Jian Xinrou was not in the mood to eat after returning home, of course, Jian Xinrou didn't eat a bite of the food cooked by Mu Jinsheng, because the current mood was really not suitable for eating, and it would be very uncomfortable to eat, so he didn't force Jian Xinrou to eat.

"Mom, what's wrong? Don't you have to try your Western dinner? How today? ”

Mu Zheng jumped out and ran out, I don't know what happened, after all, children are always so worry-free, don't think too much, and there are many, many things that need to be faced in the world of adults, Mu Jinsheng doesn't know how to answer Mu Zheng, after all, this child is too estranged from his grandmother and grandfather, and he has never met a few times until now, and there is no family affection between them, even if he tells Mu Zheng, Mu Zheng will not understand that feeling.

"Mom's father left this world and went to a far, far away place, so now I am in a very bad mood, thinking that I will not be able to see my father in the future, and I am very sad, so I don't want to eat."

Mu Jinsheng was a little comforted, looking at Mu Zheng's appearance, but he had already forgotten that although Mu Zheng was a child on the surface, he had a very mature mind, so in Mu Zheng's understanding concept, that is, after his grandfather died, he would never appear in front of him and his mother again.

"Is it Grandpa? Is it the one we've seen before? My grandfather still looks very kind, much kinder than my grandmother. ”

Mu Zheng frowned, and could understand that his mother was very unhappy, after all, he was his mother's biological father, because he had not dealt with him much before, and he was not very familiar with his grandfather, but now he felt sorry for Jian Xinrou's heart, and after knowing that Jian Xinrou was unhappy, Mu Zheng's brows began to wrinkle.

"Yes."

Mu Jinsheng sat in the living room, the food in the kitchen was already cold, after Sister-in-law Zhang left this house, they didn't have a good meal, Sister-in-law Zhang has been with her grandmother these days, Mu Jinsheng is not good to call Sister-in-law Zhang back, but life is really not used to it, and it is a waste for them to hire a nanny, so they have to cook and eat by themselves.

"So don't mess with your mother recently, if there is anything to discuss with your mother in time, you have to comfort your mother more, I know that my mother is in a very bad mood now, so my father shouldn't quarrel with my mother, right?"

Mu Zheng is now calmly talking to his father, in fact, to put it bluntly, it is an order, it is not good to say, Mu Zheng is already very afraid that this man will have any conflict with his beloved mother, no matter which of them is right or wrong, Mu Zheng is always on his mother's side.

"You little clever ghost, you don't need to say this, I naturally understand it myself."

Mu Jinsheng rolled his eyes, he didn't feel hungry anymore, after all, there were too many things happening today, and he originally decided to hold the wedding in a few days, because everything had been prepared, and it was not good to coincide with the death of his fiancée's father, and it was not good to shirk it in the past few days.

"Hasn't Dad been preparing for Mom's wedding lately? Although you didn't tell me, but I can see that you are busy with this matter, although grandma doesn't say it, but I can see that grandma is anxious in her heart, you get married early and give your mother a name, she also has more face in our family, but now my mother is in such a bad mood, I guess I can't prepare for the wedding. ”

Mu Zheng has a set of his own plans in his heart, he has never said it but understands everything, Mu Jinsheng's eyes instantly brightened, I didn't expect Mu Zheng to be so sensible, a child doesn't know who he is to, although he can see everything when he is young, but he has never explained or interfered with the feelings of his parents, is this child like Jian Xinrou? That's even more unlikely.

"Yes, yes, what you said is right, since you can see it, it is better for you to think of a way for Lu Feng to have the best of both worlds, which can not only hold the wedding normally, but also make your mother happily hold this wedding, and there are no longer so many fears in your heart."

Mu Jinsheng rolled his eyes helplessly, but he still felt that what his son said was very right, even if he did not obey his son's orders, he should listen to the child's advice, sometimes what Mu Zheng said could really give him some inspiration.

"I don't have anything to suggest to the two of you, what do I do, I'm just a son of this family, didn't my mother also say, children's affairs are children, adults are in charge of adults' affairs, and children don't interfere, so I can only watch you two feel uncomfortable, if you can't get married, I don't think it's that important, my mother's current mood is the most important."

