Brother Shen was noncommittal, he looked at me for a long, long time, and suddenly called me: "Daze......"

His voice was fluttering, completely different from just now, and I felt strange in my heart, and shrank back: "What's wrong?" ”

"Why do you believe in the existence of the dead, but not in Hades?" He seemed to be asking in a serious way, with a less obvious inquiry in his eyes.

I was speechless for a while, yes, I accepted the existence of Ah Ming and Nineteen so calmly, but I was afraid that this so-called Hades was scared to death, I don't know why, maybe it was because Nineteen they really appeared in front of me, and Hades was just an ethereal name, or maybe it was because the "Hades" in my impression had the power of God, so I couldn't believe it.

I hesitated, Brother Shen was still looking at me, waiting for my answer, and I suddenly reacted: "Just now, you said that God does not exist......"

My voice is getting smaller and smaller, what Brother Shen said is clearly contradictory, the non-existence of God also means that Hades does not exist, so there is no underworld, so what are these living "dead people"?

I suddenly felt very cold, shivered, I can't remember when things started to get so weird, and when I think about it, it seems to be when Brother God came back.

He disappeared for half a year, where did he go? Everything is said by himself, and who can be sure that it is true or false? I once thought that his spirit had been hit even more and his thinking became confused, but the Mo family reappeared and frankly admitted the existence of the "dead man".

All of this is like a well-planned game, does the half year that Brother Shen disappeared really have nothing to do with the Mo family? But I don't understand what the use of this bureau is, it only confuses me and makes me panic, is it not for me, but for someone else?

I don't know why I thought so much at once, it was groundless, Brother Shen suddenly approached me, startled me, I came out of my thoughts, only to see him frown slightly, leaned over to my neck and sniffed.

The warm breath blew on the sensitive skin, and the atmosphere took on an ambiguous color, I quickly moved to the side, but he approached again, sniffed carefully and shrank back.

"Have you touched a dead body in the last two months?" He spoke suddenly, asking a nonsensical word.

"Of course not! Look where this island looks like there are dead bodies...... "I stopped halfway through my words," "no, not nothing, but not corpses, just the blood of dead men. ”

"Is it just blood?" His voice returned to its usual indifference, "Not only blood, but also ancient corpses and corpse oil, and the fat and flesh smell of at least ten fresh corpses, they will not be dead for more than three months. ”

"What do you mean?!"

I was horrified and screamed, I had seen those models with my own eyes, why did he say it was a real corpse, and what did I see?!

It's like something is banging in my head, these corpses don't matter, the important thing is that I can't remember the past, if the corpses are real, then everything I saw that day is fake, that's what the Mo family wants me to see, they are trying to hide a truth.

This truth is my vanished memory!

I suddenly reacted, my whole body trembled violently like a sift of chaff, everything was very real at that time, I couldn't think of any flaws at all, everything was so natural, they didn't mention the last room at all, I asked to see it, they seemed random, but in fact they were deliberate, they knew my psychology, they knew that I would definitely go to see it, so they used this to instill the wrong information into me in a natural way, so that I could not have a trace of doubt.

I was really deceived, although I also doubted it later, but I believed in my eyes more, if it wasn't for Brother Shen's sudden mention, I would never know the truth in my life.

So what memory did I lose?

I began to think about it, from the first worm to the dense spider, to the moment the little door opened, to the back......

What the hell is behind the little door!

The pinprick-like stinging pain struck, I curled up, held my head and screamed, my consciousness was gradually lost, my mind was blurry, I couldn't remember, but I wanted to think about it, I seemed to grasp a little shadow, but I couldn't see anything clearly, but I knew there must be something there!

"Ahh

I screamed loudly, trying to find the truth in the sting, and I saw Brother God frowning and shaking me, calling my name incessantly.

His voice was very indistinct, his face was getting more and more blurred, my eyes suddenly turned to darkness, I saw a myriad of shadows and strange shadows, I desperately tried to see clearly, but I couldn't, the tingling suddenly intensified, paralyzing my brain, I felt my body sink and fall straight back.

……

Everything in front of me was like a replay of a month and a half ago, and I stared blankly at the ceiling lamp until the light pierced my tears.

I looked at the bedside, it was still those people, there were a lot of them, at first glance it seemed like it was really going back in time, if Brother Shen was not there.

