Chapter 154: Hunger

I froze for a moment and suddenly realized it was time for lunch, but he just left, leaving us here.

"It's/damn good, it's gone, Lao Tzu's waist is about to break."

Lao Huang threw the fishing rod and stood up and stretched, then turned his head to look at me: "Wait, watch me make a seafood dinner." ”

I didn't know what to say, so I looked at him helplessly: "You forgot, I took that injection, I can't eat these, you can just eat it yourself." ”

Lao Huang frowned, very irritable: "Then you are ready to starve to death?" I'm telling you, these guys don't have a heart, they're really going to watch you starve to death. ”

I can only laugh, I know very well in my heart that they don't let me eat is a punishment, and let me fish is also because of my impulse, this kind of can't eat is different from Lao Huang, he can take care of the food by himself, and I can't, if I eat, the punishment is meaningless.

I can't say it, if I say it, Lao Huang will definitely force me to eat, the more this is the case, the more he has to fight against the Mo family, they punish me, and I am willing to be punished, I admit that I am holding a breath in my heart, I am just very stubborn, I want to see how long Mo Nineteen can hide.

This kind of gambling is only useful for the people closest to me, I just can't do it at all, but I don't know why I have this kind of confidence, I can feel that Nineteen is a little different for me and for others, I want to know more about this person, if you want to get something, you must sacrifice something, I am willing to give it a try.

Lao Huang didn't know what I was thinking, so he thought about it and said, "Why don't you bear with it at noon, and I'll go to the mountain over there in the evening to dig out birds' eggs." ”

"No need, Lao Huang," I sighed, "Actually, I made a mistake to get punished, they can't let me eat, I don't believe you can take a look, before I eat, someone will definitely stop me." ”

I was talking nonsense, but Lao Huang didn't hesitate to believe it, he looked around left and right, and lowered his voice: "Then wait until it's dark, I've seen it on the mountain, there is no camera, they definitely don't know." ”

I almost didn't laugh out loud when I looked at the old yellow thief's eyebrows, he definitely didn't think that there were eyes everywhere here, but I couldn't say, it's really funny to think about, I didn't expect me to look like this in Ah Qing's eyes before.

"Really, don't worry about it, you don't know how godly they are? It doesn't work. I spoke.

Lao Huang stopped talking, and looked at me straight for a long time before he slowly spoke: "Daze, in fact, you know a lot of things in the past few days, you tell the truth, do they not plan to let me participate in the next mission at all?" ”

My heart is tight, if Lao Huang knows the truth, he will definitely use all means to follow, I know him too well, if he is really anxious, what he does is a desperate posture, the next mission is too dangerous, the Mo family doesn't want him to participate, I don't want him to take risks.

"You're looking too highly of me, I'm a guinea pig now, how can they tell me about the next mission?" I snorted through my nose, controlling my eyes and not looking at the bottom left corner.

Lao Huang was still staring at me, seeing that I was uncomfortable all over, and it took a while for him to speak: "Forget it, Lao Tzu is really too lazy to think about these now." ”

He jumped from the rocks to the sandy beach with a bucket of water, threw his shoes, and then rolled up his trouser legs and walked into the water.

Lao Huang really wants to hide, I can't see through it at all, I can only comfort myself like this.

Lao Huang touched a lot of clams, sat on the sand beach and directly broke it and ate it raw, and was not afraid of eating bad stomach, I said in my mouth that I didn't eat, but my stomach kept drumming, I ate less at noon yesterday, and I was hungry for a while at night, and I didn't feel much uncomfortable when I fell asleep, and now that feeling is coming again.

I didn't look at Lao Huang, leaned back in my chair and looked at the sky, I felt my stomach twitching, hunger brought a wave of nausea, I could only swallow saliva, but this feeling became more and more serious.

I must not eat it, I know they are watching me, Ah Qing will definitely tell Nineteen about my situation, I just want to compete with him to be better than anyone else.

After a while, he was hungry, and Huang went back to the rocks, and soon Eleven returned, and we began to fish with our hearts as in the morning.

I began to continue with the fantasy of the morning, this fantasy is sometimes quite relieving, it is better to think of myself as an open protagonist, against an evil force, the Mo family is simply suitable for this evil force.

I was immersed in the world of imagination and couldn't extricate myself, but I was startled by the sound of water, I turned my head to look, and saw Eleven suddenly raise the bamboo pole, and there was a small fish hanging at the end of the fishing line.

The fish was small, but after all, it was really caught, and I watched in a daze as he took off the hook and put the fish in the bucket, and my mind was so confused that I forgot all about the big war I had just thought.

I watched Eleven throw the line into the sea again, and I felt very uncomfortable, he didn't have any bait on his hook, why could he catch a fish?

