"Okay," Lin Yuan took some tissues to help me wipe away the tears from my eyes, "It's not your fault, if you want to cry, cry out." With that, she tapped me on the shoulder.

There were only two of us in the room, and it was unusually quiet. Only the sound of the device dripping and the breathing of two people.

I know, it's an absolutely safe place.

First the tears couldn't stop flowing downward, then sobbing, and finally turning into crying, I really held it back for too long, no matter what, even if Lu Yan ordered to kill our son, even if he sent me to prison with his own hands, I had a trace of fantasy about him, but now, the illusion is gone, and I know that my dream is about to wake up.

Even if there is no regret medicine in the world, I wish I could go back to the past at this time.

I'm not one to say sorry easily, but now, if you give me a chance to do it all over again, I don't want to do it again.

Lu Yan, I misjudged you.

All the previous illusions were shattered at this moment, and there were only two people in the room, Lin Yuan and me, and I could be unscrupulous.

The sadness came very quickly, and I soon began to cry all over the place.

I covered my head with the quilt and could pretend that I was the only one in the world.

I pressed my hand to my chest so that I wouldn't get too excited and lose my breath.

Immersed in my own grief, I didn't hear the voices outside.

Suddenly, I felt my body being beaten, and I rolled over, and although I continued to immerse myself in my own world, I managed not to make any other movements.

"Shen Ruolin, I'll talk to you, you hurry up and come out for me." How can a man's voice be so familiar? I thought to myself, but I still didn't poke my head out.

"I said don't think it's okay to pretend that you can't hear me, we must get this card back today." Lu Yan's voice was even lower, and I knew that he was about to get angry.

I froze there.

Proof? What certificate?

"Wanyan and I have already seen it, tomorrow is a good day for the two of us, no matter what, we must get the certificate, so today, the two of us are going to exchange for the divorce certificate." As he spoke, he slapped me on the leg with a slap that was neither heavy nor light.

"Ah," I whispered, my teeth biting my lip hard.

"Also, don't think that if you marry me once, you will have everything, and our Lu family's things will not be given to you at all." Lu Yan saw that I didn't move and continued.

The room was still quiet, and I could hear a few of them breathing heavily, even under the covers.

"The things you brought from home before have already been sent back to you, so you can say that you can't get anything out of this divorce." Lu Yan said that his voice was a little excited at the end, as if he was afraid that I would rob him of something.

There was a pang of despair in my heart.

Could it be that this is the man I have liked for more than ten years?

When I reluctantly married me for profit, I didn't ask for anything, and I was good to him wholeheartedly, but what about him? I haven't given me a smile, and I even openly and other women, that is, Su Wanyan is sweet and sweet.

But I've put up with all of this, now what?

First he planned to kill our child, who was his own flesh and blood, and then tried to torture and humiliate me, and in an instant, a great sadness enveloped me, and an emotion that surged up from nowhere, and I sat up at once.

Several of them seemed to be taken aback, and couldn't help but take a few steps back.

I looked at them with a playful expression.

"What's the matter, aren't you going to get a divorce? Let's go, let's go now. "I'm going to get out of bed.

"Ruolin," Lin Yuan next to him walked over with two quick steps, "Have you figured it out?" ”

Looking at Lin Yuan's worried look, I felt uncomfortable in my heart.

"I'm sorry, Lin Yuan." I said this in my heart.

I looked at Lin Yuan and nodded firmly, "Don't worry, I'm fine, don't worry about me." I barely managed to squeeze a smile out of my mouth.

"But before I go, I'm going to ask you a few questions." Although I know that it is completely useless to say this at this time, I still have to ask again, even if it is death, I must die to understand.

I thought so, and a grim smile appeared on my lips.

It may be that my expression is a little scary, and they can't help but shudder, especially Lu Yan, who is hiding the nervousness in his heart with indifference.

"Stop talking nonsense, let's go." Lu Yan stepped forward and grabbed me and said.

"I won't go, if I don't make it clear, I won't think about it in my life." I've made up my mind, and I have to figure it out today.

Lu Yan was so helpless by me that he could only agree.

"First, for Xuan Xuan, do you really have no feelings at all?" I couldn't help but laugh to myself when I asked this question.

yes, isn't that a redundant question for me? If you have feelings, can you watch him get infected and die? If you have feelings, can you pour his ashes down the drain?

