The cold wind blowing in the suburbs hit my face and body, and I couldn't help but shiver and tighten my clothes.

"Something fell to the ground, because it was all grass, and I couldn't hear it if I hadn't listened carefully, and it took me almost half a minute to react."

Looking down, the red Ben was particularly evident in Luther's meadow, and although the moon had crept up the branches by this time, I could still see it clearly.

"Forget it." A helpless smile tugged at the corner of my mouth, anyway, I was already planning to leave this world full of right and wrong, so I didn't want to bring so many things outside my body.

The little red book lying quietly on the ground seemed to remind me of the absurdity of all this.

"It's over, it's all over." I took a long breath and looked at the river not far away with emotionless eyes.

I had already thought before I came, the water here is turbulent, the water flow is also large, and the mountain roads downstream are rugged and rocky, and once people fall here, there is no possibility of survival.

"Goodbye, this world." Thinking so to myself, I closed my eyes and stepped straight in.

Although the leaves on the trees had not yet turned yellow, the river had become cold by this time, and a biting chill gradually spread from the soles of my feet to the place where my heart was.

The ankles, calves, and knees, the cold feeling went up inch by inch, and my whole body trembled uncontrollably.

So be it.

I felt a wave of Meng Lang coming at me in the distance, and if I did, I knew that I would probably be buried in this small river.

I tried to raise the corners of my mouth, hoping that I would end up smiling.

"Girl, don't think about it." I closed my eyes, ready for my final moments, when I suddenly heard a man's voice not far away.

"Don't save me, just let me go." I really felt that there was nothing in this world worth my nostalgia, so thinking like this, I jumped and let myself flow with the water.

But the body was grabbed.

"Oops," I cried, and a wave came at me again, but I subconsciously followed the force that was pulling me, avoiding the wave.

At this moment, I knew that I never wanted to die again.

No matter what things will become, isn't it just divorce, even if Lu Yan never gave me a straight eye from beginning to end, even if all my actions made him disgusted, so what?

At that moment I saw my father smiling at me, his mouth open, and although he didn't speak, I knew he meant to let me live well.

A smile tugged at the corner of my mouth.

Yes, live well, this is the wish of many people, but here I easily give up my precious life for an unworthy person.

"Girl, what's going on, why can't you think about it so much?" A man's voice rang out behind me, and it was very sincere.

I listened to this voice, why did it sound so familiar.

"Who?" I jerked around, only to see a familiar face.

I searched hard in my mind, "Zhang Yuzhuang? After a while, I screamed in surprise.

The other party looked at me and looked up and down, his eyes changed from doubt to surprise, "Shen Ruolin, is it you?" ”

It wasn't until I nodded that the other party let go of the hand that was holding me tightly, "You, why are you here?" As he spoke, he thought and looked behind me.

I don't know what kind of mood I feel now, I always have a strange feeling in my heart when I meet my high school classmates on such occasions and situations, or classmates who have witnessed so many of my 'glorious deeds'.

As if feeling my embarrassment, Zhang Yuzhuang coughed, "By the way, Ruolin, I haven't had time to introduce it to you yet, this is also our classmate at that time, Tongtong." ”

"Tongtong?" My heart tightened, and I began to search my mind for the name.

But helplessly, until I saw that girl, I just felt a little familiar, and I didn't recognize it for sure.

However, Zhang Yuzhuang's voice directly pulled my thoughts to that time.

I smiled wryly.

I originally wanted to end the bad fate of that time, but now I was rescued by the old man at that time, it seems that God is reminding me that I can't and won't end it so easily.

Thinking about it, my popularity at that time was also good, whether it was a boy or a girl, they all liked to make friends with me very much. But then I met Lu Yan, and my eyes never took my eyes off his body, even if he was inseparable from Su Wanyan later, I never changed my mind.

"Shen Ruolin?" The girl recognized me and screamed in surprise.

"What's the matter with you, you're all cold? Come, bring me my coat to you. With that, he took off his coat and put it on me without waiting for me to refuse.

I felt a pang of gratitude.

