Chapter 43: Can't Do Without Her
Some things are really difficult for her to talk about, because she feels that she is already in trouble, this man has been too long, it was fine before they were together, and after they were together, things between the two of them became more and more, she didn't look for trouble, and things would automatically find her.
"If you're embarrassed with me, then who are you embarrassed with, can't you see that Mu Zheng is in a bad mood? I wonder why he was in a bad mood, if it was because you were bullied in kindergarten, but you wouldn't let him tell me. ”
Mu Jinsheng has long had a judgment in his heart, but he has never made a final decision, and his judgment can only be used as a judgment, not a fact, so some things can only be decided after recognizing the truth.
"I know, but there are some things I really can't do, in this regard, I can't do anything, I can't do it again and again, trouble you to make trouble for you, after all, you still have your own company, if Mu Zheng and I make trouble for you all day long, you will be bored with our mother and son after a long time."
Jian Xinrou has now completely regarded Mu Zheng as her own child, and she has never meant to see anything else, but from those messages, she can feel the sadness of being hurt by all threats.
Mu Zheng felt sad because he couldn't be with his mother, he had been sad for a long time, but he didn't want to infect others with this emotion, so he didn't say anything, he hid silently in his room, and he couldn't do his homework.
"If you say that, does the distance between the two of us feel rusty? You don't tell me anything, I don't know, I just see you alone here uncomfortable, you say if I am like this, can you feel good in your heart? ”
Mu Jinsheng hugged Jian Xinrou into his arms, looked at the woman in his arms with an unhappy face, and didn't know how to explain to her, but sometimes the big reason doesn't make sense and the small reason doesn't want to listen, like a child.
"The director transferred me and our herdsman away, I don't know why they always look at me unpleasantly, I can't take his class in the future, he doesn't like to argue with me all the time on the road, I can't do anything about this, after all, I am not the leader How to arrange it, I think how to come, otherwise there will be a lot of gossip."
Jian Xinrou said this with a worried face, two lines of clear tears fell, she seems to be too fond of tears recently, once people have concerns, it will become very troublesome.
"Why is your director doing this? A kindergarten still scared him, and if necessary, I'll take care of it for you. ”
Mu Jinsheng suddenly felt angry, daring to bully his own woman so openly, and it seemed that many people who formed gangs were far away from Jian Xinrou, so his own women were so aggrieved.
"It's not for me to decide, after all, people are leaders, they can come whatever they say, I feel like I'm attached now, you will have a good life in the future, everyone will work together to squeeze out me."
Jian Xinrou didn't want to say this, she didn't want to make this man's guilt worse, but she accidentally said it, because she was really wronged.
"I've wronged you with me."
Mu Jinsheng lowered his head, and his hand around her shoulder kept rubbing.
"It's not a grievance, but now it's mainly a wronged child, he can't leave me now, and if he goes on like this, I guess he will be tired of school in the future, how can he not see me for a day."
Jian Xinrou sighed, it was not only him who was uncomfortable, not to mention that Mu Zheng was also very uncomfortable now, the little child, who was originally optimistic, positive and smart, was now forced to be like this.
"It's better for him to say something, my main fear is that you will be bullied in the kindergarten, isn't he worried about you if he can't see you?"
Mu Jinsheng felt that Jian Xinrou might have misunderstood, Mu Zheng felt that this child was never a clingy child for her, even if he liked a person again, the two of them often kept their distance, and he often stuck to Jian Xinrou just to protect Alkaline, because no one could be allowed to bully her.
"I took him out when I got off work today, he said that he hadn't seen me for a day, and he felt that his heart was empty, so he sat on the small bench, and looked forward to me for a day, and I felt very uncomfortable when I heard this, this child liked me so much, and this time the two of us were separated, and I didn't know what the motivation for work was."
Jian Xinrou's tears fell uncontrollably, this matter was too aggrieved, especially now in the kindergarten office, no one was willing to help her, and the feeling of being isolated really made her feel uncomfortable.
"If it really doesn't work, let's change the place to work, even if I settle things inside, I don't think they will look at you well."
