No matter how much you deceive yourself, the moment you see the truth, no one can continue to deceive yourself, just because you know it is because you regret it, so at this moment, Mu Jinsheng understands that no matter how much you regret it, it is useless, it is already a foregone conclusion, since Lu Feng and Lu Yu have already taken him to see, he has no other way.

Tears are raining down, heartbreaking and indescribable, Mu Jinsheng's current mood, only two words can describe regret, more regrets and regrets in front of him, he didn't know how to cherish when people were in front of him before, and now that people have left, Lu Feng feels very sad.

"You know what? I really didn't disbelieve you, Mu Zheng's eyes are already good, he is still waiting for you to go back to see him, he has always said that he wants his mother, and no one can replace you, I know that Jian Xinyu appeared in front of me, I believed her directly, you must be very sad, I didn't find out until later, I was waiting for you at the airport that day..."

When he really loses someone, he can feel the real heartache, at this time, Mu Jinsheng is very fierce, and there is pain in the heart, that kind of severe pain, which makes him feel how sad it is to lose someone.

"I was really wrong, I know that you had this accident because you wanted to go to me, if you can, I am willing to suffer this for you, I am willing to leave this world for you, you don't quit my life, okay?"

Only in front of Jian Xinrou can Mu Jinsheng say everything he wants to say with his heart and lungs, Lu Feng and Lu Yu are sitting in the car, the rain is too big, and they can't hear what Mu Jinsheng is talking about, only to hear an angry roar, Mu Jinsheng beat his chest and knelt there, and the whole person was drained of strength.

"Jian Xinrou, don't leave me, I beg you."

Mu Jinsheng shook his head and said loudly, like crazy, Lu Yu and Lu Feng had never seen a man like this, although Lu Feng could understand this pain.

But in Lu Feng's eyes, Mu Jinsheng is completely to blame, if you really love a woman, you should regard this woman as the most important part of yourself at any time, work hard to care for her, love her, no matter what others say, you should stand in the position of this woman.

"What's the use of being like this now? If he can really exchange his life for her to come back, it can also be worth saving, but now Jian Xinrou can't come back. ”

Directly covering his forehead, he had long forgotten the pain of being injured, and now he only remembered the discomfort and depression in his heart, these days Lu Yu felt that he was about to get depressed, and the sudden loss of his best friend and Lu Feng's relationship between the two people became more and more estranged, which was a blow and frustration for him.

Lu Feng didn't say anything, just sat there and looked ahead in a daze, thinking that if Jian Xinrou was still alive, she would definitely forgive this man.

Because a woman is soft-hearted in the face of love at any time, as long as that person does not violate the principles and is willing to apologize sincerely, no woman will turn her head and leave with a hard heart.

"I love you."

After Mu Jinsheng said this, he leaned his head forward hard, although he had no strength in his body, he was beaten beyond recognition, and his face was bleeding, I don't know what Jian Xinrou would think after seeing this scene, maybe she was distressed or maybe she felt that Mu Jinsheng deserved it, after all, he owed him.

Mu Jinsheng thought of a lot of things that Jian Xinrou had told him before.

"I always think that people still have a heartbeat after death, I don't believe that if I die before you in the future, you can lean on my side and listen, if I have a heartbeat, it proves that I am thinking about you, and if it suddenly rains, it proves that I can't do without you very much."

During a meal, Jian Xinrou accidentally mentioned this matter, Mu Jinsheng still felt that this girl was too cute, and believed in those things that the gods chattered, but at this moment, Mu Jinsheng missed that woman very much, and being able to say these words by his side again was a kind of charity for him.

Mu Jinsheng leaned forward and approached the cold stone, wanting to hear if there was a heartbeat, Lu Yu, who was sitting in the car, couldn't help but cry when he saw this scene.

"Why do you have to wait until someone else dies to know how to cherish it?"

There was a sad look on his face, women are emotional animals, and when he saw such nature, he couldn't bear it in his heart.

Lu Feng closed his eyes and didn't want to look at the image of his face, sure enough, even if Jian Xinrou really left this world, he would have no place in front of Jian Xinrou, and it was that man who could really approach Jian Xinrou from the heart.

"Xinrou, are you cold?"

There was no sound on the stone, Mu Jinsheng felt so sad, the depression in his heart made him breathless, he was now on the verge of collapse, and he didn't know how to explain to others.

