Chapter 226: Deciding to be a single mother
Without waiting for me to say, Shen Yu directly took me to Qiao Nancheng's ward.
"I already know about my father, and I am his son anyway." Shen Yu half-squatted down and looked me straight into the eyes. "At times like this, I hope to face it with you."
My gaze became more and more determined, and Shen Yu secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
Shen Yu stood up and knocked on the door of the ward twice. Qiao Nancheng's mother came over to help us open the door.
"It's you." Compared with just now, Auntie's face is much better at this time. "The doctor said that Ah Cheng is no longer in danger of life, thank you for coming to see her."
I didn't speak, and Shen Yu coughed. "Let's go see Qiao Nancheng."
I know that Shen Yu's impression of Qiao Nancheng seems to be a lot better than that of Lu Yan. So at this time, when he saw Qiao Nancheng, who was also lying on the hospital bed, his face was much gentler, and even his always hard eyes slowly eased.
"Did the doctor say when you would wake up?" Shen Yu asked casually.
Auntie nodded. "Almost." She glanced at her watch. "The doctor said it would be about an hour or two to wake up."
Just as we were chatting, Qiao Nancheng's fingers moved.
"Look, the city is about to wake up." Qiao Nancheng's father's voice was a little excited, and he looked at us with a little choked up, "Anyway, thank you for coming to see him." ”
I took a deep breath, "Uncle, don't say such things. ”
Qiao Nancheng opened his eyes in confusion. "Where am I?"
"You've been in the hospital several times in such a short period of time, I really don't know what's going on." The aunt looked at Qiao Nancheng with some distress, and even the uncle's originally resolute face was a little moved.
I comforted them softly, but my own experience kept coming to mind.
I am like this, what reason is there to comfort others? I couldn't help but think with a wry smile.
After chatting with Qiao Nancheng for a while, Shen Yu took me and left, after all, he was a patient, and he still needed to rest.
"You're not in a better mood now." Shen Yu said this coldly on the way back. "Things are impermanent, I just want you to be happy, and if my father is here, he will definitely think so."
My face grew gloomy because of the secret I didn't know yet.
"Alright, now let's think of something happy." The two of us chatted all the way, and while we got back to the ward, the nurse came over.
"Just now the nurse said to let you come back, go to the doctor's office, and say that she has something to tell you."
My heart almost rose to my throat, and I glanced at Shen Yu, and his expression was not much better.
"Okay, don't think about it so much." Shen Yu patted me on the shoulder, "Let's go, maybe it's good news." ”
After knocking on the door, Shen Yu pushed me in.
"Doctor, are you looking for us?" I moved my lips and asked cautiously.
I've never been afraid of getting sick, but at this time, after all, there is a little life in my belly. I was so nervous I could barely breathe.
The doctor looked away from the computer screen on the desk and looked back and forth several times before nodding slowly. "It's you, sit down." He casually gestured to the chair behind his desk.
"The test results came out just now, and my guess was correct." He pushed his glasses. "The patient is pregnant."
When the question that had been hovering in my mind was finally confirmed, my heart suddenly froze.
"Really?" I took the doctor's hand hard, and at that moment, I got the long-awaited answer in my heart about how much I cared about this little life.
The doctor looked at me with a smile on his face, "The examination report is here, I can fool you." "Maybe it's because I'm in a good mood, but the doctor's smiling face looks like an angel to me.
I coughed and subconsciously turned around, wanting to share the happiness of this moment with Shen Yu.
Who knew he was looking at me with a serious face.
"Okay, we got it." He nodded to the doctor with some detachment. "Then let's go back to the ward and discuss it first."
The smile on the doctor's face froze directly.
"I didn't want to tell you so soon, but now." He looked at us without saying anything, "The pregnant woman's physical condition is very bad now, and from a medical point of view, we do not recommend aborting this child." ”
"What did you say?" My eyes widened and I stared at the doctor.
Although I am ready to leave this little life behind, that doesn't mean that I really have to give birth to him.
The doctor pushed his eyes, "I'm not joking with you, if this baby is not born, I'm worried about the future." ”
Suddenly, I felt my whole body freeze, from my hands and feet to my heart, from the inside to the outside, I could barely move.
