Chapter 42: I want to give up

Jian Xinrou looked at Mu Zheng's stubborn little face, now she didn't know how to speak, and she didn't know how to explain this matter to him, she couldn't explain it clearly to a child, this child just relied on her, and he didn't do anything wrong.

"You run to the office again and again, it will disturb your mother's work, and ah, you have to look like you are in kindergarten in kindergarten, and call me teacher in kindergarten in the future, don't call me mother, so as not to gossip about other people."

Jian Xinrou half-squatted and said patiently to Mu Zheng that he hoped to be able to get Mu Zheng's understanding in his own way, but he didn't seem to understand it very well, and now he was a little disappointed, and even a little aggrieved.

"Mom will always be my mother, is it that other people say something about you today, and you still want me not to call you mom in kindergarten, then I don't want to go to kindergarten."

Mu Zheng was in tears, this child can be very mature in other things, and he can think the same as adults, but only in this matter, his dependence on Jian Xinrou is really not understandable except himself.

"You have to be obedient, the mothers of other children are not in kindergarten, if you call my mother every day, will they miss their mother? Will they feel that you have something to rely on, and they will be very lost without them, and they will gradually isolate you after a long time. ”

Jian Xinrou patiently patted the shoulder of the little adult in front of her, indicating that he was already a big man, and he couldn't cry easily.

"They won't isolate me, I've always told them, you are my mother, you will always be my mother, and no one dares to isolate me, besides, they don't matter, I just want you."

Mu Zheng hugged Jian Xinrou, and Jian Xinrou also reciprocated this meat ball, there are too many touches in many things, and you can be sensible in other things, but this matter can't be Mu Zheng's small bottom line.

She has nothing to do, she can only be commanded, because she can't control her own fate, and now she can't control her work, and even if she is gossiped about, he can't argue for herself.

"Listen to me tell you, my mother has changed positions now, and there is very little possibility of going to your class after being arranged in other classes, and we can see each other in the morning, evening, and noon when we eat together, so don't miss your mother too much, and don't run to the office one by one."

Jian Xinrou secretly wiped a handful of her tears, and finally decided to tell Mu Zheng the news, because Mu Zheng was already a big child in her heart, unlike other children, his mind was very mature, and he would definitely be able to understand some things when he told him.

Mu Zheng let go of his mother, his eyes suddenly became bigger, his face couldn't believe it, his mouth pursed even more, he didn't know what to follow in the next sentence Jian Xinrou was even a little afraid of the following.

"Mom! How can they be like this, who transferred you away, I want to tell my father, I will ask my father to transfer you back, I will ask you, you accompany me to class, I want you to be my teacher, I don't want other teachers to teach me anything. ”

Mu Zheng looked unhappy, but he didn't yell or cry, obviously controlling his emotions, this little man was learning to control him all day long with a set of adult control methods.

"It's useless to tell my dad about this, my mother's work here is transferred at will, and it's also a matter of my mother's job transfer, and it has nothing to do with you, we just have fewer opportunities to meet, but you can see a lot of people every day, just like other children."

Although Jian Xinrou was smiling and talking to the child in front of her, she was already bitter in her heart, she wanted to give up everything, take this child to another place to develop well, and wanted to get rid of those gossips, but she couldn't do it, she had stabilized in this place.

"Then I don't want to go to kindergarten, what's the point of going to such a kindergarten."

Mu Zheng pouted, turned his head so impolitely for the first time, and walked slowly in front of him with his small schoolbag on his back, Jian Xinrou had no choice but to follow him in great strides.

"Mu Zheng, how can you lose your temper with your mother? Hurry up and put away your little temper, this is the arrangement of the superiors, and there is nothing that mom can do, it's not that mom doesn't want to accompany you. ”

Jian Xinrou also forgot when she came by claiming to be her mother, but she had already regarded the child in front of her as her own, this child had already affected her emotions, for a long, long time, she was happy with her, and she was more sad than her own illness.

"Mom, I was wrong, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you just now, I really can't accept not seeing you, you know? I miss you so much today, I've been waiting for you to come in the classroom, but you just didn't come. ”

Mu Zheng stopped, turned his head to Jian Xinrou and said this, his voice suddenly became very small, and the voice was full of grievances.

Originally, I suppressed my emotions, but after hearing Mu Zheng's words, tears came out like beads with broken threads.

