I was confused as I recalled the scenes I had just seen and the sufferings I had seen.

All I saw was suffering, and people wept from birth. Then getting sick is bitter, starving is bitter, and accidentally bumping into somewhere is still bitter.

Seeing my brother's death I can't save it, the sadness in my heart at that moment is like the hair on my body, lingering, even if I strip it off, it will grow again.

Seeing Wang Xiujuan and Zhao Bin entangled for half their lives, close at hand but like the end of the world, it is a kind of sadness, such mistakes happen every day in this world.

Seeing the life that Xiao Aiyu should have, he should have grown up in the company of his parents. But because of Da Pan's obsession, the family was separated by yin and yang.

I think this is the most regrettable thing in the world, Sister Guizhi and Da Pan are very affectionate, just like she said, she has never blushed after so many years of marriage. Her father-in-law also cared for her like his own daughter.

This kind of happiness is something that no one else can ask for, but what Da Pan finally brought to their mother and son can only be endless thoughts.

Isn't longing also a kind of suffering? I want to see it, but I can't see it. The feeling of not being able to sleep and eat is simply miserable.

Why, exactly?

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My heart was filled with sorrow, and it was at this moment that the feeling of thirst that I had felt when I had just fallen asleep came again.

I was falling from the sky at a rapid pace, and in a trance I was on the ground. I looked down and saw that I had changed into the same child again.

The feeling of thirst in my mouth and smoke in my throat and eyes was so unbearable that my mouth was dry and my saliva was gone. Every time I swallow dryly, my throat hurts like a knife.

The sadness in my heart became more and more unbearable, my heart was bitter, and my thirst was extreme, which was still bitter. It's rare for me to realize it once in a dream, just so that I can experience all the sufferings of this world?

Suddenly, there was thunder and lightning in the sky, as if God was laughing at me. I wanted to look up and scold, but no sound came out of my throat.

The bean-sized raindrops went from drop by drop to drop, as if to match the sadness in my heart. At this moment, I burst into tears, and my heart was bitter.

As I was crying, I suddenly felt a stirring in front of me, and in front of me was a pothole, which had been filled in a matter of seconds by pouring rain.

I'm so thirsty now, isn't this just water?

I couldn't think about what I had or didn't have anymore, so I lay on the ground and buried my face in the puddle, gulping down.

At this moment, the rain in my mouth was like a sweet spring, moistening my throat and sweetening my heart.

It's like I've never drunk water in my life, and I'm drinking it to my death. There seems to be no one in this little puddle in front of me, as if I can drink enough.

As I drank it, I felt that my stomach was swollen and painful, and the saliva that I didn't swallow in my mouth was all earthy and salty, so I squirted out and began to retch constantly.

My stomach hurt more and more, and I lay on my back on the ground and noticed that my stomach was bulging. I'm a child now, and my belly is almost like a pregnant woman.

The more I looked at it, the more I felt that my stomach was going to explode, and I was at a loss for what to do. I noticed that the rain had stopped and the sun was shining in the sky.

With my eyes tingling, I immediately sat up with my eyes covered, and when I opened my eyes again, I realized that my bulging stomach had returned to normal.

At this moment, I seemed to understand something, and I desperately remembered the feeling I had just felt.

I was thirsty to a certain extreme just now, and drinking rainwater would be so sweet. When I'm full, the rain is disgusting.

Because I drank so much that my stomach swelled like that, and when I was in extreme pain and fear, the feeling of swelling disappeared, and I felt extraordinarily comfortable.

I finally figured it out, why do people suffer? Because there is bitterness, there will be sweetness! There is happiness when you suffer! Where there is evil, there is good! Where there is love, there is hate!

These are all corresponding, and nothing can be felt naturally without suffering, but that is a kind of suffering in itself. Because you don't even know what suffering is, you won't know what happiness is.

It's like you're enjoying happiness every day, and that happiness itself is a kind of sin. If you take a particularly bitter medicine, you will feel very sweet if you are given a sugar cane at this time, and if your mouth is filled with sugar all day long, will you still feel sweet?

There will be resentment, and it will be a blessing after the resentment is eliminated. If you can't ask for it, you will cherish what you get more. If there is love and separation, we will look forward to the next reunion, and we will cherish the people around us and no longer separate.

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Just like I am now, with the confusion just now, I will have the realization I have now.

People don't live by suffering, but because they suffer, they desperately beg not to suffer, otherwise, everyone will do nothing.

Whether it is an ordinary person or a cultivator, they are all on the way out of the sea of suffering. Upward, good, natural suffering will become less and less. Some of them give up on themselves because of suffering, and in exchange for more suffering.