No one spoke, I was not thirsty, and there was no drop in my hands, and all looked at me with a solemn gaze,* as if they were looking at my remains.

"What's wrong with me?"

I asked, and Brother Shen's words rang in my ears again, and I began to think back to that experience again, and the tingling gradually increased, and I almost remembered it before I fainted, but now I had lost all my efforts.

My brow furrowed, and I saw a lot of weird shadows at the last glance, and what was next, what next?

"Don't think about it, Ozawa." Nineteen suddenly spoke, the tingling sensation suddenly disappeared, and the picture that had just had an eyebrow was shattered.

"Why?" I sat up jerked up and grabbed him, "Why don't you let me remember?" In order to cover up, even the layout of the entire examination room has been completely changed, why? ”

Nineteen pulled the placket out of my hand, with helplessness in his eyes: "You also know how painful this is, why do you have to cling to it?" ”

I quieted down, I don't know why, obviously it's not an important thing, but I always feel that memory is a part of my life, just like an organ in my body, how can I not feel uncomfortable when a piece is suddenly missing?

"Take me to see it again, see the real exam room, that's my life experience, how can you say erase it? Let me see the last room, it doesn't matter how scary it is. "My voice was low, almost pleading.

"Even if I see you, my memory won't be restored in an instant, and it hurts to remember it, but even then, do you want to watch it?" There was a different emotion in Nineteen's eyes, and I could feel that he didn't want me to go.

I nodded firmly, "Yes." ”

There was disappointment in his eyes: "Then go, I'm really ......"

He stopped talking, but it seemed to be really finished in my ear, he wanted to say that he really taught me in vain, and the first lesson he taught me was to make choices that were beneficial to me, and I chose to take risks again, I don't know what this will bring me, but I can vaguely feel that it is not a good thing.

Nineteen walked out, Brother Shen followed, I saw that Brother Shen looked at me with a very complicated gaze, Lao Huang originally wanted to say something, but was pulled away by Ah Chuan, and only Ah Chen and Ah Qing were left in the room.

"Let's go, I'll show you." A-Qing stood up with a smile, as if she didn't know what the consequences were.

They are all gone, but it makes me afraid, I hesitate again, obviously one second I still hold the attitude of not dying in the heart of the Yellow River, and the next second I am cowardly, I began to think about the possible consequences of this matter, but I can't think of a reason, it's just an experience of mine, what can be the consequences.

"Ah Qing, if I think about it, will something terrible happen?" I couldn't help but ask.

Ah Qing nodded and shook his head: "Maybe, there are two sides to everything, this is a double-edged sword, there will be pain, and there may be a turnaround, do you regret it?" ”

"No, there isn't." I shook my head.

He smiled: "Then go, nothing to fear." ”

I got nervous, he took me into the elevator, the weightlessness of the fall was like my heart, I was obviously not so scared, but my heart was beating wildly involuntarily, and my body really couldn't do it.

We came to the familiar floor, I heard the familiar roar and crash from behind the wall by the corridor, Ah Qing opened the outer door, I looked at the two doors in front of me, and suddenly reached out and grabbed him.

"Why was the last time I saw it fake? You've rearranged another room? ”

I suddenly felt a little strange, the last experience was very real, but weird, I only saw the first three, the swill room did not enter, the most real is those little spiders, the web in the corridor looks like it has been smashed by someone, and then sparsely knotted again, if you change the room, it is impossible to be so familiar, the appearance of the web should always be wrong.

"Are you sure what you saw that day is real?" Ah Qing blinked, the smile on his face was slightly cunning, like a child revealing secrets.

"What do you mean?" I was shocked that the touch, smell, and sound at that time were all real, and it was my own experience.

Ah Qing didn't answer, he walked to the door on the right and opened the lock, pulled the door outward, my heart suddenly rose to my throat, the light inside was on, I saw the dense snakes twisted into a ball, spread all over the ground, and the writhing snakes were piled up under the thick faded snake skin, and the white flowers exuded a heavy fishy smell.

I was afraid of snakes, so I immediately covered my mouth and took two steps back, feeling that my hair was going to explode, Ah Qing naturally closed the door and locked it, and turned his head to look at me: "Now that I see it, are you still thinking about it?" ”

I looked at him in a daze, and suddenly felt creepy, and couldn't help but hug my arm, I thought there would be a tingling in my brain, but no.