Chapter 192

"I have you, I still have a son, although this matter can't be said, but it's enough for the two of us to know, so it's satisfying." Ding Congxing gently patted Ding's hair a few times, and said as if soothing.

Ding Shi couldn't hold back his surging emotions anymore, and threw himself into Ding Congxing's arms, crying silently, tears wet his navy blue clothes, and his body kept trembling in Ding Congxing's arms.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm here." Ding Congxing gently hugged Ding's and comforted him softly, feeling the thin and small body in his arms, he was a little distressed, and he didn't know how much he had suffered during this time, as if he was a little thinner than before.

Su Li's mood was not much better, he pricked up his ears, for fear of missing the slightest news, he was a little uneasy in his heart, and he was slightly relieved when he saw that no one was passing by.

There was no sound of conversation in the room, only the crying that was extremely suppressed came out faintly, Su Li listened to such a suppressed cry, and his heart was also a little depressed and uncomfortable.

Ding cried for a while, his tears dried up, wiped his red and swollen eyes a few times, his eyelids were so swollen that he almost couldn't open them, he looked up at Ding Congxing, his voice was hoarse and he could hardly speak.

"Don't cry, if you go on like this, if you are seen, there is no way to explain it." Ding Congxing picked up the clean handkerchief and wiped the tears on Ding's face carefully.

Ding Shi took a few deep breaths, suppressed all his emotions, and pulled a smile at the corner of his mouth, looking a little reluctant, "If you ask, just say that they are homesick, and they won't feel anything." ”

"Well, don't let people see the clues, by the way, what I brought this time is what you like, and you can eat some at ordinary times." Ding Congxing pointed to the sack on the table, trying to divert Ding's attention and adjust the atmosphere.

"yes, got it." Ding's voice was hoarse, he coughed lightly a few times, and nodded in response.

Su Li heard the sound of pulling the table and chairs inside, hurriedly stood up, his head was a little dizzy, leaned against the wall, and slowly walked to the side, so that Ding could not let Ding find that he had been eavesdropping at the door.

Maybe it was because he had been squashing for too long, Su Li got up all of a sudden, his eyes were a little black, he dragged his unconscious legs and feet, and moved forward vigorously, and his heart couldn't help but shrink tightly.

"Let's go, it's not too early, you should go back early." Ding Shi took a handkerchief and wiped it on Ding Congxing's shirt a few times, and the tears just now wet the position on his chest.

"Well, then come back next time, it may take a long time, after all, you can't make others suspicious." Ding Congxing nodded, not caring at all about the large wet area on his chest.

"yes, okay." After Ding finished crying, he didn't have much strength in his body, and he didn't look very good in spirit, so he nodded a little cowardly and said.

When the two of them pushed the door open, it was empty outside, and there was no one, but fortunately, Su Li walked fast, and as soon as he walked to the corner, Ding pushed the door open and came out.

"You have to take care of yourself." Ding Shi looked outside, the huge courtyard was empty, and then he breathed a sigh of relief, turned back to Ding Congxing and whispered.

"Well, you too, I'm leaving." Ding Congxing nodded, turned around and left.

Su Li turned the corner, held his breath, and tiptoed back to his room, fortunately, Ding Congxing, who was full of thoughts about leaving, didn't hear the footsteps from the side at all.

After returning to the house, Su Li closed the door tightly, his hands trembled so much, he buried himself in the quilt, his mind was a mess, and he couldn't figure out why.

He didn't have a blood relationship with his eldest brother, Su Li had become a little numb from the shock at the beginning, and slowly accepted the news, he was not Su Jinghong's child, but Ding and Ding Congxing, if Su Li hadn't heard the news today, he might not know who his biological father was for the rest of his life.

"Big brother, what should I do, what should I do." Su Li was lying on the quilt, looking at the front with his eyes blankly, and kept muttering, now that he didn't even have a person to talk to, he was a little overwhelmed.

Originally, when Su Li first heard it, he was shocked by his mother's approach, and he looked at Ding's decent, no one would have thought that Ding would do such a thing.

said that it was disappointment, complaining, and incredible, Su Li had such emotions, but it was also mixed with joy at the news.

Should you thank yourself for hearing the news, maybe it's wrong for you to have this idea, after all, this is Ding's out of the wall, so he has himself, Su Liming knows that his idea is wrong, but at this moment, he is actually a little grateful to his mother.

Fortunately, fortunately, he and Su Rui are not related, and fortunately, he can still have a trace of fantasy, is this not the case, the eldest brother can't refuse himself.

The feelings in Su Li's heart are like crazy vines, crawling all over his chest, making this feeling that can't see the light grow even more uncontrollably, and giving such a deformed feeling a little more hope.

Big brother, big brother, is it so that I can be closer to you, is it so that I can stand with you in the open.

Su Li couldn't suppress the thoughts in his heart, and there was a little more smile on his face unconsciously, and when he thought that he might be a little closer to his eldest brother, Su Li couldn't help but feel happy.