All feelings are corresponding, and they are too much. It's like I've quenched my thirst just now, but I'm still drinking desperately. So the water was bitter, and my stomach hurt.

Suddenly, my heart was very broad-minded, and I felt that my heart tribulation that my master said should be even better after this epiphany in my dream.

I sat up from the ground excitedly, and was about to get up when I noticed a big bug in the small puddle I had just drunk from, and it looked like it was about to explode.

I don't understand why I imagined such a disgusting scene in my mind when everything was supposed to be bad after my epiphany. I ran a long way and then started throwing up desperately.

I vomited a lot of black, sesame paste, and I vomited for a long time, until my throat and eyes kept opening and closing, but there was nothing left.

I looked at the disgusting stuff on the ground, and I kept rubbing my chest from top to bottom for fear that I hadn't spit it out.

As I pondered, a woman's angry roar came from my head: "Take your hand away for me!" ”

"Huh?" I subconsciously responded, and then looked around, but found that there was no one.

I thought I had misheard, and continued to slap my hand on my chest, and just after two taps, the female voice came into my ears again, only this time it sounded like crazy.

"Your mother*, take your hand off me!" I didn't hear the third word clearly, as if it was blocked by a dream.

Immediately after, I felt like I was moving at a rapid pace, my body was gone, the scene in front of me was shattered like a mirror, and the fragments were getting farther and farther away from me.

The endless darkness made my mind go blank, and then I felt a shock all over my body, and when I woke up, I saw the ceiling of the metaphysical hall.

"Damn, I'm scared to death." I patted my chest in fear, and suddenly I felt that it didn't feel right, why was it so high and so elastic?

"Ah!! I'll kill you! A scream exploded in my head, and I jumped to my feet.

I looked around in horror and found myself lying on the bed. Out of body?

I looked down at myself, the towering bulge, I remembered in an instant, my soul was in Yu Mei's body before I passed out, I strangled it·····

I looked left and right again, and found that my body was lying next to me, and Huang Rongqi was standing in the corner of the wall, his eyes were red. Before I could speak, I was suddenly stunned, why did he seem to have a little yellow skin in his soul?

"Hey, Huang Rongqi, why do you have a yellow skin in your ghost body?" I asked him.

Huang Rongqi was the least courageous of the seven brothers, and when I asked him, he said to me tremblingly, "What are you talking about?" Palm···· After the head of the hall asks you to wake up, go to the hall camp to find him. ”

My Master? A bad premonition hit my heart. This time, I secretly gave Huang Yunlan a holiday, so that such a big thing happened. Not to mention that my land horse almost died, Man Jianghong said that Huang Yunlan was also almost killed.

When I saw my master for a while, he taught me that it was light, and I was worried that he would beat me. But I don't think it should be, I've become like this, and if I am whipped twice, won't my life be explained?

I asked Huang Rongqi: "Brother, how is your mother?" Sect Master Man said that she almost had an accident, I'm sorry, I was the one who caused you this time. If I hadn't asked you to check the Hundred Grievance Vines, there wouldn't have been so many things. ”

Huang Rongqi cried after hearing what I said, pouting while crying, and said aggrievedly: "You better go to see the sect leader first, and talk about other things when you come back." ”

My heart is a little heavy, could it be that something really happened to Huang Yunlan? No, what Man Jianghong said was that he almost suffered, so didn't he suffer either.

But Huang Rongqi said so, and I can't ask again, it seems that my master should be in a hurry to see me.

"Okay, by the way, why should I get out?" I asked Huang Rongqi.

Suddenly, the female voice sounded in my head again, and it seemed to be angry: "Get out of me!" ”

Nima's, scare me. I finally know who it is, feelings are Yu Mei's soul, let me give her back the control of her body. I said to her in my heart, "If you want me to go out, don't talk nonsense, why don't I get out?" ”

I looked at Huang Rongqi, who was crying and humming and pointed outside: "The sect leader said, bask in the sun." ”

I remembered, before I fell into a coma, Man Jianghong said the same thing. I didn't say a word, I ran to the steps at the entrance of the Xuanxue Hall and sat down, it was half past eight in the morning, and the yang energy was booming.

"This beauty, are you a friend of Master Xu and Gao Da Xian'er?" Suddenly, someone asked me, and needless to say, I could tell that he was the owner of a cigarette shop to my left.

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I opened my eyes and smiled and nodded at him, afraid that the sound I would make would scare him to death again. Seeing that I smiled at him for a moment, he was about to come over with a red face to continue the stubble, and I immediately closed my eyes and sat down.

When I closed my eyes, I noticed that he was walking away and looked at me before leaving. I say this old rascal in my heart·····