I was stunned, this sentence was also said by the fake Achuan, it was extremely uncomfortable to hear it from the nineteenth mouth, I knew that he was not only wearing a mask on his face, but also in his heart, he had completely turned himself into another person, the only thing that remained unchanged was his heart for me.

Enough is enough, my father came back from the dead, how much more could I ask for, and the opportunity to live under the same roof with him like this is already a great gift.

Having someone to accompany is the greatest happiness, I thought, and thought of the person who lived alone in the cold and dark, and my heart ached sullenly, Lao Huang patted me on the shoulder: "What are you in a daze, hurry up and work for me, Lao Tzu doesn't raise idlers here." ”

He was stopping me, he didn't want me to think about Brother God, I got up and gave him a blank look: "Capitalism of all evils." ”

"Not convinced?" Lao Huang said, the smile on his face gradually faded, he didn't want me to think about it, why didn't he care.

I know that this is the beginning of a new life, and I shouldn't think about an old person, in fact, everything in the past can be treated as if it never happened, just like there was never a blood curse, there was never a Mo family, there was never that person, I lived with my father and brother and ran an inn, this is not what I expected the most.

But why does it hurt in the heart?

I could only paralyze myself with labor, and I cleaned extremely hard, and Lao Huang and Nineteen were the same, and it only took us one day to clean everything inside and out, and the huge floor-to-ceiling windows shone into the afterglow of the sunset, warm and desolate.

The withered flowers and plants have been disposed of, and the old and worn decorations have been sent to the trash can by Lao Huang, and since it is time to start over, it is time to replace everything with new ones.

The ancient city is never lacking in enthusiasm and popularity, we hurriedly eaten, we went out to purchase, busy for a day, no one felt tired, Lao Huang bought a carriage of lanterns and decorative gadgets, I pulled back a car of green plants, nineteen bought household goods, the quantity is too large, is the wholesaler drove the car back, we tacitly, like playing chicken blood, has been busy until the second half of the night, colorful lights flashing, I understand, I really return to the world of ordinary people.

Everything was restored to order overnight, the memories of the past seemed to be really fading, this night I slept very deeply, put aside all the worries of the past two years, the heartstrings that had been tense for a long time were completely relaxed, and the ordinary life is the greatest happiness.

I slept until noon the next day, looking at the empty room, I suddenly had an indescribable sense of fear and emptiness, I hurriedly washed, and quickly ran downstairs, only to see Lao Huang sitting behind the bar, while Nineteen was fiddling with flowers and plants outside the inn.

I'm relieved, it's true, they're still there, I'm really afraid that everything yesterday was just a sweet dream, my heart hasn't been dull because of the return, I'm still suffering from gains and losses, for fear that everything I've gained will be lost suddenly.

Brother Shen's face was always shaking in front of me, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath, only to find that my mood had not improved, Lao Huang saw me running down, and laughed mercilessly: "What's wrong?" Isn't it another nightmare, do you want to change rooms again? ”

Time seemed to really go back to two years ago, my heartbeat gradually stabilized, and I didn't refute, I put my hand in my pocket, held the piece of jade, and whispered: "I'll go out for a walk." ”

Lao Huang didn't stop me, and made a gesture to me to roll how far, and I walked out of the inn, only to see Lao Huang's face buried in a shadow, he must have been thinking about that person.

I took the jade and went straight to the small jewelry shop in my old memory, still a familiar owner, I asked him to make a hole in the end of the jade, with a rope, and hung it around his neck.

The boss didn't see anything strange about the jade at all, I paid silently, and on the way back to the inn, I could feel the blood in the jade moving, it seemed to be more intense than usual, I don't know if I could feel the pain when I punched holes in the jade.

If I can feel it, then I am missing, then come back quickly, I think, I feel that I am really naïve, I have been separated from the blood and bones of the body, how can I feel the pain.

Walking back to that familiar street, I saw a person walking not far from the inn from a distance, he saw me, shouted hello, I subconsciously responded, only to react to his accent is strange, carefully look at the life familiar, I remember him, is a middleman when Lao Huang tinkered with jade, and also gave us clues about jade, I even remember that his name is Yang Yuehai, but I forgot which minority he is.

"Boss Zhao, are you back, did you have a smooth trip?" He smiled and spoke.

