In the next second, I was hugged in my arms by a warm embrace, and although the fragrance of the laundry detergent was ordinary, it was very comfortable.

I breathed the air greedily like I had never had before.

But my movements were so familiar, not at all like the first time I had encountered such a thing.

Just when I was wondering, I suddenly opened my eyes.

The grievances in my heart spurted out all of a sudden, and I couldn't control myself, and I cried.

I know it's unseemly, but I can't find anything other than this catharsis.

I thought about it, and finally sat up and turned on all the lights in the room.

I sat there dumbfounded, not knowing what to do for a moment.

Suddenly I remembered that there was a photo album in the top box in my closet.

I involuntarily found a chair, stood up at once, and clumsily opened the box.

There's a photo album inside.

I took a deep breath and opened it almost slowly with trembling hands.

Sure enough, the first page was a family photo, and I was one or two years old at the time, so I don't remember when this photo was taken.

In the photo, a woman is holding me tightly, with a satisfied smile on her face, who else could the man standing next to her be besides my father?

He looked at the smiles on the faces of our mother and daughter with relief, which made people feel very familiar.

It was this man who pulled me up little by little, and my heart couldn't help but ache slightly when I thought about it.

"You left me as soon as I grew up, why don't you give me a chance to repay you?" I murmured, my hand gently caressing the man's face.

Slowly, my eyes focused on the woman.

It's not amazing, but it's a very attractive type of woman, and if nothing I expected, she would be my mother.

I still remember when I was very young, I always held this photo, and every time I waited for my father to come back from work, I would look at him expectantly, and I would look around behind him, and I was always looking forward to having a mother follow him.

But every time I was very disappointed, there was no mother at all.

Even I sometimes cry and shout, let him give me back a mother, especially when I see other children's mothers are very gentle and considerate, holding children and kissing and hugging, saying that it is false to say that I don't envy it.

When I get home, I tend to look resentful.

At that time, I asked him countless times why other children had mothers, but I didn't.

At that time, the man just smiled sadly, and then tried to direct my attention to other aspects, either to give me a lollipop or other dong, and slowly I stopped crying.

But the title of mother still planted a deep impression in my heart.

But slowly, this impression has grown older and older, and it has not been vaguely felt until now, if it weren't for this inexplicable phone call, maybe I would have acquiesced to the fact that I didn't have a mother in my life.

I took a deep breath as I thought to myself.

Suddenly my doorbell rang.

I subconsciously beat in my heart, faintly expecting in my heart, I don't know who this person will be?

Just rang the doorbell twice and it disappeared completely, as if it had never been thought of.

I was puzzled and wanted to go over to take a look, but I was hesitating when the phone rang suddenly.

"Linlin, I'm my mother, I'm at the door, don't you really want to look at me?" It was still the woman's voice, which sounded just older, and my heart moved slightly.

"Even if I beg you, open the door, I want to see my daughter." She was still pleading, but my heart hardened.

yes, she didn't show up at all for so many years, and now I don't need it at all, what else is she going to do? I thought this with some resentment.

"I don't want to see you, you better go back quickly!" I try to be as aloof as I can.

"Linlin, how can you be like this? I'm a mother. The woman on the other end of the phone sighed slightly, and at this time I had involuntarily stuck to the crack in the door, and through the thick door panel, I could also hear the sigh of a woman outside.

My heart beat suddenly, and I held my breath and listened carefully to the sounds outside and on the phone, as if that was all my mother's memory, and I was reluctant to throw it away.

"Okay, since you really don't want to recognize me." After an awkward silence, the woman's voice finally rang out again. "It's okay, I won't force you, I'll give you time no matter when you figure it out, just look for me at any time."

After being silent for a long time, the phone finally hung up.

I looked at the phone a little speechlessly and smiled bitterly.

Is this my mom? I couldn't believe it, but the reality was already in front of me, and I had to believe it.

"Why are you doing this?" Looking at the phone, I sighed helplessly. "It's been so long, what's the point of coming back to these vain heads now?" Angry, yes, I just hung up the phone and turned back to my bed.

I still can't sleep, but I've turned off all the lights in my room and I know he's seen me. I found it when the lights came on, and I would never give him any chance.

Even though you tossed and turned all night and didn't sleep well, I got up quickly when the alarm went off.

No matter how drunk I am at night, when the first rays of the sun shine on me in the morning, I must be happy and full of joy, and this is the promise I made for myself.

Fortunately, it was this little agreement of my own that saved me, and I was full of confidence and finally went to work.

First, I went to the TV station to check that everything was going smoothly and orderly, and my heart slowly relaxed.

After the last time I was sealed, I also knew, after all, the tree is a big move, I still have to keep a low profile in the future, so I have quit, although I still have some shares in the TV station, but I don't hold any front-line work anymore, just occasionally come over to guide the work.

After the check-up, it was almost noon, and I walked out of the TV station and was about to get in the car to go to my office when I saw a woman sitting in the world not far away.

My heart tightened slightly, who could she be besides the woman in the family photo last night?

I turned my head slightly to see that she was staring at me intently.

I turned my head to the other side, I really couldn't look at him, otherwise I wouldn't know what decision to make.

As if I hadn't seen him, I passed him and walked straight to my car.

"Don't think about it, it's like nothing happened." I tried to tell myself in my heart. "Come on, you're the best."

But even so, my heart is still completely messed up.

How can it be as if nothing really happened? The person sitting outside is my mother, my mother.

After thinking about it, I drove on the road and stopped ringing, the phone of the mysterious man.

"What's that woman's origin?" At the very least, I'll have to investigate before I find out.

He seemed to laugh.

"You've finally changed your mind." He didn't have any superfluous tone, just recounted such a fact flatly, and I didn't feel the slightest surprise, just nodded calmly and hummed softly.

"He's had a very bad life in the past few years, otherwise he wouldn't have thought of you." There seemed to be a playful laugh on the other side of the phone. "Isn't this woman a good thing? At the beginning, he deceived his grandfather completely, and tried in vain to threaten him with you, but the last time he was finally controlled and controlled. ”

She sighed slightly. "So it's better for you to take care of this matter yourself!"

I don't have to think about it, I know that from the glimpse of the one just now, I have seen that the clothes he is wearing now are still in the style of several years, although it is now summer, and the short sleeves are cheaper, but from his body from the inside to the outside is a shabby atmosphere.

It's not that I hate the poor and love the rich, it's just that such a woman suddenly came to the door and I really had to doubt his true purpose.

If there really is a mother, it is naturally good, and I will not object to it at all, but if he has other purposes, don't blame me for being ruthless.

Thinking so in my heart, I shook my head vigorously and sneered.

Yes, at this time, I still have a delusional idea of getting the mother's love that I have never had, isn't this a delusion or what?

I laughed at myself fiercely.

"Forget it, right? Don't do this kind of useless struggle in the future, if there is no expectation, there will be no more. Disappointing. I shook my head.

For these things, by the time I think about it again, it's already there. I came to the bottom of the company building.

I stepped out of the car and rubbed my eyes vigorously.

I found the woman sitting in the lobby of the company.

"Could she fly? Or do you have any long-legged skills? Arrived at my company so quickly. Thinking like this, I couldn't help but snort coldly, he was still a little low in my heart, but it seemed that he was really coming for me.

I pretended not to see him and walked straight past him.

"Linlin." She seemed to be waiting for a while and finally got impatient, so she stood up and shouted at me.

The colleague next to me immediately cast a curious look, and this time I couldn't pretend I couldn't see it.