Lin Yuan didn't realize that my thoughts had drifted away, and I was still looking left and right at something.

I didn't bother to pay attention to her, just watched quietly.

How long has it been since we sat down and chatted like this?

For the two of us now, other friends can't get together, the company's important meetings must be attended, and the necessary is just to study and should be, so how long is left for two people?

Although friendship is no more than the relationship between other lovers, it must be loyal, but it is also the same as any other kind of relationship, and it needs to be managed well.

As I thought so, I took a deep breath and tried to bring my thoughts back to reality.

"By the way, there's a new movie released recently, let's go over and see it together." Although I can't get away with other things, I still want to sneak a little away, or these are the most important things for me.

Lin Yuan was also very surprised, she obviously didn't think like this.

After a long time, she nodded slowly, "Don't worry." She came over and patted me on the shoulder, "No matter when you come over and want to do something, I have time." As he said this, he gave me a trusting look.

I took a deep breath and tried to calm my mind.

Coming out of the movie theater, night had fallen, and I was still immersed in the movie just now, when the mysterious man called me again.

I turned around and glanced at Lin Yuan, and she waved her hand at me very interestingly, saying that she was going to the toilet.

"What's wrong?" I found a secluded spot and picked it up.

"There's a woman looking for you, it's been a long time." The other person on the phone said briefly, "It shouldn't be finalized yet, but it should be soon." ”

"What do you mean?" I was very confused.

"That person, say it's your mother." I couldn't hear a ripple on the other side of the phone.

I was slightly stunned.

"But soon, she's got the last person," he said, still calmly, as if it had nothing to do with him.

I took a deep breath.

"Impossible." I said categorically, "Where did you know about it, didn't I ask you to investigate the matter about Lin Yuan or Lu Yan?" ”

I didn't believe what he said at all, trying to try to refute it.

"Okay Ruolin," he coughed slightly, "you should know, I won't give you false information." As soon as he finished saying this, a busy voice came from the other side of the phone.

Dududu, let me not calm down all of a sudden.

At this time, I saw Lin Yuan also coming out of the toilet from a distance, and quickly put the phone back in my bag.

"Who, call to find you at this time," Lin Yuan asked casually, and took out his mobile phone as he spoke, "It won't be Lu Yan, I still want to have dinner with you." ”

I looked at her noncommittally.

"Of course we have dinner together, how can we add someone else to our date." Even though I said this, the thoughts in my heart were even worse.

This Lin Yuan is indeed too wrong, she can be said to be a little too fond of Lu Yan now, and has been helping him speak, not because there is something in the other party's hands, there is only one reason, that is, some kind of tacit decision has been reached between them.

I continued to be silent.

"Don't you say I haven't noticed it, why do you like Lu Yan so much now?" I pretended to be joking and said, "Are you so casual?" I'm afraid I won't be able to get married. ”

Who knew that Lin Yuan's face really flashed with a trace of panic.

"Oh, why do you say that," she looked at me a little helplessly, "You know, for Lu Yan, you two have been in the eyes for so long, I just want to make you happy," she sighed slightly, "Forget it, if you don't like it, I promise not to say it in the future." ”

It's a very normal conversation, but it seems to me that something is always wrong.

"Forget it," I shook my head helplessly, "For you now, this is nothing at all, why do you know it so clearly, you should know very well what kind of person Lin Yuan is, why don't you let her go so much." ”

Thinking of this, I shook my head slightly.

A dinner can be said to be a matter of heart, although I usually don't like Western food, but after all, I haven't eaten for a long time, and such a petty bourgeois environment is really suitable for chatting between two people, so I still chose a Western restaurant.

After dinner, I went home in a hurry.

Who knew that as soon as I got home, I received a phone call, which was a local unfamiliar number.

I hesitated, thinking that it might be something related to the company's business, and finally picked it up.

"Is it Linlin?" The voice on the other side of the phone was a little shaky, and there was a hint of crying.

I was slightly stunned.

"Linlin? That's what my father called me a long time ago, isn't it? I didn't dare to continue thinking about it, so I quickly asked back who the other party was.

Who knows if she doesn't care at all, "Are you Linlin, that's right, I just heard the voice is, do you live in Building 8 of the Happy Community." ”

Listening to her report my messages one by one, I finally couldn't sit still anymore.

"Who are you, and why do you know this about me?"

The person on the other end of the phone was stunned for a moment.

"I'm my mother, Linlin, have you even forgotten me?" As he spoke, there was a sobbing sound on the other side of the phone.

Then I remembered that this evening I seemed to have received a call from a mysterious person who said that someone claiming to be my mother was looking for me.

To be honest, I didn't care at all, otherwise I wouldn't have forgotten about the past.

But now that this woman has really come to the door, and it seems that she knows me well, I can't sit still anymore.

"What exactly do you want to do?" I didn't let my guard down at all.

"I just want to see you, Linlin, don't get me wrong." As she spoke, she coughed violently.

My brain went blank.

"Mom? It's simply impossible. "I thought in my heart, my mother died a long time ago, and I still have black and white photos of her in my house, and my father also told me that my mother passed away shortly after giving birth to me, so he has always been very indebted to me, how could I suddenly have a mother after more than 20 years?

I felt like my worldview had been turned upside down for more than 20 years.

"Linlin, you can disown me, but you can't ignore me," Seeing that I didn't react for a long time, he said directly, "You don't know, I've been looking for you for a long time, you must not be like this." ”

I took a deep breath and shook my head.

"Linlin, mom is downstairs from you now, so you can come and see me."

I was stunned, and my heart beat violently.

See? Or is it missing? It was as if there were two little people fighting in my heart.

Finally, I took a deep breath and forgot it.

Since she hasn't appeared for more than 20 years, now that I'm grown up and can fly on my own, what else do I have to do with such a mother?

I take a few deep breaths as I think so.

"It's okay Linlin," the woman seemed to understand me very well, "It doesn't matter if you don't want to see me, after all, we haven't seen each other for so long, this is my phone, call this when you want to see me, I've always been there." ”

Listening to her babbling for a long time, and reluctant to hang up the phone, my heart tightened suddenly.

But finally I shook my head.

"Forget it," I said, taking a deep breath, trying to keep myself calm.

Since she didn't show up when I needed it most, now that I don't need it, what else is she going to come out for?

I thought so hatefully in my heart that my heart fell into my chest with a thud.

It's like something that's been ringing for a long time, and the dust has finally settled.

Actually, I have known for a long time that I still have a mother in this world, although my father has always emphasized to me that my mother has passed away, but the more he is like that, the clearer I know in my heart that it is impossible.

Now, she finally showed up.

Although I refused, it can also be understood as the reason why I am too weak-hearted, I have always longed for that kind of love, since I was a child, everyone else has their own mother, but I only have a father.

Although my father was also very good to me and regarded me as his little princess, it was not at all the same as my mother, and my longing for my mother never diminished.

I hated myself because I knew exactly what my heart wanted, and I knew that if she came to me a few more times, I would definitely relent.

But I can't be like that, because in that case, it would be a betrayal of my father.

I hate.

I tossed and turned all night, and I used all kinds of methods to calm my mood, but I don't know when, my nose suddenly became sore, and the next second, my eyes moistened.

"You can't cry, you can't cry," I told myself in my heart, but I finally couldn't hold back, and I cried out loud.

I really hate myself like this, as if all my previous cultivation has been in vain, no matter how hard I try, in such a quiet night, I have changed back to the little girl I used to be, hiding alone in a quiet corner, no one cares.

"Linlin, how are you, come, mom hug." As the voice rang out, I saw a woman coming from the sunlight in the distance.

I was taken aback.