My thoughts went back to that summer, it was clear that I rescued Lu Yan in the eyes of everyone, and I dragged him to the hospital, and finally I waited for him undressed, so many people saw it at that time, and they were indifferent, and now in people's ears, how did it become a different set of rhetoric?

I couldn't get angry, and I rolled over in a rage.

"Really?" A bold idea slipped through my head.

"It must be because of that Su Wanyan who took care of him, Lu Yan couldn't help it after he woke up, and the two of them were together." Zhang Yuzhuang's words still echo in my mind.

"At that time, if Lu Yan woke up, it was me, or if he knew that I was the one who saved him in the first place, I don't know what he would think in his heart?" I'm almost thrilled to think about it.

But soon, I shook my head, how could it be?

Even if the two of them came together out of gratitude at that time, now that such a long time has passed, not to mention that no one will believe it, even if it is, after so long, the two of them will always have more feelings, maybe I will be humiliating and boring when I say it.

Thinking so, I shook my head diligently.

A helpless smile appeared at the corner of his mouth.

Shen Ruolin is Shen Ruolin, after so many things, do you still have so many fantasies in your heart? Haven't you seen enough of the humiliation these days, so much disdain? Do you have to break your own bones?

I couldn't sleep, so I turned on all the lights in the room and looked at myself in the mirror.

"Don't you understand, even after such a long time, even if you have only had him in your eyes all these years, even if it is ......" I looked at the already haggard self inside.

"Forget it," I shook my head, "your hard work for so many years, so many years of silent companionship, maybe in that man's eyes, you are worthless." Shen Ruolin, Shen Ruolin, if you know each other, leave here. ”

Thinking about what I did this afternoon, I can't help but feel scared in my heart.

But? The next moment, I couldn't help but think, just let them go? All of them are gone, and the two of them will officially get married tomorrow.

Sleepless nights.

When I got home the next day, there was a man sitting on the couch.

I didn't expect someone to be in my house, and subconsciously exclaimed, "Who are you?" ”

The man looked at it reflexively.

"Lin Yuan?"

"Shen Ruolin?" The man was stunned, he didn't even bother to put on his shoes, so he ran over directly, "Is it really you?" Shen Ruolin, are you okay? ”

I was a little confused, "I have something?" What can I do? ”

"You still said that I didn't contact you for a night, and I couldn't find a lot of places, so I'm in a hurry." Lin Yuan's seriousness was full of worry, and my heart was warm, but also a little afraid.

If I hadn't met those two people yesterday, today, no, maybe when I find them in a few days, it will be a corpse.

"You came out of the Civil Affairs Bureau, didn't let me follow you, and said that I would go home early in the evening, but I couldn't contact you at night, so I waited at your house."

Lin Yuan was still babbling, I took out my mobile phone from my pocket, and then I remembered that yesterday I turned off my phone directly in order to make myself more walking, and I never turned it on, which was very bad for Lin Yuan.

"Jingle bells." A mobile phone ringtone interrupted Lin Yuan's words, and she glanced at the caller ID and hurriedly picked it up.

"How's it going for you? I still haven't found it, it's been twelve hours, let's go call the police. Before Lin Yuan could speak, the man on the other side of the phone said a series of things.

Because I was close, I heard it too, and I laughed out loud.

Something finally sensed something was wrong, "What's going on?" Lin Yuan, what are you laughing at, what are you talking about? I'm right in front of the police station right now, so I'll go in first. ”

"Stop, you're just looking forward to me losing it, Qiao Nancheng, can you hope that I will be better?" I quickly took the phone and smiled at Lin Yuan.

"Shen Ruolin? Is that you, Ruolin? You didn't lose it. "There was obviously a big sigh of relief over there.

I laughed, and when he learned that we were both home, he hung up the phone, and ten minutes later Qiao Nancheng appeared outside my door.

But before that, Lin Yuan had a very serious conversation with me.

"Tell me, what did you do last night?" She looked at me with a serious face.

My heart tightened, knowing what Lin Yuan wanted to ask. But I also know that I can't tell the truth, lest she worry about me, and now I'm back anyway.

"Well, what else can I do, just go out and go around." I tried to avoid the important as much as possible, "Why did you still find Qiao Nancheng." ”

Lin Yuan didn't pay any attention to me, she stared at me deadly, her eyes didn't move.

