Although I refused, I began to think about what Qiao Nancheng said in my heart.

What he said is indeed right, if I can really find a father for the baby in my belly, it will be very good for me and for the baby.

But I also know that things are not that simple, and if this father is not the right one, it is better not to have it.

Now this situation can only be taken one step at a time.

I slowly fell asleep in a daze, in my sleep I took my baby and a boy hand in hand and walked on the beach, the three of them were still wearing very popular parent-child clothes, the baby smiled very happily, a look at me, a look at the boy, but the boy's face, I finally didn't see clearly.

Suddenly, a storm blew over the sea, and it was only about ten minutes, and the clouds were thick, and the bean-sized raindrops fell on my body one by one, and I couldn't dodge it.

The baby may have been frightened and started crying.

I quickly hugged the baby tightly in my arms, who knew that it didn't work, and his crying was even louder.

"Mommy, Mommy," he cried out indistinctly, and I could only call him one by one, but who knew that the baby slapped me in the face, "No." ”

"Daddy," his voice was even more indistinct, but I heard it so well that my heart throbbed.

"Lu Yan," I subconsciously shouted, and even I couldn't help but be surprised when I called my name.

The figure not far away was obviously stunned for a moment, and then slowly turned around, it turned out to be Shen Yu!

How could it be, I subconsciously took a few steps back, and the shock in my heart was gone.

"Why you," I said, swallowing a little hard.

"Ruolin, don't you dare to admit it?" He stared at me, pressing on me step by step.

"Me," I looked around, and found that there was an extra wall behind me, and I had no way to retreat.

Looking at each other, through Shen Yu's eyes, I saw me with my eyes full of horror.

Shen Yu's hands suddenly stretched out, as if they were going to choke my neck fiercely.

His eyes were scarlet, and his expression was hideous, so I didn't have time to think about it so much, and I turned around to leave.

"Ah," Finally, my neck was choked by him, I couldn't even breathe, I coughed violently, and the child was also dropped to the ground, his cry made me heartbreaking, but I was pinned down by Shen Yu.

"Why," he swayed my body back and forth, "tell me, why." ”

"Ahem," I coughed, "I'm not," and suddenly, I felt a teardrop fall from the corner of my eye, and then, a second, a third.

"Ah, don't," I shouted, suddenly opening my eyes.

It turned out to be a dream, but fortunately it was a dream, and I thought so while feeling relieved.

However, why did I have such a dream, after a little better, I couldn't help but think like this, why did I subconsciously think that the man was Lu Yan, and why Shen Yu appeared in my dream.

I really had insomnia.

I don't know if it's psychological, but I felt a little guy roll inside my stomach.

"What's going on?" I was subconsciously startled, and my hand unconsciously put it on my belly, "Could it be that there is a fetal movement at this time?" ”

But soon I shook my head, according to the doctor's calculations, now my baby is only two months old, and it is impossible for the fetus to move.

"But why isn't there morning sickness?" I lie on the hospital bed and listen to the voices outside from time to time, which makes the night even quieter.

When I had Xuanxuan before, I had severe morning sickness, and it was Lu Yan who was not at home all day, and even if he was at home, he basically ignored me, and I worked very hard alone.

But now, instead of that strong reaction, that feeling is not very real.

I fell asleep again in a daze, but after all, I was in the hospital, and my sleep was still very light, and I was awakened by the sound of noisy footsteps outside as soon as it was dawn.

I vaguely heard them talk about something about Lu Yan, and I got up to go over and see what was going on.

Following in the footsteps of the nurses, I came to the outside of the intensive care unit.

One by one, they were pushed in, and my heart was pounding together.

"Lu Yan, you must not be fine," I prayed silently in front of me, "Wasn't you very powerful before?" Aren't you going to bully me, don't lie there if you have the ability, get up now if you have the ability. I thought hatefully.

The doctors wanted to call the other patients' families, so I stopped them and stretched my stomach in front of me, "I'm his fiancée, come to me if you have anything." ”

The doctors looked at each other, but they couldn't resist my toughness, so they nodded.

"If there is no accident, the patient will be awake yesterday afternoon or evening, and at that time there will be no problem and you can return to the general ward, who knows that just now, the patient's brain waves have been abnormal, and we can't detect the band inside, and now we need to force the click method, but it faces some dangers, so it needs to be signed by the immediate family."

