Chapter 234 Love deeply, hurt painfully

took care of Gu Yanbai in the hospital for several days, and after Gu Yanbai's condition improved, Su Yimo went back to Gu's house to pack some change of clothes. Although she no longer admits it, and no longer wants to see Gu Yanbai, she can only endure it now.

In the gap between packing up the clothes, Su Yimo was looking at the clothes. I remember the last time I was packing my things, there weren't so many things happening, and I didn't feel so much. But in an instant, it seemed as if everything had changed drastically.

The room is well lit, and when the sun rises, you can see the sunlight shining through the curtains at first glance. It's warm, and it makes people wake up with an inexplicable sense of relief. Being able to see such beautiful sunshine every morning seems to be full of motivation. I don't feel how scary it is when I face any difficulties. It's like a meter of sunlight that brings infinite energy.

But now, when Su Yimo faced the sunshine in the room again, her heart was infinitely sour, the same thing, different moods, and the feelings brought by it were also very different.

I can't say that it feels better, I can only say that providence makes people.

Su Yimo sat on the edge of the bed, next to the clothes she had just packed.

She still has to return to Gu Yanbai's side to take care of him after all, as long as his injury is not healed for a day, she will take care of him for a day. After all, he also suffered that knife because of her.

However, this does not atone for sin.

There is nothing in the world that can be exchanged for equal value, and if you are injured, you can't return it to the other party and wipe it out. After all, the pain is still real, and the wound is still there.

Now Su Yimo's whole heart seemed to be tormented on fire.

On the one hand, she really wants to give An An a warm family. has a father and a mother, but on the other hand, she is still very cold to Gu Yanbai.

As soon as she closed her eyes, she remembered the mistake she had made, and the injuries she had suffered.

If loving someone is a mistake, she is really wrong.

Because, Gu Yanbai just blindly hurt her, and didn't pay a little emotion. From beginning to end, it was her one-man show, like a clown, who was wantonly ridiculed by him and Ling Feiyan, obviously wanting to open her mouth to argue, but found that she couldn't do anything. It turns out that loving someone is so humble.

It used to be said online that when you love someone, you lose in front of her/him.

Because you will always consider the other party's feelings a little more, no matter whether you are happy or not, as long as the other party thinks it is good, you will be inexplicably happy, which is also a manifestation of a person who loves a person miserably, Su Yimo is such a person.

If you love too deeply, you will be hurt deeply.

Until now, she still can't forget and can't forgive.

Since ancient times, there have been many such women. Isn't that world-famous talented girl Zhang Ailing also in love with Hu Lancheng? For him, she was willing to be humbled like a flower blooming in the dust, and she has always been so humble.

However, her humility did not hold his heart firmly.

The final ending is not the same tragedy.

Because Zhang Ailing loves her so much, she is a little shorter in front of Hu Lancheng, so she is destined to be hurt. In front of Gu Yanbai, Su Yimo was also so humble. Gu Yanbai didn't know how to cherish it, and then he lost her and hurt her.

Su Yimo really doesn't want to experience that kind of injury again, the so-called lesson from the past.

There is no guarantee of what will happen in the future, whether it will be good or bad, and it cannot be predicted. The only thing you can do is run away. Once you escape from such a source of danger, no matter how big the injury is, it will not affect your body, at least you can still save your heart.

In the hospital, when Gu Yanbai woke up from his sleep, there was no longer Su Yimo by his side. already

I am used to waking up and can see that beautiful figure wandering around me, busy. It is an indescribable sense of well-being, a sense of happiness that exists with the vitality of the day.

Suddenly, another day, such a sense of happiness was inexplicably diluted, Su Yimo beside him had disappeared, and Gu Yanbai's heart was empty.

Judging from the attitude they have been getting along with recently, Su Yimo has always been very cold to him, which makes him feel very hurt. But when he thought of the previous events, he began to feel relieved again, and what soured in his heart was the sourness of several years.

Now that Su Yimo was cold to him, he already felt very hurt, thinking that he was cold to Su Yimo before, not to mention being cold, a feeling called distress began to spread.

Why didn't you come to your senses earlier? Is it really like that, until you lose it, you don't know how to cherish it, otherwise you have been squandering it fearlessly.

Inexplicably sad, Gu Yanbai remembered what Su Yimo said about going home. Thinking of this, he couldn't help laughing at himself again. didn't expect that he was already a soldier to such a point, it seemed that as long as he didn't see her at a glance, his heart would not be steady.

The conditions in the hospital were so poor that she always had to go back. Gu Yanbai covered his chest, and the injuries there were getting better little by little. However, the visible wounds on the body have healed, but when will the invisible wounds in the heart be healed?

