Chapter 235 Plea for Salvation
"Yanbai, why can't you take a good look at me. People are not born to be so vicious, but I am vicious, and I will never treat you. Concubine Ling begged and sat down in front of Gu Yanbai's hospital bed. I know that I have done a lot of wrong things in the past, but no one is a saint or a sage. You can't condemn me to death just because of the slightest mistake. ”
Ling Feiyan said the Tao, as if those things were what she should do, and she didn't think it was a big deal. Gu Yanbai endured the disgust in her heart, she had always known that Ling Feiyan had always been obsessed, but she didn't expect that she had been stubborn to this point.
If murder and arson are a trivial matter, then what else is the criminal law to do? If as long as you give someone a knife, as long as you don't die, and you will be fine if you bow your head, then what else in this world can be called a crime?!
"Ling Feiyan, are you still so obsessed until now? The things you have done will not be worthy of even death. Gu Yanbai said coldly.
"I confess that the things I did were sins that deserved death, and nothing could be done to make up for them. But, Yanbai, please trust me, everything I do is for you. ”
"Are you going to kill my beloved woman for my sake? You're doing this, and it's only going to make me hate you even more. Gu Yanbai thought that Ling Feiyan had done so many things to Su Yimo, and even almost made Su Yimo lose her life. For that alone, he couldn't forgive her.
Ling Feiyan knew that Gu Yanbai was in love with Su Yimo, but when she said it from his mouth over and over again, her teeth were still itching with hatred in her heart. Su Yimo, how can she be virtuous.
"Yanbai, please believe me, as long as you return to my side, I will definitely correct it. I won't hurt Su Yimo again, as long as you can come back to me, I will promise you everything. Ling Feiyan cried and begged to grab Gu Yanbai's arm, as if this was a life-saving straw, once she lost it, she would also indulge.
By now, she had nothing left. If Gu Yanbai was also disgusted with her like this, Ling Feiyan really didn't know what to do. For Gu Yanbai, she has put aside her family hatred and can live up to her parents' expectations. Just for the sake of a Gu Yanbai, she made such a big sacrifice, can't he even see it? Or is there only one Su Yimo in his heart.
The more Ling Feiyan was like this, the more disgusted Gu Yanbai became. If you know today, why bother in the first place. If it was possible, he would rather have never seen Ling Feiyan, maybe he and Su Yimo would not have caused so much trouble for no reason.
However, once it happens, there is no going back. This is not a novel, when there is resentment in the psyche, you can be reborn again, return to your previous self again, let yourself be enlightened, and walk out of a different life path.
"You can forget those things, I can't. Also, I don't love you, and if you are barely together, you won't be happy. Gu Yanbai directly refused, he would never agree to such a proposal.
Now, Gu Yanbai is just thinking about how to make Su Yimo open her heart knot and reconcile. If he loses Su Yimo because of Ling Feiyan's affairs, then his life will be dark and lightless. He might as well not want this kind of life.
"Yanbai, no, I don't believe you don't feel anything about me. I've given too much for you. And Su Yimo, she doesn't love you, and now that you are hospitalized, she is not the same. Ling Feiyan retorted excitedly.
It was because of this calculation that Ling Feiyan dared to come here. She didn't know Su Yimo, but through her observation during this time, she also knew that once Su Yimo regained her memory, she would not forgive Gu Yanbai. And all this happened to be an opportunity for her.
As long as Su Yimo is not with Gu Yanbai, then as long as she tightens her grip on Gu Yanbai, there is still hope for everything. Right now, she can only take care of Yanbai's heart.
"Ling Feiyan, if you are here to talk nonsense, I don't welcome you at all. Also, you are wrong, Momo and I love each other, even if there are any conflicts now, it is all temporary, and it will be resolved one day. And you, I've never had a little love for you, and even before, it was just a little compassion. The last thing Gu Yanbai wanted to hear was that Su Yimo didn't love him.
Now that the relationship between him and Su Yimo is as respectful as ice, he has to admit that Ling Feiyan's words have entered his heart. Originally, Gu Yanbai thought that as long as Su Yimo agreed to come to the hospital to take care of him, then there would be a chance for them to ease up.
After all, as long as we are together all the time, there is always a chance to resolve the conflict, and the knot will not be entangled for too long. However, the truth is not as simple as he imagined. Su Yimo, from beginning to end, was dutiful like a hired caretaker, and all her movements were so flawless that she couldn't see any flaws.
That kind of conscientiousness made Gu Yanbai's heart throb, as if his injury was not on his chest, but on his heart. The bloody piece is scrambling to cover the wound, the pain is still spreading.
