Chapter 191

"That's good, that's good." Ding Congxing could hear the perfunctory tone in Ding's tone, but he was relieved to know that Su Li could learn from female red.

"As long as you two are okay, then rest assured." Ding Congxing patted his chest, the smile on the corner of his mouth expanded a little, and said.

Ding's face was not very good-looking, and he looked a little serious, "I said it, don't worry about this side, Su Fu will not treat us badly." ”

The more Su Li listened outside, the more strange he felt, this kind of conversation didn't sound like an ordinary conversation between sisters and brothers, it seemed a little out of bounds.

Resisting the urge to push open the door and walk in, Su Li continued to put his ears at the door, listening to Ding's conversation, the doubts in his heart became bigger and bigger, like a big mystery, the more he investigated, the more he didn't know something.

"No matter what, this is also my child, I don't care, do you still expect the old man of Su Mansion to hurt, he has so many children, how can he feel sorry for his son." Ding Congxing said very dissatisfied, he cared about his daughter with good intentions, but he was disgusted by Ding, and he couldn't express his grievances in his heart.

Su Li's hand trembled a few times, biting his lip stubbornly, and he almost pushed the door open without holding back, how could it be, did he hear it wrong!

The discussion in the room continued, but just that sentence made Su Li collapse, just like the truth that he had always believed was suddenly overturned one day, and everything was turned upside down.

She is not Su Jinghong's daughter, Su Li's mind echoed over and over again, his eyes were a little black, his hands were holding on to the wall, his legs and feet were sore, as if he would faint in the next second.

"Keep your mouth shut!" Ding's face changed suddenly, and he hurriedly stood up, stretched out his hand to cover Ding Congxing's gushing mouth, and said in a low voice.

"Hmm, hmm." Ding Congxing's mouth and nose were covered by Ding, and he couldn't even breathe, and he wanted to say something, but Ding was too tight to speak.

Su Li heard his mother's anxious voice, his body was so weak that he couldn't support it anymore, and squatted down softly along the wall, his head leaning against the wall, and his eyes lost focus.

I really heard it right, I was not Su Jinghong's daughter, after so many years, I knew that it was Ding Congxing who I called 'uncle' in my veins, and Su Li couldn't accept this information no matter what.

All his beliefs, all the common sense he received, all the things he took for granted, all collapsed at this moment, and Su Li didn't even know which ones were true and which were false, and who he could still believe.

Su Li's body was like a withered yellow fallen leaf, constantly curled up and trembling, and asked himself in his heart over and over again, how did he become like this, why did he suddenly hear such news.

With despair in his eyes, Su Li had an empty feeling in his heart, one day, what you trusted, what you firmly believed, would suddenly be overthrown, this feeling made people feel lost and helpless in their hearts.

How did the people inside know that Su Li outside would suddenly turn back, listen to their conversation, and continue to discuss this topic.

"If you are listened to like this, how will you let our mother and mother live!" Ding looked at Ding Congxing a little angrily, and then looked at the location at the door, very worried that Ding Congxing's words would be listened to by others.

"It's okay, someone is passing by at this time, it's just you scaring yourself, after so many years, isn't it okay." Ding Congxing was not as sensitive as Ding's, and said grinningly.

But Ding's heart is always uneasy, for fear that the wall has ears, if it is heard, such a thing will make him never turn over.

"Anyway, I still have to pay attention in the future, be careful that the wall has ears, and I still have to pay attention to everything." It's not the first time that Ding has said this, but after a long time, Ding Congxing is not as cautious as he was at the beginning.

"You and I were originally a couple, who knew that creation made people, and now we have to be sneaky when we meet." Ding Congxing's tone was a little unwilling, but he still lost to the helplessness of reality.

was said like this, Ding's eyes also brought some loneliness, and the things hidden in his heart were hooked, and the corners of his eyes were unconsciously moist.

"Yes, when I think of the original days, I feel very nostalgic, after all, I was so carefree in the past, but in the end, I was defeated by reality one by one." Ding's tone was slightly choked, the reality is too cruel, and it can shatter people's dreams.

Both of them remembered the original time, and the two were together without guessing, and at that time, even a wildflower in the countryside would feel full of joy.

"I still remember, you said that you hired flowers, and you said that I would not marry." Ding smiled and smiled, but there were some crystal tears in his eyes, and his face was not as strong as those hypocrisy, and there was a little more shyness and a little dependence of a little woman.

That time became the most beautiful, the purest one, but also buried in the bottom of my heart and unwilling to recall, the more beautiful, the more it can set off the cruelty that appears, the more there is a huge contrast, which makes people feel a little sad, but there is no way to change it.