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but cry again.

Lu Yan stared at me. "Shen Ruolin, what do you mean? Is this a waste of time? Lu Yan looked at me impatiently.

"Hehe, okay, the second question, why did you help Su Wanyan hurt our Xuanxuan?"

"Shen Ruolin, you are endless, I said such a question, you are really endless, right?" Saying that, he didn't care that Lin Yuan was still beside him, and pulled me out of bed.

"I warn you, you'd better not play any tricks on me, today's divorce certificate, you have to go, you have to go, you have to go."

Looking at Lu Yan's crazy eyes, I couldn't help but swallow a mouthful of saliva in my heart, it turned out that Lu Yan was like this.

"Don't touch me." I don't know why, it's the first time I feel that Lu Yan is so dirty, so dirty that he will feel uncomfortable when he touches me, "I think you're dirty." ”

Maybe I didn't expect my attitude to be so arrogant, Lu Yanyi's voice raised several points in a hurry, "Shen Ruolin, you'd better not give face, now follow me to the Civil Affairs Bureau honestly, and the rest is easy to say." ”

Maybe he didn't want to pay attention to me anymore, but after he finished speaking, he waved his hand behind him, and several men in black suits immediately trotted over, as if they had already discussed, and directly held me down.

"What are you doing?" I didn't expect Lu Yan to use this trick against me in the end, and I was even more desperate in my heart.

No one answered my question. I was crushed out of the room.

"I'll borrow your friend first, two hours at most, rest assured, I won't hurt her." When I was outside the door, I vaguely heard Lu Yan say this.

Then Lin Yuan ran out, and she snatched me out of those people's hands.

"Isn't it just divorce? When we go back, we don't have to bother you to do it this way. She looked at me as she spoke.

I nodded.

"You let me go, I'll go myself." After saying that, break free of their control.

When the seal, which symbolized the end, was stamped on the little notebook, I breathed a sigh of relief, as if I had lost something. I stared at the little red book, and by the time I reacted, the man next to me was gone.

I couldn't help but feel funny in my heart, yes, it turned out that it was all a dream.

I walked out of that house, out of that cage of youth.

"Are you alright?" Seeing me come out, Lin Yuan, who was waiting on the side, hurriedly walked over and asked with concern.

Where do I still have this energy at this time? I shook my head slowly, "No, it's fine. ”

"I want to go alone, you go back first." Seeing Lin Yuan following me inch by inch, I said a little irritably.

"But," Lin Yuan glanced at me with some concern, and stopped talking.

I barely managed to squeeze a smile out of my mouth.

"Oh, don't worry, after so many things, I've already seen it."

Although I said this, my heart was unusually calm, and my eyes stayed on Lin Yuan's face, wanting to remember her last appearance.

That's right, I don't think there's anything left in the world to be nostalgic about.

The death of a father, the death of a child, the divorce of a husband, the laughing stock of the whole city and the talk of the conversation after dinner, is there anyone worse than me in the world?

I thought about it, and I felt a pang of sadness in my heart.

But I knew that I couldn't trouble Lin Yuan anymore, so I held on to the last bit of strength of my body and said goodbye to Lin Yuan.

"You go back first, I just want to walk alone, I'll go back when I'm tired, and I'll go to work again tomorrow." I know that only Lin Yuan can rest assured of me if he says this.

"Really?" Sure enough, Lin Yuan obviously didn't expect me to say this, he looked at me in surprise, looked at my firm eyes and finally nodded in disbelief, "Okay then, then you remember to go home early." ”

"Call me as soon as you have anything, I'll be waiting for you twenty-four hours a day." Before leaving, Lin Yuanqian told me that there was no way, I could only nod.

Finally sending Lin Yuan away, I breathed a sigh of relief.

By this time, the sun is about to set, and the afterglow of the setting sun shines on the whole city, and the scenery in the distance is particularly beautiful. On a whim, I wanted to go to the countryside.

That's where we went on a spring outing before, at that time Lu Yan was just a little after falling into the water, originally he said he wouldn't go, but then he didn't know what was going on and went again. I was so happy that I kept watching him from afar.

Who knew that he was always looking for opportunities to walk with Su Wanyan.

"It turns out that I was wrong from that time." As I watched the taxi drift away from the city, the past was echoed in front of me.

Look at the stream in front of me, and I know this is it.