Chapter 189: Memory Fragments
The fear was real, but it wasn't what I felt at the beginning, I still couldn't remember what had happened in this snake house, I was just scared, I was just scared, I was afraid of snakes all the time before.
I couldn't help but simulate the state of mind at that time, in the dark, I suddenly fell into the snake pile, I must have been panicked and scared, what would I choose to do at that time?
The truth is different from what I thought, Nineteen is right, even if he sees me, he can't recover his memory, I suddenly became agitated, I have been thinking about recovering my memory, not seeing what is here, this is not my intention.
I didn't ask much, I didn't want to ask, I wanted to sort it all out by myself, I knew that they wouldn't tell me the truth until I remembered it, pain and turnaround coexisted, they didn't want me to think about it, but if I really remembered, maybe it was the turnaround that A-Qing said, it was all up to me.
Ah Qing sent me back to the ground, I was unconscious for a long time, the sun was still far above my head, I lay down on the bed, and lived this past scene in my mind, from the beginning of the exam, to the re-entry later, to the experience just now.
Compared with this disappearing memory, Ah Qing's words also made me care, I am sure that what I saw that day was real, and the five senses are so real, how can it be fake?
I shuddered all over, what he meant by that was to say that this experience was fake, and I did find anomalies, only the three rooms changed, the spider cave did not change, the real and the false were mixed, this was the feedback received from memory, they must have changed the senses of those rooms in some way, because the spider cave was not needed, so it used my real memory.
If it wasn't true, was I sleepwalking during that time? Or is it because of something else, I think about it carefully, Ah Qing has long told me that he will take me to see a fun thing in the afternoon, I have been concerned since then, and now I think about it is really abnormal, the Mo family will never tell me in advance what is going to happen, even if it is that stealing food, Ah Qing also came without warning, he can tell me when he gives me tobacco during the day, but he didn't say it.
They are very unaccustomed to notice in advance, the more I think about it, the more abnormal I feel, it seems that something is wrong, and then Ah Chen injected me with a drip, so that I fell asleep quickly, I didn't care about the efficacy of this drip at all, Ah Chen didn't say anything, I was woken up by Nineteen and Ah Qing, and there were only three of them from beginning to end.
I felt my mouth dry and sat up and drank a large glass of water, and I now had doubts about the whole island, if that experience was fake, who could prove that the current experience was true? Am I still fainting in the hot pot restaurant, it's just a complicated and lengthy dream?
The more I thought about it, the more scared I became, I even began to doubt my own existence, I jumped up and walked around the room twice, I really wanted to talk to someone, but I didn't know who to talk to, Brother God was next door, but I didn't want to look for him, he always said something that scared me, and nine times out of ten it was the truth.
Like all the cowards in the world, I just wanted to know what was going to happen in the future, and I felt like I really needed a psychiatrist.
Psychiatrist...... I sat down heavily and covered my face, I should have gone to Nineteen, but I didn't know where he was, he was like he would be invisible, he would always come to see me, and I couldn't see him.
I was so irritable that I opened the whole window, and the cool breeze poured into the room, blowing the corners of my clothes, and I stood by the window for a while and did not calm down, and began to pace back and forth in the room again, my behavior was very abnormal, if someone should have come to check before, but today it seems like he is deliberately avoiding me.
I suppressed the urge to go to Brother God, so what's the use of looking for him? He's just got a quick nose, he doesn't know what's going on here, he can't enlighten me, he's just going to cause more problems.
I lay down on the bed, covered my head with the quilt, the air gradually became hot and thin, and in the darkness I seemed to be back in the narrow corridor, crawling through it.
Outside was the snake's nest, a mass of countless snakes twisted together, I came out of the encirclement of spiders, I stood in the middle of the group of snakes and felt them rubbing against the ankles, it was the strange touch of snake's unique softness and scale rubbing, cool ......
Cool?
I was shocked, no, it wasn't cold, I remembered, it was hot, I always thought that the body of snakes was cold, but no, they were hot, like dry rope.
I was sweating like rain, I should have been very scared and panicked, I wanted to escape, I forgot about the injury to my right foot in the panic, I should have looked for the key, in the dark room.
Right! I want to find the key, I want to escape, I want to see the situation around me, I want to find a way out!