Mu Jinsheng suddenly turned pale, his eyes narrowed, if he could, he wanted to keep this woman by his side all the time, even if she didn't know anything, he still wanted to keep her in his company, but Mu Zheng couldn't do without her.
"I've already said it, this place can't leave so much gossip now, once you see it, it confirms all their ideas, and they're trying their best to get rid of me now, isn't it as they wish I go? Besides, all the good friends of Mu Zheng are in this kindergarten now, and once he leaves, he may also go to other places and be isolated, if no one plays with him, I can't accept it. ”
Jian Xinrou covered her face and looked uncomfortable, so that he didn't know what to do.
"Mom, don't think about me, I know what you said is hard, you have always considered me, but now you don't have any friends, it's all because of me that I played with you, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be bullied by others."
Mu Zheng suddenly ran out, looked at Mu Jinsheng and Jian Xinrou with a nervous expression, stared at her big eyes, and said this with a serious face, Jian Xinrou was frightened, she thought that Mu Zheng was doing her homework in the room, and she wouldn't hear the conversation between the two of them at all.
"What are you doing when you're not doing your homework in the house and suddenly running out?"
Jian Xinrou hurriedly wiped the tears on her face, he would never want to show his vulnerable side in front of this child, because she was a mother in front of him, and if she was fragile, this child would impose a sense of protection on herself.
"I heard what the two of you just said, I don't want you to suffer any grievances for me, I don't want to go to this school, but I'm going to other kindergartens, I'm not afraid that other children won't play with me, I'm afraid that someone will bully you."
Mu Zheng stepped forward to hug Jian Xinrou's thigh, swaying, begging, very serious, and his little face was also very aggrieved, he was very sad not to see Jian Xinrou, and now let him know that Jian Xinrou couldn't do anything for him in the kindergarten.
Although the child is small, he can think of all the adults he can think of, and sometimes he can think of what adults can't think of, he can think of it, there are endless things hidden in his little head, others can't guess his thoughts, and now even Jian Xinrou is.
"These things are none of your business, you just have to go to kindergarten, besides, we have been in that kindergarten for so long, and my mother's friend is also in the kindergarten, if we are suddenly let go, where are we going to be bullied by others, how can we go?"
Jian Xinrou picked up the kite and put it on her lap, gently touching its head to soothe it.
"Dad, you have to think of a way, you can move the director and teachers in the kindergarten, only me and my mother are left, my mother doesn't like to go, you let the others go."
Mu Zheng looked at Mu Jinsheng with a serious face, he had never heard Mu Zheng make such an unreasonable request.
"Your mom doesn't want me to meddle in her work, he wants to have his own life, you know, if I really do, then she doesn't like her current life."
It turned out that the purpose of being silent was not because she didn't want me, but because she understood Jian Xinrou's character, Jian Xinrou also understood why she was silent just now, and she was suddenly relieved in her heart, and looked at him with a touched face.
"Thank you for understanding me."
Jian Xinrou smiled, her eyes were crooked, and the corners of her mouth were hooked upward, this was a smile from the heart, and it was also a smile full of warmth and happiness.
"No matter what, I won't let my mother be bullied by others, I will definitely protect my mother well, even if others don't let me see you, I must see you many times a day."
Mu Zheng raised his head and looked directly into Jian Xinrou's eyes, and his small eyes were full of seriousness.
"Don't be naughty, you listen to me, you go to the kindergarten to go to school, not to ask your mother to accompany you often, other children in the kindergarten are not accompanied by their mothers, if you make this exception, the other children will be unhappy, and the teacher is everyone's teacher, you are often with me, and other children will feel uncomfortable when they look at it."
Jian Xinrou touched Mu Zheng's head very patiently, Mu Zheng only felt uncomfortable now, why should his mother share it with others.
"You need to do what your mother teaches you, if you rebel against your mother now, if you go against her now, you will only cause her some negative emotions, in my impression, you have never been an ignorant child."
Mu Jinsheng's last sentence invisibly exerted pressure on Mu Zheng, this sentence brought him some expectations, and these requirements, not being an ignorant child means that he must be sensible, and he must live up to the expectations of others, just because he is a child of the Mu family.
Mu Zheng pouted, although he didn't say anything more, but he was still very uncomfortable in his heart.