What is so strange about the blood that can make people immortal, the antidote to all kinds of poisons, no wonder Lao Huang recovered so quickly, no wonder he wanted to give up the gas mask to others, no wonder that when he was playing a survival game in the nameless island, he was obviously injured by zombies, but there was no sign of poisoning, all of this was brought by the blood of Brother Shen.

Lao Huang was silent for a long time, I couldn't say a word, this person is a fool, he knows what his blood will bring, but he still chose to save people, I know that he is by no means a guy with a flood of sympathy, he will only save those he is willing to save, he knows that Lao Huang is wary of him, but he regards Lao Huang as very important.

I thought of the stab that he had been carrying with him, it should have been the first time he received a gift from someone else, it should be because of this spur, he regarded Lao Huang as very important, although he didn't say anything, but his heart was more emotional than anyone else, Lao Huang was just an outsider, even if he died, there was no harm to Brother Shen, he knew that he shouldn't save him like this, and finally did it.

Just like he left this piece of jade to me, I don't know how he was in the mood to make this decision, he said that he had nothing to fear, he didn't care about anything, and maybe it was just thanks.

But this is completely different for us, the jade in my hand seems to weigh a thousand catties, which makes me want to throw it away, but I am reluctant, this is the last thing he left me.

The blood in the jade is moving, I know that Brother Shen is still alive, sleeping silently in a distant place, or awake, sensing us, this is his bone and blood, he can sense it, I wonder if he can also sense us?

Reluctant, reluctant to throw away, even more reluctant to break it and send that drop of blood into my mouth, I never wanted eternal life, but Lao Huang has become an immortal existence, I am shaken again, I don't want him to live alone in the world, watching me grow old little by little.

My mind is very confused, I can't make a decision, I really want to do something under impulse, and I'm afraid that I will regret it when I do it, there is never a double thing in the world, what you get must be paid, no matter what the result is, I can't afford it.

"Daze, I don't think we can live like ordinary people anymore, do you think the Mo family will really ignore us?"

Lao Huang suddenly spoke, his voice was full of helplessness, no matter how mature he was, he was just a young man two years older than me, this kind of thing was shocked and confused for anyone.

Yes, how can the secret of eternal life be seen by others, it's okay for a year or two, but it's a little reluctant for ten or twenty years, Lao Huang can't integrate into this society, and in a few decades, he will have to hide and keep his door closed, so as not to be discovered.

Social order is a good thing, but also a troublesome thing, if he still wants to live like ordinary people, we have to move often, and his identity is a big problem, decades seems to be a long time, and it is not worth mentioning for the current Lao Huang, gradually, things like ID cards and driver's licenses can no longer be used, and everything related to society can not be used.

Don't blame me for thinking too much, these are all real problems in front of us, Lao Huang must also be thinking about this, the Mo family did give us freedom, but whether this freedom is the same for him.

I can finally understand the feelings of Brother Shen, and finally know how difficult it is to live in the outside world as an alien, even if I have endless time, I can't make real friends, and I can never be with them unless I am the same kind of person.

I put the jade back in my pocket, I have to think about it, the heaviness of Brother Shen's departure has not dissipated, another layer of clouds is hanging overhead, Lao Huang has no sense of ease of leaving the Mo family and returning to normal life, we only have three ways now, find Brother Shen, find the Mo family, and hide for a lifetime.

Brother Shen is destined to be unable to find it, the Mo family Shenlong is not visible, the only exact place we know is Kurgan, but we have just left, do we really want to go back?

I really wanted to ask Lao Huang what he thought, but when I saw his empty eyes, I gave up again, it's not me who lives forever, I'm so entangled that I'm anxious, let alone him as a client.

This is the end of the diary, there is a blank behind, I put away the papers scattered on the ground, and walked out of the hole in the ground with the diary, Lao Huang still looks dazed, this kind of emotion is too rare in him.

I finally know what it's like to have a messy teammate, there really is nothing to be nostalgic about here, I asked all the tablets of my father's portrait to leave, this old house will be completely deserted, but I still close the doors and windows, maybe in many years, when we have to live in hiding, this will also be a place to stay.

It's all over, it's completely over, Lao Huang's coming and going has to rely on him to make his own decisions, just like he never interferes in my affairs, and the disposal of this piece of jade is all up to me, but I can't make a decision now, I may think about it for a long, long time.

