Chapter 248: Emotions are involved
All this is a very big blow to Erbao, thinking that he is an orphan abandoned by this world, thinking that no one will care about what he sees, hears and feels, but he didn't expect that there is such a father who is silently paying attention to him, but when he knows all this, it is too late, it is because of the late, so he feels regretful and guilty.
"If I had known earlier that my dad had been silently paying attention to me, I might have stopped you from doing everything, otherwise my dad wouldn't have felt that most of his life's hard work was wasted, if he hadn't gone bankrupt, he might be in good health now, angry, and then his injured liver would have a disease that can't be cured."
Jian Xinrou cried in Mu Jinsheng's arms like this, Mu Jinsheng didn't say anything that he had thousands of thoughts in his head, he probably felt that he had done something wrong, and he didn't consider Jian Xinrou's feelings, but it was also to protect Bao, and he never regretted it until now, because this stupid woman never knew how to take the initiative.
"I was wrong, I was really wrong, I was too willful before, I thought none of this would happen, I thought all this was as bad as I thought, but I didn't expect that there was still a trace of warmth, it turned out that my father had been secretly good to me all along, if it wasn't for him leaving this world today, I didn't know so much, I was really an unfilial daughter."
Jian Xinrou is uncomfortable now, in order to prevent Jian Xinyu from seeing Jian Xinrou's current appearance, Mu Jinsheng had to take Jian Xinrou away first, because he knew that once this woman came out, she would never turn back and go in, and what she had to say had been said, she would definitely not look back.
Knowing that after getting into the car, Jian Xinrou was still shedding tears, knowing that she was uncomfortable, Mu Jinsheng didn't say anything, but when he looked back at her, the eyes of the two people looking at Jian Xinrou were full of so many grievances, and Mu Jinsheng knew what he should express.
"There are some things that we can't control, and in the end I realized that maybe it was a blessing, and I felt like this at the beginning, so I didn't change it."
Mu Jinsheng didn't know what to say, and he was not in a good mood while driving the car, looking at a woman next to him, he was so sad that he felt very uncomfortable, and his emotions were also involved accordingly.
"At least one sentence, I think what Jian Xinyu said is quite right, all this is because of me, if my father didn't protect me secretly, if they didn't keep squeezing out me, you wouldn't let them go bankrupt, and my father wouldn't have lost support all of a sudden."
Although Mu Jinsheng didn't understand anything, listening to Jian Xinrou say this meant that Jian Xinrou's father had been silently loving Jian Xinrou from the beginning, even if he didn't know whether this was true or false, Mu Jinsheng had no intention of tracking down, after all, everyone had already left this world, and no one would be bored to find his daughter when he was dying, leaving her with some regrets.
Mu Jinsheng can't say anything about family affection, after all, there is not a lot of contact with his parents, although no one can erase the kind of family affection that blood is thicker than water, but a filial and gentle and kind girl like Jian Xinrou will definitely feel very guilty, and even sleep badly all night.
"This woman can do anything, I don't think you have to think about it so much, a ruthless woman like Jian Xinyu doesn't know what she has done before."
Thinking of this woman, he felt angry, if it weren't for her pit harm, they wouldn't have seen each other in the past five years, Jian Xinrou was absent from his life for five years, and Mu Zheng was also a mother who had been missing for five years.
"Even if all this is because of Jian Xinyu, I also want to know why my father has been hiding from me for so many years, is it to protect me, and my father has no feelings for my mother, he has never visited my mother once for so many years, this can't be to protect my mother, I understand, I really understand."
Jian Xinrou originally felt a little strange, but when she thought about it, she felt more and more smooth in the end, if it was her father who had done so many years to protect herself and her mother, she should be able to say all this, and she would face all of this by herself, but if her father came to help them, then Jian Xinyu and they would be even more excluded.
Thinking of this, her tears couldn't be stopped, she thought that all this could be under her control, even if she suffered more, it would pass after a long time, and she wouldn't be too sad if she didn't care so much, but when her father really left this world, when she really knew these truths, Jian Xinrou's heart was completely unbearable.