Mu Zheng felt most sorry for his mother, when he saw Jian Xinrou coming in, she came back and was supported by Mu Jinsheng, and when she saw her coming back, she wanted to rush up and ask her mother what happened, but when she saw Mu Jinsheng's eyes, Mu Zheng lowered her head, knowing that now was not the most suitable time to rush out, because when Jian Xinrou saw this child, not only would she endure the discomfort to comfort the child, but on the other hand, her emotions would not be controlled stably at all.

After Jian Xinrou was helped upstairs by Mu Jinsheng to lie down and rest, now Mu Zheng had to run over to ask his father what happened, and after asking, it was really a big event, there have been too many things at home recently, and his small heart can obviously bear more.

"The more things in the family, the more we have to harden up and face so many ups and downs and setbacks together, Sister-in-law Zhang said that all these things are what we should face."

Jian Xinrou lay there, letting her tears slip through her eyes, and when she got up in the morning, Mu Jinsheng said to herself on the road, Jian Xinrou's heart was even more uncomfortable, all of which made her feel pitiful, thinking that she was pitiful, but in the end she found that she was loved, which was an even more pitiful thing.

Thinking of all the words that Jian Xinyu said today, Jian Xinrou unconsciously felt a shudder all over her body, if all this was really because of her, what should be the end, how to stop, could it be that Jian Xinyu would let all this go? Could it be that all this is just a matter of being willing? Dead father and dead mother, Jian Xinyu is now alone in this world, what ability can she fight against herself, so if she doesn't fight, is Jian Xinyu really willing?

Jian Xinrou felt that her head hurt very much, and the kind of unstoppable pain on Jian Xinrou was very flustered, thinking of her father's last look at herself before he died, thinking of the new store, the straight lines on the picture, Jian Xinrou's heart hurt as if she had been slammed.

"Why do all the people have to do this to me, all the people hurt me in the name of protecting me, so that I only realize how pitiful and ridiculous I am at the end, the sad thing is that in the end, I must leave some guilt for me, they are bullying me, bullying me for being kind-hearted, bullying me for being empathetic, everyone will feel very happy when they see my guilty look? Was I born like this? ”

Jian Xinrou was lying on the bed and choked up and said this, originally wanted to bring Jian Xinrou a cup of hot water in, but when she walked to the door and heard the voice of resentment coming from inside while choking, Mu Jinsheng stopped herself, it was time for this woman to calm herself down.

When he met Jian Xinrou for the first time, looking at his smiling face, he didn't look like a woman who had suffered so much, she hid all the pain in her heart in the innermost part and wouldn't be discovered by others, but when he wanted to dig into her little by little, he found that the more he dug into this woman, the more painful it would be.

"I wanted to get to know you well, but I didn't find that you were like this in your heart, if I had known that this was the case, I would rather you not say this, maybe you won't have nightmares every night, maybe you won't toss and turn and can't sleep night and night, I know you can't sleep a lot of times, but you never woke me up, and you never lay on my chest and told me that you are having a hard time."

Mu Jinsheng stood at the door with the glass of water, the water in the Ni Nan water cup had already burned his hands red, but Mu Jinsheng didn't even move, for fear of disturbing Jian Xinrou inside.

"I don't like you at all, although I stand up for you every time, but you don't know how much I feel sorry for you, I'm afraid that one day I will really lose you, you won't say anything, you won't keep me if you hurt, you are such a character, you are not at all different from the first time I saw you, your kind of persistence and strength are put away because of the person you love."

Mu Jinsheng sighed, turned around and went downstairs to put the glass of water on the table, looked at his palm, which had been burned red, turned his hand, and put it next to his body.

In fact, these small injuries and pains are nothing to Mu Jinsheng at all, the biggest injury is the incurable wound in the depths of his heart, think about it from another perspective, if his father is like this, he may also be a melted ice cube.

Jian Xinrou is now like a melted ice cube, when she froze herself, she made up her mind to hate all the people in this world who didn't love her, but after being melted, she was burned by it.

Jian Xinyu walked alone on the road and didn't know how to settle her parents, the sudden feeling of dizziness hit her head, and when she fell down, she felt that her whole world was in chaos, thinking that she no longer had any hope, but when she woke up and saw a handsome face enlarged in front of her, Jian Xinyu felt that this was all the sunshine in her world.