"Mom, don't cry, am I too ignorant, am I causing you trouble, is it that you don't want me anymore, if that's the case, then I'll become a little better, don't think I'm a burden."

Mu Zheng saw Jian Xinrou crying again, and suddenly became flustered, in fact, boys cry girls, whether it is a little boy or a man.

"It's not because of you, I'm touched by you, I don't know that you've been waiting for me today, in fact, I miss you so much today, but I can't help it, when you go to elementary school, middle school or even high school in the future, you will be far away from your mother."

Jian Xinrou changed her mind, thinking about it, If she looks at Mu Zheng like this every day, if Mu Zheng suddenly leaves her side one day, then neither of them can accept it, it is better to keep some distance now, and not to look at him by his side all day long, after all, children always have to leave their parents when they are older.

"Let's go home first, it's too windy on the side of the road, let's go home if there's anything going on."

Jian Xinrou wiped a handful of her tears, pulled up Mu Zheng and walked out, Mu Jinsheng, who had been waiting outside, was a little puzzled, why did the two of them come out so late today.

Seeing that the faces of the two people were not very pleasant, after coming out, Jian Xinrou saw that her car suddenly had a strong smile on her face, but Mu Zheng next to her did not change her expression, aggrieved, and even a little sad.

Mu Jinsheng got out of the car to ask, Jian Xinrou only said that it was okay, and said nothing else, her performance made Mu Jinsheng even more worried.

"What's going on today? Did someone bully your mom? What is the manly man doing with his drooping face? If there's something to say, is there anything I'm afraid I won't know? ”

Mu Jinsheng looked at Mu Zheng sitting in the safety seat in the rearview mirror on the rearview mirror, a little puzzled, and then looked at Jian Xinrou in the co-pilot, he knew that if he asked her directly, she would not tell him directly, so he was ready to throw this question to Mu Zheng.

"Daddy..."

He seemed to be about to say something, but it was relieved, I turned around and gave him a look, but he closed his mouth, he knew that his mother didn't want to tell his father about it, and he didn't say anything in his heart, just turned his head to look out the window, and said softly that it was okay.

Mu Jinsheng saw that things were very strange, but he didn't ask anything again, and he could see that Jian Xinrou didn't want to let herself know, but she didn't ask anything more, and she would talk about it when she got home.

"I didn't expect it, you two secretly hid it from me, did you eat anything delicious? I don't want to tell me yet, you wait for me, and then I must know when I go home. ”

He has never been the kind of person who is anxious, as long as he is not injured and has any grievances, he can just go home and discuss it, Mu Jinsheng looked at Mu Zheng and couldn't guess what happened, but most of them could still think that Jian Xinrou must have been bullied by others again.

After the two of them went home, they were depressed, Mu Zheng secretly ran back to the room under the pretext of doing homework, Mu Jinsheng felt that this matter was very wrong, but he still didn't discuss it with Jian Xinrou, he was waiting for Jiang Xinru to tell him personally.

"I ......"

Mu Jinsheng sat on the sofa and looked at a pile of documents, but he didn't say anything for a long time, Jian Xinrou couldn't sit still, thinking why didn't this man ask himself?

"You've finally decided to tell me?"

In fact, he didn't read these documents at all, and from the beginning to the end, as soon as he sat on the sofa, he had been guessing what had happened to the two of them, but he just refused to ask, because there were some things, if she didn't want you to know, even if she asked, she couldn't ask anything.

"How do you know? Why didn't you ask me just now, it turns out that you have been putting up with it all along. ”

Jian Xinrou suddenly realized that this man was really calm, no matter when this man was her strong backing, but she didn't want to be a burden to him, and she wanted to be his assistant in everything.

"How could I not want to ask, but if you don't want to tell me, what's the use of me asking?"

Mu Jinsheng put the document aside and sat in the direction of Jian Xinrou, he wanted to know the cause and effect of the matter, but he didn't know what happened, he didn't know where to start, if Jian Xinrou didn't explain it truthfully, he would immediately send someone to investigate.

"Tell me, what the hell is going on and what I can't say."

Mu Jinsheng looked at the woman next to him with a smile, I don't know when this woman began to slowly want Mu Jinsheng to reduce the burden, but she never knew that it was this woman's business, and it could only be counted as a piece of sand in his pair of big things.