In this way, the eldest brother is his own, so that no one will snatch the eldest brother from him, so that he will not have to carry the forbidden love, and the stone pressed in Su Li's heart seems to be lightened a little.

I don't know if the eldest brother will be equally happy Su Li secretly thought to himself, if the eldest brother knew the news, would he be in the same mood as himself, and would he accept himself because of this.

The more he thought about it, Su Li couldn't wait to see Su Rui immediately, tell Su Rui about this, and tell Su Rui about his feelings, which is definitely not just a simple matter as brother and sister.

However, will Su Rui really have the same reaction as himself?

Su Li couldn't be sure, and was even worried about hearing Su Rui's scolding, as if no matter what he did, Su Rui couldn't understand his feelings, and if he was rejected again, Su Li couldn't be sure if he would collapse.

On the other side, after closing the door, Ding sat alone in front of the dresser, carefully tracing his outline in front of the bronze mirror, holding the fat powder, covering the red and swollen eye circles, and covering the face of the crying flower just now.

After cleaning up, Ding Shi made sure again in front of the bronze mirror, if it wasn't for careful observation, there would be no traces of crying at all, so he breathed a sigh of relief and pushed the door open and went out.

"Come here." Ding walked outside the courtyard and saw a maid, stretched out her hand to greet her, and said in a slightly hoarse voice.

"Third lady, what's wrong?" The maid walked up to Ding's side, bowed her head slightly, and asked.

Ding Shi looked around, but he didn't see Su Li's figure, and he was a little worried, for fear that the conversation just now would be heard, and he was a little uneasy.

"Where's the third lady?" Ding coughed softly, his eyes a little unopened, but the thick makeup covered the tiredness on his face.

"The slave maid doesn't know, the slave maid just came back from outside, and she didn't see the third lady." The maid thought for a moment, shook her head, and said.

"Well, okay, I'll see for myself." Ding frowned slightly, walked to the door of Su Li's room alone, gently slammed the door, and listened to the sound inside.

Su Li rolled on the bed a few times irritably, the bedding on it had been pressed out of several folds, his mind was full of Su Rui's affairs, and he was in no mood to think about other things.

The knock at the door came in one after another, and Su Li didn't have the heart to deal with it at all, his mouth was tightly pursed, and he didn't respond, and continued to think about the secret he had heard.

Ding's fingers were red, but there was still no response, so he had to open his mouth and shout: "Li'er, Li'er." ”

At this moment, even if Su Li didn't want to pay attention to it, his mother called him over and over again, if it was those subordinates, Su Li would ignore it, and now Ding came to knock on the door, which made Su Li's originally complicated mood a little more complicated.

"Well, what's wrong, mother?" Su Li tried his best to make his voice a little hoarse, sounding as if he had just woken up, and answered the door.

Ding Shi breathed a sigh of relief, listening to Su Li's voice, he should have just woken up, and no one should have eavesdropped on the location at the door just now.

"Li'er, it's time for dinner." Ding Shi breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and his voice was a little calmer, and he said to the position at the door.

Not to mention having dinner, now Su Li doesn't want to go out, the secret he heard has not been completely digested, Su Li is afraid that when he sees Ding at this time, the expression on his face will also be revealed.

"I'm not hungry, I don't want to eat, mother, I'll sleep a little longer." Su Li suppressed his voice, trembling slightly, but it was not very obvious, there seemed to be a thick tiredness in his tone, and his voice was much quieter.

Listening to Su Li's voice was a little weak, Ding was not reluctant, since it had been determined, Su Li was in his room just now, and he didn't care too much about Su Li's abnormality, not to mention, Su Li was relatively abnormal these days.

"Then when you're hungry, let them bring it to you, don't sleep too long, you'll lose sleep at night." Ding couldn't open the door, so he could only stand at the door through the door, and told a lot of words before leaving.

Listening to the footsteps at the door gradually walking away, Su Li rolled on the bed a few more times, the feeling that he couldn't describe, in short, he was very irritable, no matter what he did, he couldn't calm down.

Su Li's mood is very complicated, she doesn't know whether to be sad or happy, the sad thing is that for so many years, she doesn't even know who her real father is, and it is even impossible to recognize her biological father in this life, the happy thing is that she has no blood relationship with her eldest brother Su Rui, without this heavy shackle, can she and her eldest brother be together?

After thinking about it all night, Su Li had no appetite, and he didn't eat anything all night, and he tossed and turned, and he really had insomnia.

In the early morning of the next day, Su Li sat opposite Ding with two huge dark circles under his eyes, looking like he had no strength, and he didn't touch the breakfast in front of him.

"Why don't you eat it? I heard those maids say that you didn't eat yesterday's dinner. Ding Shi looked at Su Li without the slightest strength, and his mental state was not good, so he asked worriedly.

After a sleepless night, naturally he had no strength, and after thinking all night, Su Li's brain didn't move now, and he was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, but he couldn't sleep.

"Maybe I slept too much yesterday." Su Li tugged at the corners of his mouth, not wanting Ding to be suspicious because of this, so he casually pulled a reason and said.