If everyone could look at their own life from a third perspective, like me, wouldn't they find a lot of regrets?

But what's the use of discovering it, what has happened can't be changed.

Even I have a lot of regrets. I believe that if there is a regret medicine in the world, then there must be many people who will go bankrupt and buy it.

Suddenly, a sense of stalling carried me forward, and everything on either side of me turned into streamers.

At this moment, I was not afraid, because after experiencing the two scenes just now, I knew that it was just a dream, and it would not hurt me.

Even my mind calmed down, and I couldn't save myself from seeing my brother's death, and the sadness almost diluted all the other emotions in my heart.

I'm just curious now, what will I see next?

As soon as I thought of this, the feeling of stalling disappeared. The front scene is very eerie, with a street in the middle, and the scenes on both sides are almost identical, but they are all reversed, as if they are reflected inside and outside the mirror.

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I instinctively felt a little frightened by the opposite world on the right, so I looked to the left, and with just one look, my perspective flew away.

A second later, I saw Li Yating with a panicked face. She was Bao'er's classmate and best friend before she went to college, and my fairy family broke the test for her at the beginning, and later I also had a karma in order to help her deal with the ghost baby.

That time was completely a good intention to do bad things, and now under the record of that incident in the merit book, I have written dozens of Taoist deeds with a black pen, which has always been a problem for me.

I found that Li Yating was wearing a dress that obviously did not match her age at this time, and her face was covered with heavy makeup, but she couldn't hide her panic and paleness, standing on the side of the road hesitating.

I looked at the building opposite her in confusion, and it was all familiar, isn't this the big hospital in my hometown? Based on the fact that I went to the hospital with Bao'er to see her, and then all the things that happened, I finally understood what she was doing.

She is now at the age of high school, and if she is correct, she should have come to have an abortion. The reason why she is dressed like this is probably because she is worried that the hospital will not give her an abortion.

This is also the thing I was most curious about at the beginning, at her age, this kind of surgery can only be done by the black clinic, how could she have the operation done in the abortion center of a big hospital?

Even now, I can't figure it out, even if she dresses like an adult, the hospital needs to be registered. I'd love to see what kind of interpretation I would make up for the dreams I came up with for myself.

Li Yating suddenly took out her mobile phone, dialed the number and put it in her ear to listen, and no one answered until dozens of seconds later. Call again, and it's already turned off.

Needless to say, it must be Erlong's scum.

Li Yating gritted her teeth, went to the hospital to hang up the gynecology department, and the registered eldest sister frowned at her and asked her to show her ID card.

What I didn't expect was that she actually took out her ID card, and the information displayed on it was that she was already twenty-two. I really admire my imagination, does this mean that she has done a false certificate before?

After an hour in line, she entered the crowd room. In my current state, I should be able to go in and have a look. But I think it's better not to be so nasty even if it's a dream.

Suddenly, I felt something shaking on the ground below, and when I looked closely, I was shocked to a cold sweat, and it was all the soul of a baby with incomplete limbs.

Some of them don't know how long they've been hanging around here, but they've grown into three or four years old. Slippery, dragging his mutilated body, he stretched out his little hand to the young women in line, crying and hugging.

It's a pity that only I can hear their miserable cries, and looking at their faces full of grievances and fear, I can't bear to look at them anymore.

But in my current state, I don't even have a soul, let alone a physical body. I can't do it even if I want to close my eyes and cover my ears, I hate this damn dream, why is it so real.

When I was in a panic, there was a strong resentment in the flow room. I am very familiar with this grievance, it is the ghost baby that Li Yating killed at the beginning.

He has been reincarnated many times without success, so the resentment is about to become evil.

After a while, Li Yating's face turned pale and came out hunched. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the stainless steel tray inside, and on it was a pile of unrecognizable things, blood whirring.

Above the pile of things, a ghost baby with a hideous face and endless unwillingness and resentment was straining towards Li Yating, who was going out.

It's a pity that although he hasn't been born yet, he still can't change the law that the soul can't leave the body for seven days after seven days of new death.

The picture is fast forward again, after graduating from high school, Li Yating invited Bao'er to live at her house. As a result, he went to the toilet in front of a small temple on a dirt road and brought Xiao Hei back.

Li Yating was possessed by Xiao Hei and Liu Guofu, and his parents found Shi Shaozhong and Wang Dongyang. The two of them spent a day in the hospital, but they didn't see anything.

When they returned home, they reported the matter to the head of the hall, Wolf Tianxing. The next day, Wolf Tianxing personally took action and wiped out Xiao Hei's rectification on the spot, and Liu Guofu was beaten into the city of death.

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Shi Shaozhong and Wang Dongyang left, and Li Yating's parents thought it was okay and went home to wash clothes and cook for her.

The front foot just walked, eleven o'clock. Jin Gu came, controlled the dragon to confuse the three pregnant women to jump off the building, and then took away the soul to refine the child and mother.

