I don't know when I fell asleep, it was painful to fall asleep and I couldn't sleep, I tossed and turned for a long time before I fell asleep completely, and the pain in my right foot was nothing compared to my whole body.

When I woke up, it was already bright, the cold wind kept blowing on my face, I touched my face, the skin on my face was also cold, with a little dampness, I forgot to close the window last night.

What time is it now?

I sat up, the pain in my body was really nothing, I felt psychologically tortured, I was obviously free, but it was like being locked up in prison, no one could talk to, no one could find out the outside information, even reading a book was a luxury, I was closed, depressed to the point that it made people crazy.

If there was something for me to do at this time, I would have been able to concentrate on doing it well, but no, the more idle I was, the more irritating it became.

I got into my wheelchair and looked out the window, the sun was already high above the sea, and Nineteen had said that he would continue today, but he hadn't come yet.

I washed up again, and I sat by the window, leaning against the door, hoping that he would come.

But no, I soon became irritable and began to drink non-stop, and after some time, the door finally sounded.

I quickly put the glass back and sat upright, I had to apologize to Nineteen first, the matter was irreparable, and I had to bear the consequences.

The door opened, and it was not nineteen who entered, but eleven.

I didn't expect it to be him, but I saw him standing there like a black-faced god with a bamboo pole and a bucket in one hand.

I felt like my calves were spinning, and I was really scared of him.

"Fishing."

He spit out two words coldly, and his tone was the same as what he said to Lao Huang at that time.

I was confused: "Me? ”

"Don't make me say it a second time."

I took another sip of water, didn't dare to ask again, he walked out of the room, I followed with a wheelchair, and just went out to see Ah Chen walking towards him.

"He needs to change his dressing."

Ah Chen said, he pushed me away without waiting for Eleven to speak, his speed is very fast, he is not the one who will take the initiative to push me, he just thinks that I am shaking too slowly.

Eleven followed, standing up straight at the door of the medical room, and Ah Chen quickly took care of it for me, pushed it on the back of the chair, and motioned for me to go out by myself.

Eleven didn't mean to push me at all, and I followed him out the door, all the way down the mountain, my arm shaking sore.

"Nineteen? He said it went on today. I still couldn't help but ask him, what is this, did he abandon me?

"He told you to fish."

Eleven said coldly, he was just an executor, I knew I couldn't ask anything, I was very annoyed, I obviously said that I would take care of me, and now he pushed me to others, I admit that I am impolite, but I really want to apologize, is he just this little bit of energy?

I don't know what I'm depressed about, it's like I had a fight with a good friend, I've only met him twice, how can I have this kind of emotion.

My arms were almost thrown off, Eleven couldn't even notice my pain, he was always looking ahead, and finally he got to the beach, and I soon saw Lao Huang, who was still fishing in that position, looking absent-minded.

I couldn't get to the rock in my wheelchair, so Eleven pushed me to the rock next to me, filled the bucket with some seawater, and shoved it into my hand with the bamboo pole.

Lao Huang saw me with a surprised look, he looked at me, then at Eleven, and then turned to me: "Daze, what's the situation?" You've been sent to fish too? ”

"yes, inexplicable." I'm in a bad mood and my tone is not good.

Lao Huang was happy: "Okay, what's the meaning of being in the house all day, I'm used to it, sitting every day, blowing a little wind and basking in the sun, enjoying retirement life in advance, it's very beautiful." ”

Looking at him like that, he is not beautiful at all, his cheeks are smaller, and his body will definitely not be able to bear eating some crabs and conches all day long.

"Am I not able to catch fish and eat?" My gaze went beyond Lao Huang to Eleven.

He didn't even give me a look: "You can't eat if you catch a fish." ”

"! No way? This is a sick number, which is a bit excessive! "Lao Huang's reaction is bigger than mine.

Eleven suddenly turned his head and glanced at Lao Huang, Lao Huang immediately stopped talking, I didn't see his expression through Lao Huang, but I knew that that gaze was enough to kill people.

I'm not angry, I know this is punishing me, there are a lot of rules in the Mo family, I don't know, it's just that Ah Qing once mentioned this, I broke the rules, and I should be punished.

But I was sad in my heart, from the familiarity at first sight to the conversation later, I felt very comfortable with Nineteen, but he didn't regard me as a friend, he was just a teacher, and I would be punished if I made a mistake, and in his heart I was the same as everyone else.

This is the attitude he should have, that sense of familiarity is just that I think too much, I threw the fishing line into the sea, I felt that my eyes were hot, I was so naïve, seeing so many indifferent Mo family members, isn't it enough to make me wake up?

