Thursday, March 12

When I was drawing a birthday picture for my brother, I had a new idea. Draw a picture of the blessings of 2020 in a font that combines various elements. It's a good time to continue drawing this picture today, and then you can take it to an event.

Recently, because of the problem of spending a lot, I really think about it, I still need to start earning money on my own!

I'm afraid I don't have the energy to write novels to make money, but I can still consider painting to make money, after all, it can also exercise my painting ability.

Tonight, it happened that the senior I knew before recommended someone to me, and we got to know each other for a while and had a brief chat. Kind of a like-minded person.

Saturday, March 14th

Yesterday I wanted to finish my hand-drawn homework first, so that I could do something else today and tomorrow. My mother was suddenly in a good mood and agreed to buy me a cake to eat! Of course, it's not going to go in vain!!

So, in the afternoon, I rode my bike with my mother and them to the streets. By the way, I also gave him my brother's birthday present. This greeting picture is not simple! As a prospective designer, of course, I want to customize the picture of Hetu! Absolutely unique, right in the heart!!

Today, I was woken up by the punch-in message at half past eight, hesitated whether to get up, and then played with my mobile phone...... When I came back to my senses, it was half past eleven......

After lunch, I prepared all kinds of tools, and my hand-drawing homework officially started.

Writing this, I remembered the senior I met the night before, well, he prefers to be called Xiaoyu.

There are two points that I have to complain about. One, his name is really, really graphic! Think about that meme "please be seated" and you'll know what it's called. Two, I had a nightmare the night I met him...... If it hadn't been for the alarm clock, I would have almost believed it......

Monday, March 16

It's a new week again, and it's been half a month since the start of school.

A 44-year-old beekeeper committed suicide by chasing honey......

Actually, I just wanted to meditate. Don't look at the way I do things, but I'm very chaotic......

Hey! I'm so excited~ The first set of antique hairpins I made is finally someone wants it! That young lady still likes it very much!! The deposit is also refreshing!!

Wednesday, March 18th

Okay, after today, it's completely a waste meow.

After a day of hand-drawing, the effect is ideal. At the moment, there are two chapters of fiction, a briefing, two units of words, and two diaries waiting for me...... What am I going to do? I don't feel like I'm just getting up.

In the evening, Xiaoyu (the senior) suddenly came to chat with me. I realized that I was not the only one who was tired today. After all, they are seniors, and their homework is not hand-drawn, they are all modeling, and they are estimated to be more tired than us.

Thursday, March 19th

The briefing is finished, and the math video is finished, but I'm still a little confused.

Time scraped together, wrote a novel, and finally sent out a copy at half past ten in the evening, but why did I set up a flag and write a second chapter?

Recently, I feel very tired when I stay at home, I don't want to do anything, and I'm still tired. After returning home, I didn't have the habit of taking a lunch break, and I was really in a bad state this afternoon, so I slept for half an hour first. I woke up feeling better.

I didn't finish my math homework, I didn't finish my weekly sports tasks, I didn't set the flag I set up again, I didn't move today's hand-drawing, and I haven't read two books for several days. Hey—I'm such a shit.

Xiaoyu talked to me again, his family has been repairing the house these days, and he has to help and is tired today. It didn't take long to talk, and he wanted to sleep too. I still couldn't bear the sleepiness in the end and fell asleep.

Friday, March 20

I did a lot of things today, and I rarely feel free today. Played the game for a few hours and read a book for a while.

Sunday, March 22

I was very happy today, I played for a day yesterday, and today I finally recuperated my spirits. I finished most of my homework on Friday, and today I only have to draw and copy by hand.

I think I'm also a person who has copied a lot of advanced drawings, so this simple structure drawing is not a problem at all. I almost slept in the morning, and I had a sweet dream last night, hehe. It's really beautiful, I'll say it later~ I played with my mobile phone for a while in the afternoon, the weather is very good these days, and my whole state has improved. There's sun, but I don't feel hot as long as I don't go out crazy.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, I started to draw, and by the time I had dinner, I was still short of a picture and a figure. After dinner, I continued to paint, but I met Jiaxiao's family playing again. I thought about it for a long time, but I still didn't go downstairs, and my sister came to play with me and I didn't go out (she was too young...... I didn't even say hello until they left. I know it's rude, but as soon as I go out, I just say that I have time to play with my sister, and then she will pester me, and I can't continue to do my homework, I'm still afraid that the child will cry......

If I had gone down to play with her at that time, I guess I wouldn't have been playing with my phone happily at this time, and I would have stayed up all night drawing......

Okay, it's less than two minutes and eleven o'clock in the evening. I'm going to talk about my dream last night - I officially told Xiaoyu something last night. I told him that I didn't really want to play tricks on my friends, so I would only treat him as a senior in the future, and I wouldn't talk to him about anything. I don't know if he "listened" and understood, anyway, I think I expressed it clearly enough. I'm such a selfish person, I can do anything to live comfortably and happily......

I don't remember how it started after I fell asleep last night, but I suddenly had a boyfriend with a super good temper (though not the style I've always liked...... Tall and handsome (handsome is not the type I always like), he doesn't force it when he knows that I have concerns about feelings, he worries about me drowning when he plays games with me, he takes me across a waterfall (in a big river), he takes my hand and rushes over when he knows that I can't swim, he takes me to watch a movie, even if it's not a movie I like very much, he is willing to accompany me, he is happy when I am happy, and he is most worried about my danger...... Anyway, when I woke up, I really wished it was real for a moment and didn't want to wake up. And I really want to meet him again, even if it's just in a dream.

This may be the real heartbeat, I haven't felt this way in a long time. Perhaps, my heart is waiting for the one who really belongs to me. Just for him, he jumped wildly again!!

It's also magical, I had a very weird nightmare on the first night I met him, and I had another magical dream on the night I ended chatting with him......