Tuesday, October 22

A few days have passed, and the grandfather's condition is still unclear. Mom's pressure is getting bigger and bigger, and every time I talk to her, she can't help but say a few more words to me. My body was tired for a long time, and my heart was sinking little by little.

In college classes, the teacher will no longer be very strict with you, and even some people will not say a word more when they play with their mobile phones and sleep in class. My mother often thinks that I haven't done my best in my studies since I was a child.

Thursday, October 24

Two more days passed, and the days passed quickly. I was immersed in my studies and work, and I occasionally wanted to ask about my family, but I didn't want to listen to my mother's nagging anymore. However, I also feel that as a member of this family, I should still care about the situation of my family...... I was stuck in a stalemate and spent another two days.

October 26,

I'm finally idle, no, not very idle. I didn't have many tasks this week, but I had a lot of homework: ten "face" drawings that formed the foundation, two sketches of the art foundation, two practice questions for advanced mathematics, a set of computer questions, and a lot of English。。。。。。 There are also running tasks three times a week. (For various reasons this week, none of us in the dormitory have run away - at the end of the day, there is no perseverance, no determination.) ）

As for my job, this position is called "Administrative Assistant", and the specific job content is: helping the counselor and teacher to organize documents and writing various activity tweets on our team's WeChat official account. Recently, I am still quite concerned about my work, but the counselor has not arranged a job for me for several days, and the documents I sent have not been reviewed in time. This is really a bit unsettling for me who wants to continue to work hard.

On Thursday night, I still chose to ask my grandfather about his condition, and this time my father answered me, and he said that his condition had stabilized. I didn't dare to ask anything else, so I didn't continue the conversation.

Dad is a very rational person, he doesn't like to trouble others in his life and work, even his closest friends and relatives. After my mother educated me the last time I went home, my father also learned about my expenses. He came to me and said, "How can you spend more than 1,200 a month?" I said, "Buy things and pay for them." Dad continued to interrogate, "Can you control the expenses of the next month within 1200?" I replied simply, "Yes!" Dad said, "That's good! Thank you! "I was really shocked when I saw the last two words. Although, I know why he said this, but as a father and daughter, this kind of conversation is really 。。。。。。

I have some complicated feelings, I am a person who has been enjoying it since I was a child, and the things I want to buy are both expensive and cheap, and I will buy slightly more expensive things directly and generally look at them again and again. However, in their eyes, there are many things that are not necessary to buy, just like when I was a child, there are some beautiful toy clothes that I like, and they will not necessarily buy them for me, because they are not necessary. Since then, I've learned that I don't say what I like, and when adults ask me what I want to buy, I still don't say anything if I want to.

I have to say that the poor family is really sensible early. But I also have to admit that I live a petty bourgeois life. I'm no different from a normal girl, I also like to make up and play games, play everywhere, eat delicious food, and buy all kinds of nice and fun things. If there is anything different, that is, I can write some small articles, I can copy other people's pictures, and I am more courageous than ordinary girls.

However, audacity is also practiced - when I was in elementary school, I was a big sister, and I played with naughty boys after class. Later, all I remember about elementary school is the scene where my little sisters and I fought with them. At that time, I was actually afraid of all kinds of small insects, afraid of the dark and afraid of ghosts, but in order to prevent the boys who loved to play tricks on me succeeded, I pretended not to be afraid at all. When I was a child, my acting skills were so clumsy, of course some people saw through it. But later, as I grew older and gained experience, I pretended to be more and more like, and then I believed it myself. Now that I think about it, this may be the reason why no boy dares to confess to me. It's not that I'm narcissistic, it's something I've confirmed many times over the years. For most guys, I'm more like their brother, which is summed up from the words of several of my good buddies and sisters. So, if a girl with an average appearance wants to find a boyfriend, she must learn to be gentle! No, it doesn't have to be! It's really not good, and you have to pretend to be will! However, it is absolutely not possible to develop in the direction of green tea.

Now, we've decided to go for a run, a hell of a run.

Sunday, October 27

Yesterday I finally managed to enter a valid score for the first time, and I didn't feel uncomfortable and wanted to vomit.

Today, we had a leisurely homework in our dormitory, and we also ran in the evening, and I gradually entered the state of combining study and life.

What is different tonight is that the big dog came to me to play a game (chicken game).

It's a bit complicated to explain his existence, it's too late today, and I'm going to write a high math assignment for a while, so I'll find it here.

Good night, my listener.