"Don't be sad first, let's talk about something when you go home, I think your mood is very unstable now, we need to go home and lie down for a while, rest for a while, okay?"
Since those things happened before, Mu Jinsheng knew that he shouldn't be too tough, shouldn't be too macho, and should care more about his woman, after all, he and Jian Xinrou have the reality of husband and wife, and for the sake of this family, they should communicate more, they shouldn't hold everything in their hearts, and they should treat Jian Xinrou more gently than before.
"Thank you for always being by my side, but if you do anything for me, don't bury it in your heart, otherwise I will feel even more uncomfortable in the future, you know my character."
Jian Xinrou held her hand in Mu Jinsheng's hand, and after knowing all this, she was more sad than not knowing, because she had experienced this, she was even more afraid that everyone around her would be secretly kind to her.
"Don't worry, I won't, I will tell you what I am good to you, spare no effort."
Mu Jinsheng smiled and concentrated on driving, Jian Xinrou looked at Mu Jinsheng's side face, and was unconsciously moved, fortunately, this man has always been by her side, no matter what happens, she can tell this man, but if this man is not there, she will have to bear all this by herself, and she simply doesn't know how to live.
Jian Xinyu is still kneeling in front of her father's hospital bed, her mother has not gone to take care of the hospital, and she can't find the patient's family, since she has left this world, she should go to the funeral quickly, but Jian Xinyu not only did not do the funeral, but dragged it there, and no one else knew what Jian Xinyu was doing.
"Do you know how hard it is right now? I couldn't even get the money for the funeral, so I left the two of me at once, my father and my mother were gone, Dad, why did you leave so early, I don't have anything now, if this thing can't be done well, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life. ”
Jian Xinrou sat there as if she had lost her soul, she was originally kneeling, but in the end, she was physically exhausted and sat directly on the ground, and her tears had dried up.
"I don't even have a person to ask for now, just now the doctor came over and over again to urge me to deal with the aftermath for you, but I don't even have this ability, and I have no experience, I don't know who to find, I'm alone, no one wants to care about me, do you really have the heart to watch your daughter live like this in this world?"
Jian Xinyu is now in a state of gradual madness, and she no longer thinks about revenge or anything like that, she just wants to bury her parents well, but now she doesn't even have this ability.
"You are also pitiful, but we can't do anything in the hospital, after all, it's your family's own business, if we need to donate, we can pay some money alone, but my father and mother are to be buried after all."
When the doctor next to him came to deal with the information, he said this sentence by the way, Jian Xinyu laughed unconsciously after hearing it, this sentence was pitiful in the eyes of others, but Jian Xinyu's ears sounded all mockery.
"I heard that I don't have the money to bury you now without my father, I don't have the money to find a tombstone for you, the doctors took pity on me, and he came and said if I want to donate some money to you, let me bury you."
Jian Xinyu laughed like crazy, the doctor felt a little strange, and pulled Jian Xinyu in the past, but Jian Xinyu was thrown away at once, and she stood up by the side of the bed with all her might.
"I tell you that I am a daughter, I don't need any of you to be pitied, and don't rush me, I can stay here as long as I want, is the hospital run by your family? If you have the ability, let your dean come to me. ”
Jian Xinyu yelled like crazy, all the people in the hospital looked at this ward, the patients next to them were woken up by Jian Xinyu, and the doctor also helplessly scolded the madman and went out, obviously kind, but was pushed out by this girl.
Everyone didn't dare to come in, because Jian Xinyu was very uncalm now, her father and mother had died in a row, and no one was willing to help her, even the most optimistic sister she had before turned around and left at this time.
"You say, it's ridiculous, in the end I have to bear all this by myself, no one will help me, what am I going to do, am I going to go to the buster? My dignified lady used to spend a lot of money, but now, I actually ask others to donate to me, do you want me to die with you? ”
Jian Xinyu laughed, laughing so much that her face was full of tears.
For Jian Xinyu, all this is too funny, she has never thought about it, and she has never thought about going through it, she thought that her parents would protect her for the rest of her life, but now she finds that when she is in a desperate situation, no one is willing to come over and reach out, and those sisters who surrounded her when she was rich now don't know where to go.