Go to the window and open it. Without the barrier of the window, the wind outside the window suddenly blew in the face, blowing away the stuffy air in the ward.

Looking out of the window, there is a park in the hospital, and when the weather is nice, many patients go out for a walk accompanied by their families and nurses at the hospital.

In the park, people are walking slowly, and the air is full of lazy smells. On such a sunny summer day, it is also a pleasure to emit it.

Looking at those peaceful people, Gu Yanbai was in a much better mood. Happiness can be contagious, as long as you are in a happy environment, then sadness will not stay forever.

Just then, there was a knock on the door. Gu Yanbai's first reaction was Su Yimo, but when he thought about it, if it was really her, then she would come in directly, instead of knocking on the door.

His instinct told him that the person who came couldn't be a nurse either. This point in time is not the time to change dressings, nor is it the time point to make room rounds, so who is it?

"Come in." Although he was uncertain about the identity of the person who came, Gu Yanbai still allowed the other party to come in. In any case, they came to see him, and there was no need for him to drive people away.

"Squeak", the door opened, and a woman who thought she was gorgeously dressed came in. The rich perfume made Gu Yanbai frown, because Su Yimo would not wear such a strong perfume, which made people smell uncomfortable.

"Ling Feiyan, why are you?"

Gu Yanbai also couldn't believe that the person who came could be Ling Feiyan, the woman who gave him a knife. Since he was hospitalized, he hadn't seen Ling Feiyan, and subconsciously, he had automatically excluded this person from his mind.

Anyway, while Gu Yanbai was angry with himself, he didn't have good thoughts about Ling Feiyan. Back then, if it weren't for her, how could he and Su Yimo be so difficult.

From the moment she entered the door, Ling Feiyan felt Gu Yanbai's unwelcome. She felt a little hurt in her heart, but she didn't show it. No matter what Gu Yanbai did to her, in her heart, she wanted to be with him.

The knife on Gu Yanbai's body was given by her, but she didn't mean it. If it weren't for Su Yimo, she wouldn't have taken out that knife.

"Yanbai, I'll come to see you." Ling Feiyan said cautiously.

Needless to say now, she also knows that she is nothing in Gu Yanbai's heart. Now she came here, just to fight for herself again. Until the last moment, she won't give up so easily.

Gu Yanbai looked coldly at the watery woman in front of him, at the beginning, he was not so stupidly deceived by her appearance. He paid a terrible price for this deception.

"Why, do you want to see if I'm dead? Your knife was really merciful, and it didn't kill me. "Turn around and go back to the hospital bed. If Ling Feiyan could have a little eyesight, she shouldn't ask more and say more when she saw that he was already lying on the hospital bed.

For a woman he hates, Gu Yanbai will never be soft-hearted. Some people can't be soft-hearted. For example, her, Ling Feiyan.

The words that came out of Gu Yanbai's mouth, in Ling Feiyan's eyes, were like thousands of years of ice, slashing at her heart one by one. Those pains are also unspeakably wounded, and you can't see the blood, you can't see the wounds, but they really hurt.

"Yanbai, do you have to say that?" Obviously, Ling Feiyan doesn't have that good eyesight, or rather, she won't leave even if she knows it.

Gu Yanbai frowned, he didn't want to deal with Ling Feiyan yet. This woman is not a fuel-efficient lamp. "What do you want to say, you still want to give me another knife, let me have a thorough one."

Ling Feiyan's face turned pale, God knows, the person she didn't want to hurt the most was Gu Yanbai. She loved him for so many years. For him, she did not hesitate to do so many things, and even gave her most important things.

That day in the study, she didn't really want to bayonet his body. Because she knew that she couldn't do it, although she hated Gu Yanbai for loving Su Yimo, and she could even give up her life for Su Yimo. But if she really wanted to hate, she still chose to hate Su Yimo.

Because her biggest rival in love is Su Yimo, if Su Yimo doesn't appear, she is Gu Yanbai's best choice. They will live well together, and there will be no more painful things.

"Yanbai, how can I be willing to hurt you. I love you, and that knife bayonet on your body makes my heart ache too. Why can't you think of me well, why do you only have Su Yimo that woman in your heart. Ling Feiyan finally cried.

Beauty weeping, it has always been lovely, but Gu Yanbai has already seen the ugliest side of Ling Feiyan, so naturally he will no longer have any feelings for her such a pitiful appearance.

"That's enough, if you're here to insult Momo, then you can go, I don't want to see you." Gu Yanbai had already issued an eviction order, and it was obvious that he didn't want to say a word to Ling Feiyan anymore.