"Let's go, the car is over there, it's a little warmer than this." Zhang Yuzhuang and Tongtong glanced at each other and said to me with a smile, of course, Tongtong already has Zhang Yuzhuang's coat on her body at this time.

I was not polite, and just followed them into the car.

Since I don't want to die anymore, I have to learn to protect myself.

I sat in the back seat of their car and the three of us started chatting.

It turned out that they had been together for a long time and had even been married. I came here today to camp outside, and who knew that I would be met by such a coincidence.

Talking about the past together, Zhang Yuzhuang was a little emotional.

"Shen Ruolin, do you know, in fact, at that time, you were still the goddess of the boys' fantasies." He looked at me and laughed embarrassedly, but the next second he said to Tongtong, "But not including me, I already noticed you at that time." ”

The three of them laughed.

"In the beginning, you will still play with everyone, and whoever can say a word to you at that time will be happy for days." Although I knew that there would definitely be an exaggeration in this, I couldn't help but feel comfortable after hearing it.

"Who knows, I don't know what happened later, you started to pay little attention to these people, at that time, people still complained, saying that you were cold, who knew that later I heard that you liked that Lu Yan, and I don't know if it's true."

Zhang Yuzhuang said unintentionally, my heart tightened when I heard that name, but I forced myself to calm down, because I knew that it was all over.

In the moonlight, I saw Tongtong quietly touching his arm.

The three of them were embarrassed for a while.

I took a deep breath and knew that the best way to deal with the past was to face it, and looking at the gossip expressions on the faces of the two people, I was even more honest.

"yes, I liked him at the time."

"Oh, Ruolin, we really don't feel worth it for you." At this time, Tongtong preemptively said, "You don't know, that Lu Yan fell in love with a girl who was not as good as you in terms of appearance or family background, just because that girl saved him once." ”

"What?" Although I had forced myself to calm down, I couldn't help but get excited when I heard this, and I tried to lean forward, my eyes fixed on the two men.

Maybe it was because I was curious that Tongtong became more interested.

She looked at me mysteriously and said to me in a noncommittal tone: "I'll tell you, it's strange or not, many people passed by the river that day, and Su Wanyan saw Lu Yan and went down to save him." ”

"I heard that Lu Yan had been in a coma for a long time at that time, and even the doctor shook his head when he saw it, just that Su Wanyan, insisted on rescuing, and still kept guard, and took care of it for a long time before he woke up, and even the medical expenses were paid by that girl first."

"I don't know if someone would be like this if I did." Before her words fell, Zhang Yuzhuang said sourly.

"Look at you, you're so cautious now." Tongtong laughed and beat him, and the two of them made a mess.

But my mind was thrown into disarray.

Overboard in high school? Constant care? Paying for medical bills in advance? Didn't I do all of this? Why did it all become her Su Wanyan's?

"I guess, Lu Yan likes that girl because of this." The two of them laughed enough, Zhang Yuzhuang nodded and summed it up.

"I'm telling you girls, boys really like to take care of his girls when they're sick, boys are very fragile when they're sick, anyway, I'm like that, if someone can take care of me, haha."

He hadn't finished laughing yet, "Oh, light, my little ancestor." Tongtong smiled and screwed it on top of his ear, and the two of them laughed again.

"I said, I didn't take care of you before, did I?"

Tongtong looked at me, as if she had thought of something, and said seriously: "By the way, I said Ruolin, if you want me to say, you won't find time, if you saved Lu Yan at that time, wouldn't it be you who was with him at this time?" ”

Tongtong is also a straight person, so he said it directly without thinking about it.

I smiled wryly and ignored her.

How would she know that it was actually me at that time?

In the evening, the two of them decided to spend the night here, but because of me, there were no extra tents, so they were going to rush back to the city overnight, because it was too late, the three of us found a nearby hotel, thinking about spending the night first.

If it was before, I would definitely be picky, but today I just walked around the ghost gate, and I looked at these things outside of my body a lot lightly.

Lying alone on Simmons' mattress, I couldn't help but fall into thoughts.