The car for the return trip was driven by me, since I came, there is no need to throw away the car, Lao Huang slept in the car, and his spirit recovered a little, I have to admit that his psychology is stronger than me, although he still has a tangled look, so he didn't look empty anymore.

"Daze, you drive the car back, I'll fly to Lhasa." Lao Huang said a word and was silent again.

I didn't object, if he had asked him to drive and let me go to Lhasa, he knew that his mental state was not very good, and after understanding all the beginnings, I was able to let go even more.

We were separated outside the airport, watching Lao Huang leave, I only felt that my heart was empty again, fortunately this time there was a goal, the inn had already become my home, this time I was going home, no matter how complicated the things behind it were, the mood would be different.

From east to west, from north to south, it was an extremely long journey, my state was not much better than Lao Huang, and I didn't dare to drive continuously, and when I returned to Lijiang, it was already two days later.

The inn looks no different from the outside, but the flowers and plants planted outside are dead, and the flowers and pots are full of weeds, which looks bleak and desolate, and Lao Huang's car is parked in the corner, and he came back earlier than me.

Fortunately, nothing happened, I could only comfort myself like this, I parked the car next to his car, and through the dusty glass, I saw Lao Huang sitting on the sofa by the window, and there was a person sitting on the sofa opposite the coffee table.

This guy, even if he has been missing for ten years, still has friends, I pushed the door in, but stopped the moment I saw that person, the blood was frozen in his chest, and his head was full of noise, he also saw me, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and his eyes were as warm as ever.

It's nineteen, no, it's my father, he didn't wear a mask, he had a familiar and unfamiliar face, my throat seemed to be blocked by something, and I couldn't say the word that was about to come out, I thought I would never see him again in this life, but I didn't expect him to wait for me in the inn, I raised my numb hand and rubbed my eyes hard, I'm afraid I'm wrong, this must be an illusion.

He was still there, his eyes calm and indifferent, and we stood and sat down, staring into the air, my tongue like a knot, and after uttering a few low, strange syllables in succession, I said the word: "Daddy." ”

God knows how hard it was to say "Daddy", I never thought I would ever get a chance to say it one day, even though it wasn't that familiar face, even though he was no longer human, I could still feel that familiar warmth emanating from him.

Suddenly, tears rained down.

I saw that his eyes turned red in an instant, but he was still so indifferent, he pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled: "I'm not Zhao Deren, I'm Mo Nineteen." ”

His voice was still so deep, completely different from his father's, but even if his face changed, his voice changed, and even if he died, he was still my father.

I almost didn't dare to step forward, he and I were like people in two time and space, I was afraid that all this was a mirage, and it would disappear before I got closer, Lao Huang stood up helplessly, pulled me to the sofa and sat down, my whole body stiffened, just looked straight at my father who was close at hand, and I didn't even have the courage to raise my hand to touch him.

He is right, he is Mo Nineteen, Zhao Deren no longer exists in the world, I know that I must treat him as Mo Nineteen, as for the secret, it is enough to understand each other.

"Why, how do you ......" I trembled my lips, unable to utter even a complete sentence.

He looked relaxed, and his voice was as gentle as ever: "It's nothing, because I revealed something that shouldn't be revealed, and they decided to expel me from the family." ”

I was stunned, what should not be revealed must be the diary, I thought about it and felt funny, if it is really according to the rules of the Mo family, it must be killed, what expelled from the family, it is clearly fulfilling us.

This family is really ......

I really can't find a word to describe, maybe this is the charm of the Mo family, is the reason why they are admired and convinced, I don't want to say anything, I don't want to ask anything, the peaks and loops are turning, the willows are bright, there is nothing better than now.

"I'm homeless now," Nineteen said, spreading his hands at us, "So boss, do you need a guy at your inn?" Although I'm a little older, I'm still very capable, and by the way, I can also be your personal bodyguard. ”

I watched him say this kind of thing with that face that had been through the vicissitudes of life, and I couldn't help laughing, tears were still hanging on my face, I must have laughed ugly, nothing could express my mood at the moment, just like all the gloom was swept away, I just felt that the world was so good, and it was so good to be alive.

"Of course," Lao Huang also smiled, "Two thousand and a half a month, including food and housing, how about it?" ”

"Not bad." Nineteen openings.

The joke passed quickly, and the tears wanted to roll down again, but this face still made me sad, and Nineteen seemed to see through my thoughts, and said with a smile: "If you wear the mask for a long time, you can't take it off." ”