"It's possible that you won't get pregnant in the future, or it's very small." Shen Yu asked me unwillingly.
"It's just a small chance. And now medicine is so developed. Even necrospermia can be cured, so don't worry too much. The doctor's eyes went back and forth over us, and she seemed to understand what she was saying.
"If you insist on it, we will choose the surgery that will cause the least harm to the pregnant woman and lose this life." His voice was a little muffled. "But these dangers should be informed in advance, so that the patient will not regret it later."
In just a few minutes, I literally went from heaven to hell, and the air conditioning in the hospital was always 24 degrees, but at this time I felt so cold. I shuddered.
"We'll go back and talk about it." Shen Yu said this in a low voice, and I also took a deep breath and echoed.
"I'm going to keep this kid." Back in the ward, this was the first thing I said. Ignoring Shen Yu's attitude, I was just emphasizing my thoughts, and I was also sure.
I have already lost my child Xuanxuan, and I can't afford to lose this one again.
"I know you're feeling bad." Shen Yu looked at me with some distress. "If it's uncomfortable, cry, if it's uncomfortable, cry, and the doctor has already said it, but the chance is very small, and it's not impossible, you can't do this."
"Don't say any more." yelled at him. "You're not, I won't understand at all, this kid is so important to me, I won't give up."
"Now is not the time to be pushy. Ruolin, I hope you can be well, too," Shen Yu said to me earnestly.
"If you're really good for me, then don't say it again." I said it categorically. "If that's all you want to tell me, don't say it now."
"You go," seeing what he was still going to say, I directly ordered the eviction. "I don't want to see you Shen Yu again, you want to kill my baby, so hurry up."
Shen Yu wanted to say something more, but I directly covered my head with the quilt and shouted loudly, "I don't want to see you again, you hurry up and let me go." ”
When the room was quiet again, I finally couldn't help but start sobbing.
"Don't worry, baby, no matter what others say, mommy will keep you." I said this to myself, to my baby.
It's been a night, Shen Yu really didn't show up again, I think he may be disheartened, he is for my good, I actually yelled at him like that, but for my own children, I can't help it.
It's Qiao Nancheng, who has already gotten a lot better, and after the treatment is finished, he came to my ward and started visiting my hospital after getting the doctor's permission.
"Really?" He looked at me with some surprise. "It's really amazing, I didn't even know there was a new little life in it."
I smiled in response.
"yes, sometimes life is so magical."
"And what do you do?" After a long period of pleasantries, he finally told the true purpose of his visit. "Do you really want to keep him?"
"If you are a lobbyist invited by Shen Yu, then I advise you not to say it again." I turned my head awkwardly to the side. "You know, I don't want to hear that."
Qiao Nancheng looked at me with a smile on his face.
"I know, so I'm not going to be bored." He looked at me with a smile. "And I'll stand with you no matter what."
"Shen Ruolin," said this, he suddenly looked at me with a serious face, "If you insist on keeping this child and don't look like a single mother alone, will you marry me?" I will raise this child as if it were my own. ”
"If you don't want or your body doesn't allow it, we won't have other children, and we will call it my blood and bones, and my parents will definitely try to be as comfortable as possible." He just looked at me fixedly.
To be honest, I did have a momentary thrill.
It's not that I don't know the pain of a single mother that Shen Yu said before. But the belly is my own baby, and I can't just ignore it, and it would be great if I could find a father for him. After all, in the secular sense, people still look at the children of single-parent families with colored eyes.
I didn't speak, but I was thinking about Qiao Nancheng's words in my heart.
This is not the first time he has assured me that way, and I have not doubted his integrity in the slightest, but does it have to be him?
"No," I shook my head slowly. "Thank you for your kindness, but," I took a deep breath. "Now that I've decided to bring it into the world. Then I am ready for a catastrophe, and I can give him a good life by myself. ”
Qiao Nancheng suddenly smiled bitterly.
"I knew it."
"Forget it, I won't force you." He took a deep breath and stood up. "That's it, what I said will always be valid, no matter when, you regret it, come to me at any time."