"Ahh
I clutched my head and suppressed my screams, the stinging pain suddenly hit me, as if I was going to crush my brain, and I saw the scene before I fainted, and there were shadows in the dark room.
I know, those shadows are a bunch of snakes twisted together, but there is more to it, I have to think about it, I must think about it!
My consciousness struggled between sobriety and chaos, and there were strange shadows dangling in front of me, I should not be able to see anything, why did I see clusters of snake shadows, I saw, yes, I saw it, how could I see it.
The tingling in my head suddenly increased, my brain was buzzing and numb, the shadows in front of me became more and more blurry, I felt like I was about to faint, and I still couldn't see the final truth.
It's just a little bit, how can I not do it, this is my own memory, my body trembled uncontrollably, my whole body was soaked with sweat, the air in the quilt became more and more dirty, just like the nervous state of mind that the atmosphere did not dare to come out at that time, I was struggling, what did I see at that time!
The stinging intensified a few more times, the shadows suddenly became clear, the darkness seemed to fade, and was washed into a dead gray, and the room became brighter, but it was an oppressive light, like the sky before a rainstorm, I shivered, and looked at the brightened room in amazement, and always felt that the roof was much higher.
My eyes turned into a fog, and the white flowers seemed to be dazzling after being so bright that I almost stared out of my sockets, and I was still close, almost visible!
"Ahh
I screamed hoarsely, my consciousness became more and more blurred, I held on, not to let the darkness hit again, the light dimmed instead, my perspective really became a lot lower, as if I suddenly had the ability to see, I saw blurred shadows on the ground, and clearly intertwined strings of white snake bones, they were shaking, I saw at a glance a key-shaped thing hidden in the middle of this pile of white bones!
On the right side of the view is a blurry black shadow, blocking the small half of the vision, behind me like a giant standing, shrouding me in shadow, I want to see what is behind me, but I can't see, the sting in my head has reached a critical point, I can no longer hold on, I fall headlong.
It was like falling asleep after extreme exertion, I fainted, my mind was very relaxed, as if I was about to fly, the feeling of pins and needles completely dissipated, replaced by a rare ease and comfort, I slept soundly, very deeply, the only regret was that I was woken up.
A cold voice called me several times, and I finally opened my eyes, and there was no place in my body that was not easy, and the scene before I fainted suddenly appeared in front of me, and I saw it, and my vision was like an X-ray, and I could see through the bodies of the snakes, and I could see through the bones the bones that were hidden in them.
It was a really grotesque scene, but it was really my memory, and I was a little confused, I didn't know why I suddenly saw this scene, was it because I wanted to see it so much, so it sparked a strange potential?
How can a person have this ability, since I came to the Mo family, no matter how bizarre things are, I dare to think about it, now it's not in that environment, I'm just like looking at an old photo, I was in that kind of scene, and the sudden fright and sting stimulated my brain, so I lost this memory.
"Are you okay?"
I jumped out of my memory, Brother God was standing by the bed looking at me, he woke me up, I looked out the window, the sun had moved to the other side of the mountain, I slept this night, I missed lunch.
"It's good." I hurriedly jumped up, only to find that my face was covered in sweat, I wiped a few handfuls casually, and in the afternoon it was time to exercise, and I couldn't slack off.
Brother Shen didn't speak, he quietly watched me busy, I changed into clothes that were more convenient for exercise, and he took me into the elevator and went deep into the ground.
Without Ah Qing's company, I looked at him several times, he obviously only came to the island today, how could he be as familiar as in his own home, even Ah Chen had to get permission to take me to the underground hospital, and he also got permission.
"You can go anywhere?" I asked a nonsensical word.
Brother Shen nodded, he didn't even have a superfluous explanation, I can't ask anymore, he and the Mo family were obviously rivals before, but now they have transformed into the top existence on the island.
He took me to the fighting ring, and all the exercises were in the style of the Mo family, and they should have told him in advance how to teach me, and he was meticulous, although he still didn't say much.
It's a really weird feeling, it's not something he's supposed to do, but it seems normal, he taught it well, and I found out that the grappling techniques he made me practice were all on the right side of his opponent's body.
Of course, I did more physical exercises, and the fighting skills and the like were only a few dozen minutes, and I lay in bed for too long, and the strength of my legs and feet was not as good as before, and I practiced basic physical fitness, and most of the time he sat and watched me.