"It's my fault, I don't have the ability, I can't even tell others, the two of us are not related by blood at all, and I can't even say this, and if I say it, it may be a luxury to even meet." Ding Congxing resented himself a little, resented his background, resented many things and couldn't help himself, except for obeying the arrangement, he was powerless to resist.

"Don't talk about it." Ding took out a clean handkerchief and gently wiped the corners of his eyes a few times, his heart was so sour, he couldn't help but think of his current life, and he choked up even more.

Originally, I fantasized about getting married, and I didn't look forward to ten miles of red makeup, but I just hoped that it would be bland, two people would take care of the fields carefully, and the children would play around them, which would be enough.

But......

"I hate that I don't have any power, when you married into Sufu as a concubine, I couldn't even find out what to say, I could only watch you put on your wedding clothes and marry someone else's wife." Ding Congxing suppressed his emotions, since Ding's marriage, he secretly hated himself every day and night, hating that fate was unfair.

The official level crushed people to death, I have to say that this sentence is indeed true, Ding Congxing is just a commoner, who those officials want to marry, in front of them, they are ants, and they can't be stopped.

"Don't say it, it's all over, isn't it." Ding's eyes were red, and he could barely speak, since he married to Sufu, he washed his face with tears every night, but what could he do, in the end, he still had to wipe away his tears, continue to face such an intriguing life, and disguise himself tightly.

It's been a long time since he completely released his emotions, Ding can't remember clearly, since he entered the Su Mansion, he has been living in a decent and stable yard, and he can no longer find himself who was once full of smiles.

"Yes, it's all gone, but I can't forget it, it's the biggest regret in my life." Ding Congxing felt powerless for a while, and he was powerless to fight against the arrangement of fate.

In the past few years, the two of them have met in the name of 'sister and brother', hiding from the people of Sufu like thieves, for fear of being discovered, and such a sneaky feeling makes people feel even more uncomfortable.

Ding Congxing is a big man, when he said this, his voice was a little choked, and his eyes were slightly red, "As long as I can see you two, I don't want anything else, I just hope you two are well." ”

Su Li, who had been squatting outside, felt a burst of sourness in his heart, his original impression of Ding Congxing had changed a lot at this moment, listening to the conversation between the two people, he couldn't help but feel a burst of bitterness in his heart.

However, when Su Li was shocked that he was not a child of Su Fu, in addition to a moment of sadness and loss, there was also a faint joy that he was not Su Jinghong's child, that is, he had no blood relationship with Su Rui!

In that case, he will have no blood bond with Su Rui, will he and his eldest brother have more possibilities, if the eldest brother knows, will he accept himself because of this.

Su Li's heart was very conflicted, on the one hand, it was difficult to accept that his father, who had been called for so long, was not his biological father, but on the other hand, he was secretly happy, and the possibility of himself and his eldest brother was a little greater.

The two emotions were mixed together, and Su Li couldn't tell for a while whether this secret was good or bad for him, or both, Su Li covered his mouth, and his cold fingertips took away the temperature on his cheeks, which made Su Li sober up a little.

Ding was a little silent, no matter how prosperous Su Fu was, no matter how worry-free he was about food and clothing, it was not the life he wanted, but the simple life he wanted became a luxury.

"Don't cry, don't talk about it." Ding Congxing looked at Ding Shi lying on the table, her body trembled violently, as if she was enduring the interference of these emotions, Ding Congxing couldn't help but feel a tingling sensation in her heart, and gently wrapped her arms around Ding from behind and said.

Compared with the original beauty and the present, with such a big gap, Ding's heart is naturally uncomfortable, and the accumulated grievances in his heart suddenly burst out.

"You'd better find a good girl earlier, you're going to get married after all." Ding Shi choked up violently, raised his head, his eyes were bloodshot, tilted his head slightly, looked at Ding Congxing and said.

God knows, when Ding said this, his heart seemed to be torn, who was willing to push out his beloved, but if not, then what else could he do, he was already a member of the Su family, and he couldn't let Ding Congxing accompany him alone for a lifetime.

"I don't, I don't marry someone else, it's enough for me to have you and my mother, I don't need other people, you don't know my heart for you." Ding Congxing shook his head resolutely, he would rather be alone for the rest of his life, silently waiting for the Ding family, rather than re-forming a family.

Ding's tears flowed even more, how could she not know Ding Congxing's intentions, her own intentions were the same, they had never changed, but it was a pity that the gap between them could not be crossed.

"But can't you always be like this, never marry, and be alone?" The more Ding thought about it, the more sad he became, although he also hoped that Ding Congxing could accompany him, but he couldn't really let Ding Congxing not get married for the rest of his life.

Ding's concerns about these things are not unreasonable, but Ding Congxing doesn't care at all, with Ding's in his heart, he is already full, and there is no place to put other people.