But his pain couldn't be told to Su Yimo. Maybe she understands, maybe she doesn't, or maybe she pretends she doesn't.
When will such a sea of bitterness be able to leave early. He didn't blame her anymore, but he really didn't want to become such an embarrassment between them. What's more, there is a child in the middle. It is said that children are sensitive, and as parents, it is always ashamed of children when such a thing happens.
There has never been such a loss, but Gu Yanbai knows that in this life, he is only at a loss when facing Su Yimo.
Isn't there a sentence that says that in this world, there is always a person who makes you feel that there are so many things in this world that you can't do anything about. Yet you are disappointed, you are sad, but you still can't change anything. has even been satisfied with such helplessness, which is probably really in love with that person.
Gu Yanbai was in love with Su Yimo, until he fell in love. But Su Yimo was probably hurt for love to Gu Yanbai.
In the face of Ling Feiyan's aggressiveness, Gu Yanbai was also weak-hearted, because now, he was also not sure how much Su Yimo's love for him remained.
There is only such a little space in the ward, and the distance will never be far, but whenever Su Yimo is by his side and her face is expressionless all the time, Gu Yanbai feels that she is far away from him at this moment.
But no matter how far away, Gu Yanbai didn't want to give up. Between him and Su Yimo, there is a problem, and the knot is unresolved, even if he lets go, he is also unwilling. Instead of waiting for the day when it would be resolved, he would rather drag it out like this.
"Ling Feiyan, you said that Momo doesn't love me, what evidence do you have, what qualifications do you have. Not all love stays on the surface. Gu Yanbai sighed lightly, very lightly, and when he was gently blown by the wind, there was nothing.
Outside the window, there is a sprinkled sunshine and laughter in the sky.
Where the grass is lush and the flowers are in full bloom, there is always a group of people's joy, like birds flying around, passing on the happiness.
Gu Yanbai carefully felt the happiness that did not belong to him, if there was his happiness in that group of people, then he would definitely say Su Yimo without hesitation. All his emotions are related to Su Yimo. And what Ling Feiyan said about her, this is a difficult question to solve. Love never distinguishes between right and wrong, good and bad. It's just that I fell in love with someone in such a time that belonged to love, and there was nothing good or bad.
Seeing Gu Yanbai distracted, Ling Feiyan was a little unwilling and a little jealous. She was unwilling to let Gu Yanbai never be able to concentrate when facing her, even when they had a good relationship before, she was still Gu Yanbai's well-known girlfriend. But at that time, Su Yimo's appearance could still make him distracted.
In other words, whenever others are by their side, they always think of the stalker woman Su Yimo in their hearts. In that case, why can't she repeat her old tricks, and what about stalking. As long as you can catch his heart, what difference does it make if you use any means.
Obviously, at that time, he didn't love Su Yimo, and even hated her, didn't he? But it was the man he hated who disturbed all his minds.
The reason why she is jealous is probably a kind of love that she can't do, but she refuses to admit it so clearly. A man like Gu Yanbai, how can she be worthy of Su Yimo!
"Yanbai, you should know that the reason why Su Yimo is still by your side is only because you were stabbed because of her. She takes care of you because of guilt, that's not love. If your injuries are healed, she will leave too. Ling Feiyan said.
Gu Yanbai felt the nerves in his head skip a beat, and Ling Feiyan's words were not unreasonable. From Su Yimo leaving the hospital alone, leaving no information, to finally she automatically appeared in his ward. He already knew, perhaps, that she really wanted to let it go. Even An An, doesn't she want it?
The truth is always hurtful, because Ling Feiyan ruthlessly exposed the truth in front of Gu Yanbai, because Su Yimo recovered her memory, those painful memories came with the truth, and there was a crack in everyone's heart.
"Yanbai, is it okay to come back to me. I've given up a lot for you. I can take no revenge, just to be with you forever. Seeing that Gu Yanbai was a little moved, she hurriedly added her own thoughts.
At that moment, Ling Feiyan felt that perhaps, the relationship between Gu Yanbai and Su Yimo was not so indestructible. Or to put it another way, there is no relationship in the world that is so indestructible.
There is no couple in the world who does not break up, only love rivals who do not work hard. What's more, now they are still a couple full of contradictions.
"Ling Feiyan, you keep saying that you love me. You ask yourself, do you love me or do you want to be unwilling? Gu Yanbai frowned and looked at Ling Feiyan, as if she was looking at something terrifying. From the beginning, you've always had revenge. Now, what other tricks do you want to play? ”
"Listen to me, Yanbai. I never wanted to borrow you for revenge, as long as you return to me, I can do nothing. Seeing that Gu Yanbai was about to get up and leave, Ling Feiyan hurriedly stopped him.