If it was by virtue of his skills, then he should have caught it a long time ago, he was really fishing in an ordinary way, like us, is it really because of seriousness and calmness?

I can't think about it anymore, I even regard fishing as a task, is it only when I catch a fish that Nineteen will come to see me?

I began to concentrate on catching the fish, the water was very clear, and schools of small fish were swimming in the water, but they did not touch the hook at all, and my hands were shaking, even with the line, and they were all scared away by my movements, and they hid far away.

I couldn't help but go to see Lao Huang, he was worse than me, he didn't hold the fishing rod tightly at all, the bamboo rod was bumping and upside down, and he was out of the ghost if he could catch a fish.

Doing one thing with such concentration, the energy was depleted very quickly, and the hunger soon came back again, I felt a dull pain in my stomach, and I didn't have the heart to fish, so I moved my body and shrank into the wheelchair, hoping that the hunger would quickly subside.

This time the hunger lasted especially long, I felt a little irritable, I couldn't catch the fish, I didn't have any cranky thoughts, and my mind was now full of food, thinking about the roasted sweet potatoes that night, it was really delicious.

Hunger is like the waves of the ocean, wave after wave, the feeling is finally suppressed, and soon it comes up again, I feel the heat in my body is quickly dissipating, and I feel better by covering my abdomen with my hand.

When we were adventurous, we didn't eat for a long time, but we didn't feel so difficult, we ate tight compressed beef at that time, and it only took a little bit to bring a strong sense of satiety, which was just an ordinary meal, and naturally couldn't compare.

At that time, even the injury was not as painful as the test, and the combination of various factors led to the current situation.

I really overestimated myself, I couldn't hold on for even a day, and I was delusional about being angry, but I was iron-hearted this time, and I knew that only the most ruthless people could hold on to the end, just like Nineteen said, the first side to speak is surrender, so I will never give up.

The sun was setting in the west, and I didn't know how I had survived the afternoon, and the constant hunger was stimulating me, as if my brain was a little paralyzed, and it desperately wanted me to eat, and I had been fighting my instincts.

"How? Did you catch a fish? A joking voice came from afar, and you didn't need to look at it to know that it was Ah Chuan.

I ignored him, he leaned over to look at the bucket and smiled cheaply: "That's expected." ”

I still ignored him, and he didn't get angry, and pulled me directly to the path: "Please, young master, the injection test is waiting for you." ”

Lao Huang turned his head to look at me, his eyes were deep and he didn't know what he was thinking, I was so hungry that I didn't even bother to speak, and I could sleep after the test, which was not bad.

Ah Chuan pushed me all the way, neither of us spoke, and seeing that I was about to arrive at the nursing home, I finally couldn't help it: "When will I see Nineteen?" ”

"What, I'm so hungry that I can't stand it?" Ah Chuan didn't answer, but leaned over awkwardly.

"What does this have to do with hunger?" I had a bad tone and it was a mistake to ask him.

There was no interest in his voice: "Then it depends on when he wants to see you, just wait." ”

My heart sank, I didn't say anything, I was born and cooked, I was used to this underground hospital, the fear of the first arrival was gone, I let Ah Chen fiddle with it, and those cold instruments were not as cold as my heart.

"How was yesterday?" Agawa asked nonchalantly.

"It's much better, do you need to change the dose today?"

"One more day, I'll see." They put it mildly, as if they were really thinking of me as a guinea pig.

The medicine flowed into my body, and the pain hit again, this time it was much better than yesterday, at least I could maintain a trace of consciousness the whole time, although I still couldn't react much, but I could control myself and stop screaming, I was holding back, but I couldn't close my mouth, I could hear the pain I was emitting*.

The sound of the various instruments also seems to be less, and I still can't tell how long the pain has been, but it must be shorter than yesterday, and my body is gradually adjusting to the pain.

I was lying on the hospital bed and breathing heavily, Achuan cut the tape, looked at me and smiled, "Not bad." ”

As he spoke, he looked at Ah Chen again: "Come again tomorrow, and double the dose when the instrument has no alarm." ”

Ah Chen said "um", neatly put things away, I have always been in a fog, now I feel even more dizzy, just like a fierce exercise, the tremors and movements of the muscles are uncontrollable, I can only feel tiredness.

My stomach was empty, I didn't feel anything in my head, only hunger, hunger seemed to suppress the pain, and I desperately wanted to stuff something in my mouth, even if it was a small tobacco leaf.

I said no yesterday, Ah Qing will definitely not give it to me again, I want to eat everything now, even if I smell the aroma of peptone here, I swallow my saliva.

Ah Chen is not only a doctor, he must have other tasks, I saw him preparing the culture medium, I don't know what to do, Ah Chuan dragged me to the wheelchair and pushed me to the door.