Although Mu Zheng already knew about this, Mu Zheng didn't know that if Mu Zheng knew that his mother was dead, he would definitely be depressed, and it would not be good for Mu Zheng's condition.

"Mu Zheng really needs you, will you wake up?"

Mu Jinsheng was like crazy, talking to Jian Xinrou frantically, facing a photo, facing a stone, and facing an urn.

After a long, long time, about two hours or so, the rain has stopped a little, the sunset is out, and it is about to set, the weather is a little damp, and some birds are chirping in the woods, this is a cemetery, there may be many souls here watching Mu Jinsheng confide their true feelings.

For two hours, Lu Feng and Lu Yu didn't know how they came over, they sat in the car without saying a word, and they were thinking about their own things as they looked ahead.

For Lu Feng, all this is so unbelievable, I thought that Jian Xinrou would get a peaceful life, and I thought that I could get rid of this man forever, but I didn't expect this negative man to appear again and show his reluctance to be attached to Jian Xinrou.

It seemed that everything was forced, but Lu Feng had clearly seen what kind of cold attitude this man had towards Jian Xinrou before.

"Let's go, leave him alone."

Lu Yu closed his eyes and didn't want to ride in the same car with Mu Jinsheng anymore, because now they don't have any relationship, although Lu Feng drove Mu Jinsheng to bring him, but he didn't want to take him back again, they were not friends between them, even if he really left him here alone, he would walk back, he should let him suffer some hardships, after all, this is what he owes Jian Xinrou.

Lu Feng nodded, turned his head and drove away directly, Mu Jinsheng didn't notice that the two of them had left at all, in fact, it didn't matter to Mu Jinsheng whether he left or not, the most important thing now was the inexpressible feeling in his heart, why did everything become like this?

He talked to himself for a long time, until he found that Jian Xinrou was next to his mother, Mu Jinsheng suddenly burst into tears, kneeling in place and motionless.

"Auntie, it's all my fault, it's my daughter who is sorry, I really didn't know that things would turn out like this, he really didn't feel any happiness in our family, I hope that if there is a next life, I will never meet a man like me again, she is very good and really good."

Mu Jinsheng has never cried like this, and when the mood was really released, the whole person became trembling, kneeling in place and not speaking, just looking at the sky in a daze.

The sky gradually became cloudy, Mu Jinsheng staggered away from this place, maybe he would not come in this life, because there was too much pain, he might not remarry in this life, and he would not marry again, maybe he was looking for the girl who was very similar to Jian Xinrou in this life.

"Hahahaha... I can't believe you're leaving me. ”

Lu Feng shook his head staggeringly, his smile was full of mockery and ridicule of himself, why didn't he know to cherish this girl before, but now he is so uncomfortable, as if he is acting on the spot.

He left on his own, thinking about a lot of things as he went.

Mu Zheng has no mother in the future, and there is no more competent hostess in his heart, and he was finally able to meet true love, but he pushed it away with one hand, and no woman could accept that kind of coldness and disbelief in front of her, and when he threw away the pair of wedding rings in front of Jian Xinrou...

He should have known that Jian Xinrou was very sad at that time, although she knew this, but she still did that, and took another woman abroad, what a blow to Jian Xinrou, in Jian Xinrou's heart, she must be inferior to a beast.

"The only woman I'm sorry for in this life is that if you have an afterlife, please don't meet me, I'm willing to be a cow and a horse for you, and pay off all your resentments against me in this life."

As the sun sets, a man staggers along, thinking like this in his heart, but he can't accept it, because it's too sudden, for him, even if he really sees it, there is still this woman in his heart, this woman must be breathing somewhere in the world, and there is still an unfinished fate between them.

An Ruo, who was sitting in the ward and reading a book, suddenly felt a feeling of boredom in her chest, and this premonition appeared in her heart again, and the black shadow appeared in my mind again, in fact, what she didn't understand all the time was who the black shadow was, and why God arranged the black shadow in her dreams again and again.

"Is it really my Prince Charming?"

An Ruo laughed at herself, and saw that a paragraph in the book happened to be written about the story of Prince Charming and Princess Charming in the West, although the plot was made up, but I don't know how many girls' dreams, maybe something happened to her before that even she didn't want to believe.