Chapter 229: Clearing up the misunderstanding
The two of them stood there and looked at each other for a long time, and neither of them said that sentence first, if it wasn't for Sister-in-law Zhang saying to go in first, maybe the atmosphere would still be embarrassing for a while.
Both of them are stubborn tempers, I don't know what Mu Zheng will develop into in the future, no matter who is the father or whose mother, Mu Zheng will definitely be a stubborn temper in the future, this is specified to be unable to change, Zhang Sister-in-law took Mu Zheng back before the two of them were able to prepare to talk in the living room.
"How's it going?"
In fact, Mu Jinsheng had already thought of thousands of ways to speak, but he never thought that he would say such a thing as soon as he opened his mouth, he originally wanted to ridicule Jian Xinrou for running away from home, and wanted to ask Jian Xinrou if she was doing very well in other people's homes, but she didn't expect that it would become such a concerned inquiry.
Jian Xinrou sat there and didn't say anything, just lowered her head and thought about her sad things, thinking about how this man didn't understand herself, and the more she thought about it, the more sad she became.
"Don't be sad, the two of us should resolve the contradiction, right, after all, the two of us still have a herding kite."
Mu Jinsheng put his hand on Jian Xinrou's hand, a little distressed about this girl, this girl obviously didn't say anything to herself, if it weren't for the words that Lu Feng came over to say to herself, Mu Jinsheng still had a lot of misunderstandings and estrangements in her heart.
Jian Xinrou's tears had already been held back, she thought that she would have a lot of resentment against this man, and she would have a lot of hatred for this man, but she didn't expect that when Mu Zheng came over and told her that Mu Jinsheng had a very difficult time these days, Jian Xinrou couldn't help but feel distressed, after all, she still loved this man.
"There have been too many things that have happened recently, I really don't dare to face it, and I have no way to face it, we can resolve the previous things, but there are some things we must say clearly."
Jian Xinrou sighed, and finally decided to let go, after all, they had already sat opposite this man, and because of their soft-heartedness, they still came back with Mu Zheng, if it wasn't for Mu Zheng, maybe there would be stiffness between the two of them for a while.
"I just want an explanation, but you never give it to me, you always feel that I don't understand you, but if you don't tell me what happened, how can I ask you what the hell is for, if you are willing to give me that reason, maybe I will really think about you from your point of view, you are just complaining that I don't care about you."
Mu Jinsheng spread his hands, in fact, he was quite tired during this time, he had not said his inner thoughts all the time, he was also a person, Jian Xinrou would be uncomfortable, his heart would also be uncomfortable, the two of them were separated like this, how could Mu Jinsheng feel good in his heart, but he had been holding on hard, and he had to deal with a lot of things after dealing with Shi Nian's side of things.
"I really don't know how to talk to you, I also have my difficulties, but you haven't found out that you blame me for all your mistakes, you have never considered whether I am that kind of person or not, if you choose to believe me, we can't have so many misunderstandings and contradictions."
Jian Xinrou cried, she was too aggrieved from the beginning to the present.
"I know, in fact, I knew from the beginning that you got the contract, and I also knew that you were threatened by other people, but I didn't know what the chips were to threaten you, until I found out, but you still didn't want to tell me the cause and effect, I felt that you didn't trust me so I didn't tell me, which will make me feel very uncomfortable."
Mu Jinsheng's machismo supports his every practice and behavior at all times.
"You knew it from the beginning?"
Jian Xinrou couldn't believe it, her eyes widened, and she looked at the man in front of her as if she had heard it wrong, if this man knew from the beginning, why didn't he stand up, why did he always have to work behind the scenes, and he knew everything, and he had to watch himself act in front of him, was he like a clown jumping off the beam in front of him.
"I knew from the beginning, from the day you asked me for a contract, I knew that this matter was wrong, so I sent a lot of people to investigate, the reason why I didn't tell you, I know, I want to find out the person behind the scenes, I also know that you are embarrassed by other people, but I want you to tell me in person, but you just don't dare to say it, because you don't trust me."
Mu Jinsheng's fists were clenched, thinking of the way she thought that this woman had suffered so much before, and she still refused to come over to take refuge in herself, which really made Mu Jinsheng feel distressed and angry.
