Chapter 443: Accept the Facts
Mu Jinsheng, who was dragged away by Lu Feng, now has no strength in his body, if he really wants to take him to Jian Xinrou's place to see, then Mu Jinsheng really can't accept this big, it suddenly rained outside, the moment Lu Yu rushed into the car, Lu Feng's heart did not have any fluctuations, and even the most important thing now was not the injury on Lu Yu's face, but just wanted to take Mu Jinsheng to see the scene in front of him, so that Mu Jinsheng felt regret from the bottom of his heart.
Lu Feng stepped on the accelerator angrily, Lu Yu sat in the back, Mu Jinsheng sat in the co-pilot, the three of them had nothing to say all the way, everyone had their own things in their hearts.
Lu Feng was very angry now, and he was driving faster, but Lu Yu didn't feel scared at all, because there were other emotions hidden in the hearts of each of them.
Not far from the cemetery, it was about ten kilometers away, when Lu Feng's car stopped, Mu Jinsheng sat in the co-pilot and couldn't accept this real thing, if the brakes really saw Jian Xinrou's photo, which had been embedded in a small stone, then what should he do? Did he really have to believe that woman had left him completely? Mu Jinsheng couldn't believe it.
Lu Feng and Lu Yu both got out of the car, only Mu Jinsheng who was sitting in the co-pilot was still sitting there without moving, the whole person seemed to be hollowed out of his soul, and he didn't speak, just sat there and looked ahead, looking at this piece of cemetery, Mu Jinsheng really didn't know what to do.
"What's wrong? You don't dare to come down when I take you to the place, you have the ability to come down, I'll see if Jian Xinrou will forgive you when I get there. ”
Lu Feng yelled angrily, the rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, Lu Feng's voice was also very loud, and it was also transmitted to the car through the car glass, Mu Jinsheng felt that it was not a matter to go on like this, although his eyes were red, but he also wanted to get out of the car to verify and see if this matter was true.
Lu Feng got out of the car, the three of them didn't have umbrellas, the rain washed away Lu Yu's wounds, and the blood on Lu Yu's face was washed clean, the wounds didn't have time to be treated, there might be some inflammation, and they had already suppurated, but Lu Yu didn't care.
And Lu Feng and Mu Jinsheng came like this with blue noses and swollen faces, and when it came to Jian Xinrou's purpose, they didn't know that Jian Xinrou was actually living in this world under another name, and at this moment they were burying the bodies of other women.
Before coming to Jian Xinrou's purpose, Mu Jinsheng saw Jian Xinrou's photo from afar, the smiling photo didn't know when it was taken, in short, the photo was very sweet, but it became black and white.
Mu Jinsheng stood there at a long distance, letting the rain wash over his face, how could he not take a step forward, Lu Feng and Lu Yu came to Jian Xinrou's grave in advance, and bowed deeply to Jian Xinrou.
"Xinrou, I don't have the ability to punish this man who hurt you well, I know you don't want us to punish him, today we will bring him to see you, he has been looking for you."
Lu Yu, who was brushed by the rain, couldn't open his eyes, squinted his eyes and said to the girl in the photo that he really couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain, and now his face was also in severe pain, Lu Yu felt that he couldn't last long in the rain, and he was overly uncomfortable, so he turned around and didn't look at Jian Xinrou's photo.
Lu Feng stood there with his fists clenched, looking at Jian Xinrou's photo, every time she saw Jian Xinrou's purpose, she felt uncomfortable, Jian Xinrou was buried next to her mother, which was probably her greatest wish.
In their hearts, poor Jian Xinrou has just lost her mother, lost her child, lost her favorite person, and now she has lost her life, and she may have a lot of regrets when she leaves this world, so Lu Feng and Lu Yu, as Jian Xinrou's best friends, should also bury Jian Xinrou and her mother together, hoping to be sheltered by her aunt in heaven.
"Auntie, I don't know if you've ever seen this man, it's this man who killed your daughter miserably, if you really have a spirit in the sky, you have to give her the corresponding punishment, we can only do this as friends."
Lu Feng clenched his fists and said this, although there was a hint of refinement in his words, but every sentence was sincere.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, Mu Jinsheng stood in a distant place and refused to go over, Lu Feng and Lu Yu both turned their heads and left, returned to the car and sat there, watching Mu Jinsheng standing in the rain staring at Jian Xinrou's cemetery in a daze.
Mu Jinsheng stood there stunned for a long time, and finally decided to raise his steps and take a few steps forward, but he found that his steps were so heavy, and he couldn't believe it when he was abroad.
Although he didn't dare to tell his son, only he knew in his heart that he could accept all this after returning to China, and he really wanted to let all this lie to him.
