Zhang Yang, who woke up again, had forgotten how long he had been asleep just now. got up and looked around in the corridor for a while, making sure that Shen Juntuo had left here, and she was not lost. The only thing that flamboyant does is well done. She knew that Shen Juntuo didn't belong to her, at least for now, even if all her plans were successful. It doesn't mean that she can enjoy the joy of receiving the goods comfortably.

in her heart. She is always preparing for her loss. She was afraid of that kind of pain, so casual enjoyment seemed to have become a habit for her.

"Auntie. Why are you here?" Zhang Yang turned around and saw Gao Lei's mother who rushed to the hospital. saw Gao Lei's mother appear in front of him. Zhang Yang's expression was a little unnatural, and his guilty reaction was particularly obvious, and he even didn't dare to raise his head.

"I'm coming to see you, silly girl. It's windy outside, so let's go inside." The old lady thought that she was controlled by this girl these days, and she had done so many boring things by SMS remote control, and she wanted to mock her a few words, but her face was bloodless. It's distressing to watch.

Zhang Yang, who was sitting on the hospital bed, didn't know what kind of topic to use to break the silence between the two. She didn't want to raise Lei, but sitting in front of her was Gao Lei's mother, and the topic between them didn't revolve around this man.

"Yang Yang don't have any pressure, in fact, life is colorful. It's not that if you don't succeed in something, you are doomed to failure." I don't know how to comfort this woman who is almost twisted in her heart.

Although she was on the hospital bed, her face was expressionless, and on the surface she didn't seem to have any emotions, but she might have just woken up and might be a little angry, but in Zhang Yang's heart, it was like acting out a long-form TV series, from the first time she met Shen Juntuo to the time she was sent to the hospital yesterday, all the scenes, all the dialogues, kept repeating.

"Thank you Auntie for coming to see me. To be honest, I was conflicted, I woke up and found that there was nothing around me, and I longed for others to care and care for me, but I was afraid that others would know that I had done so many things. will have the current end, I feel very contradictory," Zhang Yang felt that there was no trace of warmth in this room, which made her feel lonely here, but what did she have to do with her relatives.

When I was in high school, my classmates around me didn't have a prominent background or a family with hundreds of millions of assets, and I seemed to be out of place in the crowd. But along the way, her low self-esteem made her feel that only good grades in this group can be valued by teachers. She can only study desperately, study, study. The high cost of studying abroad in the university makes her have to go to the supermarket to work part-time every day in addition to classes, and there is no time to have a rich extracurricular life. During her days in Singapore, she didn't even have time to go to a place that required a ticket.

No, there is Gao Lei, and his harvest in Singapore is still Gao Lei. It's just that she didn't realize her harm to Gao Lei, in those lonely days in Singapore, it was Gao Lei who made her feel a little safe, if it weren't for Shen Juntuo's belief in her own will. Zhang Yang must be willing to accompany Gao Lei to change his past.

Zhang Yang thought about all the plans too beautifully. She didn't expect her to fall to such a point. Is everything in front of you what you dream of? For Auntie's words, Zhang Yang really fell into reflection.

Get up and take up the window. Zhang Yang opened the curtains, and the night outside was starry. But now I'm trapped in this cage. Have you really reached the point of mental illness? Zhang Yang was a little scared. Do you want to spend your days in this cold hospital room for the rest of your life?

"Kid. Auntie has always liked you because Gao Lei is willing to accompany you to do what you like to do. Auntie is very relieved that you can be with Gao Lei, but your current situation. The main thing is mentality. There are a lot of things you can have. Sometimes it's unfair to think about God. Gave you so many things that others don't have. But they don't tell you how to shine with these advantages." People who have always liked to tout, this time there seems to be a little sincerity in their words.

Someone has told Zhang Yang this before, but he still can't figure out what is the merit that God gives him, Gao Lei's mother can come to visit her son in the middle of the night, Zhang Yang also remembered his mother, his family's cultivation for many years, just hope that his daughter can not live a chaotic stall every day like himself. That kind of day of getting up early and greedy for darkness made Zhang Yang very resistant when he was a child, and he didn't dare to think about it until now.

"I kind of miss my mom anymore. It seems like I haven't seen her in a long time. Auntie, seriously. I suddenly felt a little ridiculous. In order for Lin Xiaoxiao to hire my mother as a nurse, I bought off the nurse, and in order to hide people's eyes, I let my only friend, my good best friend. to pretend to be a nutritionist." His mother, Gao Lei. Gao Lei's mother, and his only best friend, this is probably everything Zhang Yang has. All of them were agreed in one way or another to participate in this purposeless project.