I laughed dryly, "That Lin Yuan, what do you want to eat, I'll order a takeout, right?" As he spoke, he took his phone back out.

Lin Yuan directly snatched my mobile phone and threw it on the sofa not far away, looking at her serious eyes, I was a little stunned, desperately looking for words in my heart, trying to figure out how to escape this time.

Okay, I don't know about you yet, but I know I didn't think anything good about you last night. Suddenly, she tapped me on the shoulder, just like before.

My cold and hard heart was melted by this smile at once. I could only shake my head helplessly and tell me about what happened last night.

"What's the matter with you?" As soon as I entered the door, Qiao Nancheng kept talking to me: "Do you know, Lin Yuan and I are frightened, and we have been looking for you all night, for fear that you won't be able to think of any accidents." ”

The tired expression on his face can't deceive people, I looked at the two of them, Lin Yuan's expression had returned to normal, but his face was still full of exhaustion. I couldn't help but feel guilty and sorry in my heart.

"Me, isn't that fine?" I whispered to myself.

"Okay," Qiao Nancheng was about to say something more, but Lin Yuan pulled me over, "Okay, Ruolin is safe and fine now, so don't say so much." ”

As he spoke, Lin Yuan glanced at me with some concern.

"Then the two of us were so anxious to find her last night, and we want to send her away today when it's okay?" Qiao Nancheng didn't know where the child's temper came from, grabbed my arm, and said coquettishly.

Looking at the way he looked, I felt a burst of amusement in my heart.

Lin Yuan pulled Qiao Nancheng over and whispered a few words, I looked at Qiao Nancheng's expression and still didn't believe it at first, and then I became surprised.

"How is that possible?" He stared at me with wide eyes, "No, Ruolin, what about you," and he didn't say the rest of the sentence after all.

I swallowed, not knowing how to explain it.

Do you want to say that I almost jumped into the river yesterday for a man? Could it be that I really can't bear the pain and suffering like this, and I want to walk away? No, that's not my style.

"Why don't you go and persuade Ruolin?" Lin Yuan didn't know what to think, so he pushed Qiao Nancheng over, and he went to the kitchen to help us pour water.

"Inside." When it came to serious things, Qiao Nancheng suddenly became shy and introverted, he looked at me cautiously, as if he had made a lot of determination, "I, I really didn't mean to, you, are you okay?" ”

Somehow, looking at the way he is now, I can't help but think of the first time I saw him, in the hospital room, and he was so cautious at that time.

"Don't worry." I breathed a long sigh of relief and spoke to him in as relaxed a tone as I could, "Yesterday I couldn't think of it, it's true, you don't know. ”

I glanced at Lin Yuan coming over with a cup, wanting to adjust the atmosphere, and deliberately said in an exaggerated tone: "When I took that little red book yesterday, my heart was like blowing up 10,000 knives. ”

I knew in my heart that by the time I could really say these words in a relaxed tone, it would be all over for me.

"But ah, God still doesn't want me, and wants me to harm the two of you here."

"The river is really cold, in fact, I regretted it when I went down, but there is no way, I can't run away halfway through the decision I made, you know?"

"When I heard someone's movement, not to mention how happy I was in my heart, and I was afraid that they would not see me, I deliberately made a very loud noise, so that I was saved."

I looked at the expressions of the two of them, and I was also nervous.

"When the last wave rushed over, I really thought I was dying, and subconsciously dodged it, and it was that moment that made me understand that I couldn't just leave for no reason."

Although I knew this truth before, I will know it when I really face life and death, and it is not pretending.

I took a deep breath.

"It was true that I was weak before, and if I really left like this, who would be really happy?" I looked at the two of them.

"My father is dead, my children are gone, my love has been snatched away, and if I am gone, won't my enemies be the happiest?"

"Don't worry, I've figured it all out now, even if I am allowed to go, I must clean up those two people, otherwise I won't be able to compare my eyes even if I die. Not to mention. ”

I breathed a sigh of relief at this.

took a sip of the water that Lin Yuan brought over, "What's more, people who have already died once are not afraid of anything, and now if you want to defeat me, it will not be so simple and easy." ”

My eyes were fixed on a piece of ceiling above me, and a brilliant idea came to mind.