The heavy evil breath alarmed the ghost baby in the flow room, the ghost baby had become a resentful baby at this time, scurrying upstairs and downstairs with resentment, and when passing Li Yating's ward, the resentment suddenly skyrocketed, and he pounced on Li Yating's body.

At the beginning, the Tao of resentment was not so high, which could only make Li Yating in a trance all day long. With the continuous inhalation of the resentful baby, the dead qi on Li Yating's body became heavier and heavier, and the yang qi became weaker and weaker.

His parents went around asking for medical advice and looking for Mr., but in addition to the liars, most of them were helpless to see it. It's been too long in the world, and the ghost fetus is reconnected with the lifeline of people and ghosts, so it's okay if you don't take it, and you will die when you take it out.

A year later, her belly was as big as a pregnant woman with Liujia, and the ghost baby broke out of her body, and she had been repaired to a baby, and Li Yating died of anger.

Seeing this, I thought it was over. Unexpectedly, the picture continued to circulate, and the infant demon found the second dragon, and with the infant demon with a strong Taoist spirit, the second dragon was tortured to death in just one day. The head of the Great Dragon's Hall Sect Master found out, but he didn't dare to stop it.

The infant killed his father and mother and committed the five felonies, and it didn't take long for him to be wiped out by the catastrophe.

Before I could make a sigh, my perspective quickly regressed, retreating to the opposite fork in the road, and then quickly trying to fly in the opposite direction.

It was Li Yating who appeared in her eyes, she stood at the door of the big hospital and called Erlong several times but didn't answer.

Registered, lined up, and the moment she entered, she suddenly broke down and cried. Advanced, she ran out of the hospital without returning the money.

She calls Boa, tells her everything, and then asks Boa'er if she can lend her some money, she wants to hide and give birth to the baby. Boa asks her if she's ready? She said she thought about it.

So Bao'er secretly helped her rent a house and gave her a sum of money.

The child was born, and he couldn't hide it. His father tried to beat her to death, but was stopped by her mother. She dropped out of school and worked to raise her children, most of which were actually supported by her parents.

Her life was very difficult, and her parents were dragged down before they reached sixty. She was already gray before she was forty years old, her child finally went to college, she was suffering from illness every day, she had no money to see a doctor, and she relied on analgesic tablets to persist.

The child finally graduated, got a good job, married a daughter-in-law, and was filial to her.

When she was fifty years old, she had already reached her old age, and in those years, her son and daughter-in-law were very filial, and her little grandson in infancy was also very cute.

Two years later, she walked away smiling. But at the moment of death, the bitterness in my heart is known only to myself.

She has no regrets about giving birth to a child and raising her, and she is proud of her original decision.

However, if you hadn't met that scumbag at the beginning, and didn't have a child so easily, would life have been decades of hardship, only in exchange for two years of happiness before death?

After the picture collapsed and the multicolored pieces refused, I met Xiao Aiyu and his mother. There is also a dark-skinned man with a very honest smile next to them, if I guess correctly, this should be Xiao Aiyu's father Da Pan.

Xiao Aiyu's father wore a straw hat on his head, a towel around his neck, and rubber shoes on his feet were covered with mud, as if he had just returned from the field.

Xiao Aiyu and his father sat on the kang, and there was a small kang table in the middle. Dad touched little Aiyu's head, and little Aiyu giggled. At this moment, Sister Guizhi brought a pot of dipping pickles and a plate of potatoes and stewed eggplant.

The light from the incandescent lamp overhead was very dim, and the three of them were eating with steamed buns, talking and laughing while eating, obviously it should be a very poor feeling, but what I felt the most was warmth and happiness.

Time passed, Xiao Aiyu went to the high school in the town, and his father went to send him money every month, but he only took half of it sensibly, saying that he hadn't spent it last month. In fact, half of it is only 400 yuan, and every day it is the steamed bread and pickles that are insisting.

Xiao Aiyu is very sensible and hardworking, and a few years later he was admitted to a university in a neighboring province. Except for the first year, he was able to get a scholarship every year, plus the money from odd jobs, and sent more than 1,000 yuan a month to his home.

A few years later, Xiao Aiyu became a department head, then manager, and regional director in a multinational company. He took his parents into the city, and knowing that they could not be idle, he opened a vegetable patch in the yard of his home and opened a supermarket.

The picture changed again and again, I saw Chen Fei, Xin Nandu, Liu Nanna and Liu Yong, Xiao Hei and Liu Guofu, and saw many life passes of people who were related to me, and there were two different choices.

Gradually, I felt that I was not dreaming, but realizing.

I have seen the bitterness and sorrow, the joys and sorrows, the birth, old age, sickness, death, love and parting, resentment and hatred, and I can't let go.

Gradually, I realized that this small part of what I saw was a microcosm of the whole world.

I seem to be longing to know what the essence of life is, and the Buddha said that our world is called the world of samva. Translated by Supo, it means to be forbearing. In other words, the suffering of this world is something we can bear.

If you can endure a lot of suffering, then there will be a lot of suffering. Why do people start to suffer when they are born?

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