Sadness can't be hidden, even if you think clearly in your heart, your emotions can't be controlled so easily, I raised my hand and wiped it in my eyes, in the end, I didn't let the tears flow, no matter how bad you cry here, no one will sympathize with you.

The sequelae of the test are still there, my hands are very painful, I just shook a wheelchair and sore, I didn't feel much when I was hanging down, but now when I hold the fishing rod, I can't do it.

I thought it would be too difficult to hold the rod firmly, and my hand shook so hard that I could only put the rod on my hand, but my hand was shaking unconsciously.

Anyway, it's impossible to catch a fish, just tremble, I've given up, it's a little ridiculous to think about, I still wanted to exchange with Lao Huang yesterday, but I didn't expect it to come today, but the mood is far from as good as I imagined.

I held the fishing rod and looked at the sea in a daze, saying that it was a fishing rod, that is, a bamboo rod, with an ordinary line tied to the bamboo knot at the very end, and a small rusty hook tied to the end of the line.

I turned my head to look at Lao Huang, he didn't have any hope of catching a fish at all, he only held the fishing rod casually with one hand, sat paralyzed in a comfortable position, his eyes were focused on the sky, but Eleven had a straight back, holding the bamboo rod with both hands, and Lao Huang looked like a hanger, he didn't care.

Fishing seems easy, in fact, it is not brisk at all, I seem to understand why they use fishing to calm Lao Huang's mind, they don't want Lao Huang's fish at all, but in the case of knowing that they can't catch fish, they can still maintain a calm and rigorous attitude, but Lao Huang doesn't understand at all, he may understand, but he doesn't want to do it, he is used to it, and no one can force him to do what he doesn't want to do.

But I can't, I can't be as relaxed as him, my heart is filled with too many things, how can it be heavy and float.

Nineteen broke his promise, he clearly said that he would continue today, I am still struggling with this, I am not angry, nor sad, I am a little scared, afraid that I will never see him again, afraid that he will really abandon me.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I just think he's important, like the closest person, and the thought of him abandoning me makes my heart hurt like a pinprick.

My hands are still shaking, not only my body, but also my mood, I can't calm down and fish, my mind is full of messes, I can't even feel at ease, how can I concentrate on other things?

I began to be irritable again, obviously the sea breeze was very cool, but my whole body was hot, a thin layer of sweat appeared, and the sitting posture also made me uncomfortable, the place where my body and the wheelchair came into contact seemed to be burned on an iron plate, the more irritable these annoying feelings became, the clearer the feeling, the more irritable.

I got stuck in an infinite loop, and at the end of the day I just wanted to break the rod in two and kick the bucket over, I thought I liked to be quiet, but when I actually tried it, I realized how hard it was.

I started to make some noise, kicking the pebbles on the rocks into the sea and so on, Eleven didn't even turn his head, and Lao Huang looked at me as if he had woken up from his sleep, still with that lazy expression.

"Don't toss, these guys won't pay attention to you." Lao Huang said, the corners of his mouth turned to Eleven.

I smiled wryly, I felt that I was really naïve, I don't know if I was angry with myself, or I wanted to attract the attention of others, I really wanted to jump into the sea and swim now, it might be more comfortable to soak my whole body in the cold water.

But I just thought about it, I felt like I wouldn't care if I actually jumped into Eleven, I kicked a few more pebbles and watched them fall into the water and ripple, which was barely a vent.

If you care too much, you will definitely go crazy, and being at peace with the situation is the best way to deal with boredom, I leaned on the wheelchair with a fishing rod in one hand, and looked at the birds in the distance boredly, and I was much calmer.

I'm in a situation so similar to Lao Huang now, I finally know why he is the way he is, he must have been as irritable as I was at first, trying to get Eleven's attention, but then I found that it didn't work at all, so I just got by.

It's impossible to catch a fish in this state, and if you catch it anyway, you won't have anything to eat, and since a goal can't be reached, who will work hard for it?

I turned my head to look at Eleven again, he was bored enough to accompany us, but he still looked like he regarded fishing as a sacred career, and he was very serious.

There is a sky outside the sky, there are people outside the people, and there is no normal person in the Mo family.

I was stunned to the sky, my thoughts drifted far, far away, this kind of quiet time is very suitable for fantasy, I think a lot, most of them are fantasy novels, it's quite interesting to think about it, I don't even feel the passage of time.

I don't know how long later, the sun rose overhead, and Eleven suddenly put down his fishing rod and stood up, without saying a word, and walked away.