"I think she's always thinking about you. Seriously, the reason why I was able to participate in this matter was mostly out of guilt for Gao Lei, for so many years, I thought I could give him a quality life, but I ignored too many things. I didn't even take the time to go to the park with him. Gao Lei was very autistic for a while. That's why he loves music." All of this is unknowing.

In Zhang Yang's eyes, Gao Lei is an omnipotent person, but is Gao Lei really that perfect.? Maybe it's just in front of your lover.

"Suddenly I feel that everything I have has been squandered by my own willfulness, and what I am pursuing may not belong to me in the first place, no matter how hard I try, it is in vain, and I even feel that I have reached a peak in life. I don't want to pursue anything, I don't have a goal". Poor child, in fact, she did nothing wrong at first, and her willfulness in the end did not lead to any substantial mistakes. Her willfulness can be forgiven, but she needs everyone's consent.

"You're young and you have a lot to do. Do you know the value of your existence in this society? In Dacheng Middle School. You are an excellent student in the mouth of the teacher, which is what many parents dream of. You have so much knowledge, why not give back to society. It's your family, not the man who gives you life." Thoughts as a mother. She expressed her most sincere thoughts. Zhang Yang would not have understood before.

"Let me think about it. I felt like I understood something." Zhang Yang has been dead for a long time. She can't make a decision anytime soon. After Gao Lei's mother left, Zhang Yang was left alone in the ward.

Zhang Yang opened his Weibo. It's been a long time since there has been an update on the status. Zhang Yang questioned his state and updated a sentence.

"Are people who like me pathological?" There are people in this world who are as infatuated as me. In an instant, hundreds of fans returned to her state. Mostly greetings but also casual insults.

Zhang Yang felt that he was a little tired. She is now thinking about what is the opportunity and position for her to realize her value. She was suddenly curious. What kind of woman is Lin Xiaoxiao, who can get Shen Juntuo's heart.

Zhang Yang wants to be willful for the last time. Since she has the courage to face Shen Juntuo, she also has the courage to face Lin Xiaoxiao.

Zhang Yang's phone book stored Lin Xiaoxiao's phone, but she never had the courage to save his name completely, and even changed one digit.

"Can you meet each other?" Zhang Yang mustered up the courage to send a text message to Lin Xiaoxiao. The frequency of her heartbeat was very fast, and there was no reply after two minutes, and Zhang Yang turned the phone to silent.

Zhang Yang is fed up with waiting. That long, purposeless watching time pass bit by bit. That feeling is an ordeal.

Lin Xiaoxiao, who received the text message, replied to the other party.

"Who are you?" All of this is probably only known to Lin Xiaoxiao thoroughly. But what kind of mentality should Zhang Yang use to face Lin Xiaoxiao.

"I'm Zhang Yang. Hope to meet you. There are important things." Zhang Yang told Lin Xiaoxiao his name very frankly. When his name was edited on his phone, Zhang Yang felt ridiculous. A book that can pour out your feelings like a diary. Zhang Yang never had the courage to name himself.

"Yes." Lin Xiaoxiao responded generously to Zhang Yang. Such a happy response was something Zhang Yang didn't expect, the two made an appointment to meet in the coffee shop in the square tomorrow, as for why they agreed to the appointment without warning. Lin Xiaoxiao also thinks that Zhang Yang is a different girl.

Lin Xiaoxiao, who has relied on drugs to sleep deeply for a long time, slept very sweetly this night. originally planned to go to the lake with everyone to eat barbecue, but after Shen Juntuo sent his aunt, he just called back and never came back.

But Lin Xiaoxiao also felt very relaxed. There is no burden in the mood, so that she sleeps very soundly, so that the next morning the complexion is so good.

"Long time no see." It is not easy for Zhang Yang to be able to get out of the hospital. Panicking that he would be caught by the doctor. Zhang Yang after meeting Lin Xiaoxiao. Immediately turned off his phone.

However, during this period of hospitalization, Lin Xiaoxiao also figured out a lot of things, in terms of life, work, and even ...... And also in the emotional aspect.

Perhaps, I have always been too careless. The many things he experienced during this time gave Lin Xiaoxiao a new understanding of everyone around him.