Every word of the doctor exploded in my heart like a bomb, and I felt a tearing pain.

"Okay," I signed my name on the rescue notice, and sat on the bench outside like a walking corpse.

I don't know why Lu Yan suddenly looked like this.

"Why," I slammed my fist against the wall, but I didn't feel the pain anymore, because my heart hurt more.

"What are you doing here," suddenly, my hand was held in the palm of my hand, and Shen Yu said to me gently, "We have to trust the doctor." ”

Finally, I couldn't hold back anymore and cried bitterly on Shen Yu's shoulder.

It may be that the pain has finally found an excuse to vent, and I no longer have any way to hide it, just like a child, lying on Shen Yu's shoulder.

"Lu Yan's family, where is Lu Yan's family." Just when I was so sad that I broke down, the doctor in a white lab coat came out of the room, took off his glasses with one hand, and rubbed them at the same time.

"It's over," I thought to myself, isn't that how it is played on TV, the doctor came out of the operating room, and said to the family with a solemn face, "I'm sorry, we did our best." ”

Shen Yu seemed to sense my nervousness, and he gently patted me on the shoulder, "Take it easy." ”

"The patient is not in danger for the time being, but he still needs to be supervised, so you can't go in for the time being." The doctor said it in one breath, even if I didn't want to hear it, there was no way.

"Whew," I breathed a sigh of relief, this is good, this is good.

"Thank you, doctor," the long-term depression actually made me laugh directly, and my snot flowed directly down because of excitement, and even bubbled.

I hurriedly looked for tissues from my pocket, but because it was a hospital gown, I came out in a hurry, so there was naturally nothing in my pocket.

"Aren't you stupid?" Shen Yu gently wiped my snot away, I was so excited that I somehow thought of the dream I had before.

"What's wrong with you?" It may have been my reaction that frightened him, and he hurriedly stepped forward.

"You don't come here," I hurriedly reached out to stop, looked at the doctor, squeezed out a forced smile at him, and turned away.

I know I'm embarrassed, but it's come to this point, what else can I do?

Because I fainted because of low blood pressure, so like last time, I could be discharged directly after a day of hanging bottles, and I did not leave after completing the discharge procedures, but came to the outside of Lu Yan's ward.

"I knew you were here," Shen Yu was really everywhere, and as soon as I turned around, he was standing less than a meter away from me.

"You," I opened my mouth, but he just smiled softly, "well, don't think about it so much now, since you've decided to stay, I'll wait here with you." ”

Looking at Shen Yu's smiling face, I was in a trance, and in the next few days, he actually rented two hotels next to the hospital.

"No, if you really want to take care of him, just live here, it's close to here, so you don't have to run back and forth, and the company also has me and Tongtong to help you take care of it, you can rest assured."

"But you have to promise me one thing," Shen Yu looked at me stubbornly at this point, and he didn't continue until I nodded in agreement, "No matter what happens, you have to tell me as soon as possible." ”

Looking at his firm eyes, I could only nod helplessly.

"Qiao Nancheng, I'll hand over Ruolin to you, you must help me take care of her." Before leaving, Shen Yu's mother-in-law pulled Qiao Nancheng to what she had been saying, and I was a little impatient, so I could only push him out in the end.

"I said you don't bother, okay, okay, I'll take care of myself, you better leave first."

The days in the hospital can be described as boring, although he has been transferred to an ordinary ward, Lu Yan has no signs of waking up.

The perpetrator has been begging for my forgiveness in the ward, but every time I hardened my heart and chased him away, if it weren't for him, Lu Yan wouldn't have to lie here all the time now, and I wouldn't have to worry about him every day.

Although I hired a nurse, there were some things I still wanted to do myself, such as helping Lu Yan wipe his body.

"Before me, you didn't like me touching you, but look at you lying here now, or I'll help you," after a moment of silence, I shook my head, "Forget it, I admit that I want to take care of you, okay?" ”

My mind was pulled back in.

"Do you remember, that time in the high school campus, you fell into the pool, there were many people passing by at that time, but everyone was in the same mood of watching the excitement, originally I also wanted to go directly with Lin Yuan."