If all this is fake, there won't be so many things at all, he wants to sincerely apologize to Jian Xinrou, and he got it, after Jian Xinrou's forgiveness, the family lives happily together, and no one intervenes, no matter what happens, he is willing to stand by Jian Xinrou's side and believe her.
Every step they took was filled with their memories, and many clips of them together flashed through their minds, day or night, at work or at home.
They ate and traveled together, and they did so many things in just a few months, taking care of the children together, and feeling the ups and downs of love, Mu Jinsheng is a person who is not easy to move true feelings, and it was he who first touched Jian Xinrou's heart at that time.
The rain washed Mu Jinsheng's face, I don't know if it was tears or rain, Mu Jinsheng's eyes were red, the rain hit him so much that he couldn't open his eyes, and he didn't know if what Lu Feng said just now worked or what, suddenly a strong wind blew, and it was even more difficult for Mu Jinsheng to move forward.
"You let me see how you are? I beg you, don't blame me anymore. ”
gradually accepted this fact, accepted the fact that Jian Xinrou had left the world, so he moved forward step by step, and now he not only wanted to ask for a certificate, but also wanted to stay with Jian Xinrou for the rest of his life, but he didn't seem to have this opportunity.
Lu Feng and Lu Yu were sitting in the car without any emotion, but when they sat there and saw Mu Jinsheng's pitiful appearance, and remembered that Jian Xinrou had changed beyond recognition when she left, Lu Yu's heart was even more sad, and she also covered her face and cried bitterly at this time.
Originally, as two friends, they both started their new lives and lived the same days every day, but when they met Mu Jinsheng, they saw Mu Jinsheng so uncomfortable, people's feelings can be assimilated, and when they saw Mu Jinsheng's uncomfortable appearance, they remembered the dead heart.
Lu Feng was a little angry, and hit the steering wheel hard with his hand, his hand instantly swollen, and the huge voice frightened Lu Yu, Lu Yu didn't say anything, and each of them was not very stable now.
Mu Jinsheng finally walked in front of Jian Xinrou step by step, meeting each other in this form is the biggest regret in their lives, Mu Jinsheng also felt it, even if he didn't believe it in his heart, but the facts were in front of him, even if he was crazy?
"Soft-hearted..."
Even Mu Jinsheng himself has never seen him so decadent and degenerate, this is the first day of returning to China, the first thing, except to see Sister-in-law Zhang, is to come to Lu Yu's house, and the world is crazy looking for Jian Xinrou, but meeting in this form is a regret for Lu Feng in this life.
His hands trembled a little and he touched Jian Xinrou's photo upwards, as if it was a touch from the world.
"Are you really going to leave like that? Are you really not going to forgive me? You weren't like that before. ”
There was still a glimmer of hope in Mu Jinsheng's heart, that is, the hope was also worn out when he saw this photo, because no one would joke about the funeral, if Lu Feng and Lu Yu did not really see Jian Xinrou's corpse, they would not do this.
No matter how fully the play is performed, Mu Jinsheng will not believe it, but until this moment, Mu Jinsheng really believes it, and Jian Xinrou really left him, and he also betrayed Jian Xinrou, and those things can no longer be forgiven by Jian Xinrou in this world.
"You're really not going to wait for me, are you? I'm just a jerk, I'm a shit, I'm sorry for you. ”
Mu Jinsheng's current mood is also very unstable, he slapped his mouth hard with his hand, the corners of his mouth were already a little swollen, and because of excessive force, now both sides of his face are swollen, he doesn't look like the president of a group at all, and he has no dignity.
Lu Yu sat in the car and looked at Mu Jinsheng, feeling even more distressed, distressed not because he felt sorry for Mu Jinsheng, but because he felt sorry for the relationship between them, some of the feelings were intact, but because of the misunderstanding between the two parties, it ended there.
"What's the use of doing this? She can't come back. ”
Lu Feng closed his eyes and tears would only flow unscrupulously in front of the closest people, although the relationship with Lu Yu was getting weaker and weaker, but after all, they were sisters and brothers, and they also regarded a person as a good friend.
"I've almost forgotten what you're like, it's raining so hard today, are you cold? I wanted to hug you, I was wrong. ”
Mu Jinsheng's voice is a little trembling now, he wants to roar heartbreakingly, but the woman in front of the roar can't come back, she has been buried deep in the soil, thinking of the pain suffered by this woman, Mu Jinsheng is very self-blaming, like a knife digging into his flesh piece by piece.
"Can you come out and talk to me? I can't believe you've left me, I can't believe you've never left me, have you? ”