"It turns out that you knew it from the beginning, but you watched me suffer so much, and you never stood up, because you didn't take the initiative to ask me, instead of me coming to you to tell you, you know that I was threatened, and you don't want to think about why I didn't tell you, if I could tell you, wouldn't I go to you?"
Jian Xinrou took a step back, she never thought of the work that the man interviewed had been doing behind the scenes, and she never wanted to stand up, this man was simply a coward, a walking dead driven by machismo thoughts.
"Things are not what you think, if I stand up from the beginning, your mother may be in danger, are you right, it is Lu Feng and Shi Nian who don't let you tell me about this matter, if I pretend not to know, things may take a turn for the better, and give him a blow to the head when they think we don't know."
Mu Jinsheng patiently explained, took a step forward, for fear that Jian Xinrou would leave him again, this time he really learned a lesson, these days after leaving Jian Xinrou, Mu Jinsheng didn't eat well, slept well, and didn't have so much energy to work, if it wasn't for Xu Yang to help, Mu Jinsheng's whole person would have collapsed, I didn't expect a woman to play such a big role in his life.
"If you know that they are threatening me with my mother, why should I admit it myself?"
Jian Xinrou cried even harder, from the beginning this man was under his control, but he never gave her any tricks, and she always faced these setbacks and difficulties by herself.
"You have your unspeakable secrets, don't I have them? Am I not afraid that you will be hurt? That's a bunch of crazy people who can do anything, and since they can threaten you with this, am I not afraid? ”
Mu Jinsheng as a man actually has something to fear, but he hasn't said it all the time, everyone thinks he is invincible, everyone thinks his heart is very iron, just when Jian Xinrou left the house, Mu Jinsheng didn't pay attention to go out, in fact, the bridge in his heart has already collapsed, if Mu Zheng and Sister-in-law Zhang don't help him, he may have to live in this inferiority complex and torture all the time.
"Then why didn't you tell me?"
Jian Xinrou still doesn't understand, in fact, these days are also a pain for Jian Xinrou.
Mu Jinsheng has always wanted to ask this question, the two of them have a specific problem of not trusting each other, but they have done something that they don't trust each other, the reason is to protect each other, and to protect their own interests, in fact, the two of them should have reconciled a long time ago, but the two of them did not find an equal way, it is an unfair thing for either of them, and this contradiction is really big this time.
"I won't tell you so much now, I'll ask you, are you sad when you leave me?"
Mu Jinsheng asked a key question, in fact, it is useless for the two of them to be entangled more, just a sentence that is uncomfortable can express the true thoughts of the two people, if the two people have no way to face each other directly, then this contradiction can never be solved.
Jian Xinrou hesitated for a moment, didn't say anything, just stared at the eyes of the man in front of her in a daze, there seemed to be a galaxy in his eyes, there were many things that she had never seen before, this kind of affection was really a rarity.
Jian Xinrou didn't reply, she didn't say anything, she just shrunk, she has experienced so much now, is this man going to reconcile if he says a few words? But if they don't reconcile, will they be so stiff? There is also a herd kite in the middle, and they have a biological son, and if they are not reconciled, it will be sad for each of them.
"Why don't you answer me? You are scared, you are dodging in your heart, you have always been afraid to tell me some things, you are afraid that you will tell me, I will not help you solve it, it is your lack of confidence in yourself, not in my lack of confidence, not in my lack of confidence in the discovery of the problem I found the problem, you are not willing to take the initiative to rely on me, right? ”
Mu Jinsheng picked out the key to the matter, Jian Xinrou really had nothing to say, shrank back, the whole person was huddled, sitting there weak, lonely and helpless, since she was a child, she was used to bearing everything alone, so that she suddenly depended on a man, it was still not a simple thing for her.
"It's because you're afraid, you're afraid that you won't be able to bear it alone, but you're afraid that others will fall into the well after sharing with others, and you're afraid that others won't help you, so you just bear everything yourself, and finally because I'm your boyfriend, you're blaming me again, and you haven't carefully found all your problems."
Mu Jinsheng's face was a little vicissitudes, although he didn't want to point out these problems, but this woman really didn't find out what was wrong with her mentality.
"No, it's not."
Jian Xinrou shook her head frantically as if she had been told about it, trying her best not to admit this reality, Mu Jinsheng suddenly took her into her arms, this stupid woman finally embarrassed herself because of these things.