Travel? I was stunned, and suddenly reacted that Lao Huang should have called him when we got the phone back, and travel was Lao Huang's excuse, so I quickly nodded: "It's good." ”

He also nodded, didn't say more, first I kicked into the inn, and Lao Huang greetings, I suddenly realized what he was here to do, since he came back, it must be to talk about the past business, but I don't want Lao Huang to return to the never-ending drinking and card game, when I was on Nameless Island, I said not to do this again, but he didn't give me a clear response, and then I seemed to mention it again, but I have forgotten his reply.

I thought about it, and I felt relieved, if Lao Huang was really willing to do it, I didn't want to stop it, everyone's life is their own, he didn't want to interfere with me, and I didn't want to trip him.

Nineteen saw the jade hanging in front of my chest, his gaze stopped for a moment, and then returned to a peaceful smile, he didn't say anything, he just conveyed to me what Brother Shen wanted to tell me, he wouldn't force me to make a choice.

And I didn't have a choice, I was caught in a dilemma and swayed left and right, eternal life is not a good thing, I need an opportunity, I need someone to give me courage, and this person is destined not to appear, I really can't accompany Lao Huang to go on.

“…… Look at this batch of new goods, Myanmar Laokeng glass species, better than the previous ones, are you sure you don't want to? Yang Yuehai's voice was full of surprise, as if she didn't know Lao Huang.

Lao Huang's gaze stopped on my chest, and then he looked away for a moment, and smiled at Yang Yuehai: "I really don't want to, I don't plan to do jade business anymore, it's enough to have an inn." ”

He really gave up, I can't tell what mood it was, I wanted to tell him not to change his mind because of me, but then I thought about it, who Lao Huang is, what he doesn't want to do, is that he really doesn't want to do it, he won't change because of others, even me.

I tilted my head slightly, only to see Yang Yuehai with a puzzled face, Lao Huang spoke, but his eyes were on me: "I really don't do it, this thing is evil." ”

I shivered for no reason, Yang Yuehai didn't bother himself anymore, said a few polite words and left, I only felt uncomfortable in my heart, the jade in my chest pressed me like a boulder, and it was extremely heavy from my body to my mind.

Life has become what I want the most, the ancient city is the tourist season all year round, the inn is full almost every day, and the heart is completely different from the slightly depressed appearance before, Lao Huang has lamented the income of the inn countless times, but he has no plans to expand, the three of us are busy with work is already very fulfilling, if the expansion, it is bound to recruit new people, and our current identity is not suitable for getting along with ordinary people for a long time.

I have met many people, but they are all Pingshui meeting, the ancient city has always been a place full of stories, the people who come and go bring countless strange stories, I have also vaguely told my own experience to many people, they all think this is a novel story, heard but have forgotten, no one has ever asked me whether this is true.

Time is passing, but my thoughts are increasing day by day, I found a very terrible thing, I am gradually forgetting the experience related to Brother Shen, sometimes I only think about it carefully before going to bed, and I wake up with a lot of details that I can't remember.

The speed of forgetting is faster than I imagined, this feeling is familiar, after the first time I separated from him, I had noticed it, but I didn't expect it to appear again, the god brother is like an existence that is going to be erased by the heavens, even if it is a legend, it doesn't want him to stay.

The fear deepened, I changed, I became more and more crazy, I started to write down things with pen and paper like crazy, but when I woke up the next day, I felt that my record was so fake, not at all like what I had experienced.

He was slipping away from my memory, and it took me a long time every day to recall what I had recorded yesterday, and the stories I had written in my own hand became stranger and stranger, and I didn't even know if it was really happening, or if I had imagined it.

Lao Huang and Nineteen are the same, whenever I mention Brother Shen, they are always silent, and I know that they are gradually forgetting him until he completely disappears from memory.

I couldn't allow this to happen, I started to record it with audio recordings, but I found that the story I told every day was a different version, there was a god brother in the story, but he seemed to be just a marginal codename, I knew he existed, but I couldn't remember what he did, until one day, even his shadow disappeared, and I just felt that there was no one person involved in all this.

I had to listen to and read my records every day, and I forced myself to accept that there was such a person, and I couldn't make new records, because there was no longer him in my memory, and I was really going crazy, and I locked myself in my room all day, checking it over and over again, and gradually, I couldn't even remember what he looked like.

Only the jade on his chest still reminded me of his existence, I have never been so frightened, I once thought that the most terrible thing was death and parting, and now I find out that it is not, the most terrible thing is forgetting.

When a person can never appear in front of others, and the only person who remembers him forgets, he really ceases to exist.