but he never made it clear that what he wanted to give Jian Xinrou was a healthy self, not that Jian Xinrou really had some problems in her heart.

Mu Jinsheng tried hard to hug her, trying to make her calm again, but Jian Xinrou couldn't recover her composure, every scene from her childhood appeared in front of her, pretending to be strong, from elementary school to college to finding a job, whether it was in her father's company, or when she had a child, the excitement and frustration that no one could experience.

She was so frustrated, she felt that she had a different life when she was a child, when she saw that others had her parents to pick her up, when she went to school, the person who sent her to school was always the driver at home, and her parents never said a word when she left, study hard and listen to the teacher's lectures.

When he was in school, he didn't meet a few good friends, the only few good friends, and he was also ostracized in various ways, because his mother was not the real mistress of the Jian family now, these are all known to her classmates, and it was because of this that she was ostracized, Jian Xinrou's childhood, although it seemed to be positive and optimistic, but her shadow area could really bury a lot of things.

Mu Jinsheng had already told her that as long as the two of them were together, Mu Jinsheng would protect Bao, but Jian Xinrou had never listened to her all her life, and she had been used to being alone for so many years, so she was used to bearing everything by herself, and she didn't like to talk to others, even if she was her best friend, she didn't like to say it, because Jian Xinrou knew that few people could help her.

"But why don't you believe me? I said that I will protect you for a long, long time, you have never really trusted me, even if I have told you so much, I have said so much, you don't have to bear it alone, you don't come out in person when you encounter things, you always don't listen, it may be a habit you have developed since childhood, I also know that you have suffered a lot of setbacks, you have been bullied by others, and now I am your solid backing, even if you want to rush forward alone, I will always stand behind you, but you will not even go forward. ”

Mu Jinsheng is actually very frustrated, he obviously has a child with this woman, but he never thought that there was such a woman in this world, so difficult to conquer.

"I don't want to, I really don't want to, I really didn't expect the problem to be with me, since you knew from the beginning that you had to take the initiative to come and ask me, I'm used to it now, you help me solve it once, if you don't come to help me, I'll be sad, I have to face so much alone, I really don't know what to do, I don't know my mother's whereabouts until now, and I don't dare to take the initiative to find Shen Feng."

Jian Xinrou lowered her head and suddenly thought that since Mu Jinsheng already knew about this matter, would her mother have other ways out, or if Shi Nian and Shen Feng had already been solved by Mu Jinsheng, she suddenly raised her head with some doubts.

"I'm still worried about your mother, you stupid woman just didn't think to go to the place where your mother lived before, since the day before you left, I took your mother back, I'm just afraid that something will happen to her at Shen Feng."

Mu Jinsheng laughed helplessly, this woman still doesn't know, she is still at ease, she has lived in other men's houses for so many days, she didn't tell him if she knew it, let her be alone for a while, let him take revenge on Jian Xinrou.

"What do you say? Are you sure? Why didn't you tell me? ”

Jian Xinrou obviously became excited, and when she heard that her mother was saved, there was unconcealed joy in her eyes.

"I wanted to tell you, but you didn't give me a chance, and you didn't explain everything to me, and you forgot about it since you ran away from home that day, but it's okay, aunt is fine."

Mu Jinsheng laughed, and suddenly saw a smile on Jian Xinrou's face, and he couldn't help laughing.

"Great, it's great, now that my mother is back, I don't have to worry about anything now, my mood has changed all of a sudden, you are really too good to me, you should have told me a long time ago, if you had told me earlier, I wouldn't have been uncomfortable for so long."

Jian Xinrou put her hands into fists on her chest, and now all the doubts and worries in her heart have been lifted at once, and after she is lifted, there is no such a big burden, and the whole person feels relaxed, seeing Mu Jinsheng in front of her, she also feels that this man is very cute, and she is full of admiration and love for him.

"You're happy now, but I never thought that you, a stupid woman, had passed and hadn't looked for your mother's whereabouts for so long, if I had gone mad."

Mu Jinsheng rolled her eyes helplessly, if it weren't for the woman in front of her, if there was no way, she would definitely be very anxious to do this thing very quickly.

"I don't know what to do, my mother is in the hands of other people, there is no one in my hands, no one is willing to help me, I have no money, I have no way out, only you I can rely on, but you don't believe me, and you don't understand that I keep asking me to find an explanation for you, and I don't want to tell anyone else about me, so I can only live in Lu Feng's house while feeling uncomfortable."

The smile on Jian Xinrou's face gradually disappeared and turned into some grievances.

"I know, in fact, I didn't do it right, when Mu Zheng went to look for you, I was thinking, if Mu Zheng didn't go to you, what should I do? I haven't been able to pull this face, after all, it's the two of us who are arguing, and if neither of us is convinced, the two of us will only break up. ”

Mu Jinsheng also let go of all his dignity and shelf, and only now did he realize that getting along with this woman was the only criterion for making him feel good.

"Do you know that when you came to work today to tell me what your current situation is, I was going to be scared to death, I thought you really became like that, but it doesn't seem to be as miserable as you are."

Jian Xinrou suddenly thought of Mu Zheng, and said to herself while crying, Mu Jinsheng is going to die now, she was still worried at the time, but now that she really sees this man, she feels that the matter is not as serious as Mu Zheng said.

Mu Jinsheng's face immediately turned dark, this stinky son didn't know what to describe himself, and he really wanted to know what Mu Zheng said about himself.

"What did he tell you?"

Mu Jinsheng picked, didn't wait to listen to this woman, and repeated all the original words.

"Mu Zheng said that you can't sleep at night, you can't eat, you don't work all day, you lie in bed at home and don't do anything, and you have been crying in the living room at night, and you have a serious illness."

Jian Xinrou broke her fingers until she realized that it was her son's little trap, but she also thought it was a little funny, I don't know what Mu Jinsheng would think when she heard this.

The more Jian Xinrou continued, the darker Mu Jinsheng's face became, and he actually said that he was so faceless, but it didn't matter now, Mu Jinsheng thought about it, Mu Zheng was doing this for the good of their family, and felt that Mu Zheng, the child, had paid more for this family than the two of them.

"You must not be so willful in the future, if you run away from home again in the future, I will tear down the place where you went to live."

Mu Jinsheng was very domineering and suddenly hugged Jian Xinrou into his arms, thinking that this woman had lived in other men's houses for these days, he was very unhappy, if it wasn't for Lu Feng taking the initiative to come to him to clarify, even if this woman really returned home, Mu Jinsheng would not completely believe him, because men are always so suspicious, jealous, and very possessive.

"By the way, when the two of us quarreled before, didn't you say that you were secretly preparing a surprise for me? Then the two of us quarreled, are there no surprises? ”

Jian Xinrou finally wanted to know about this surprise, pouting and saying this, Mu Jinsheng looked at it a little helplessly, she is a little cute now, but her face is still very pale, they have suffered from each other these days, but fortunately, when they quarreled, the wedding

It's better to continue to prepare, otherwise it really won't end.