Chapter 166 Longing for Happiness
Shen Juntuo can understand Gao Lei's desire for life. He used to be confused and didn't know what feelings meant to life. I knew that when I met Lin Xiaoxiao, I realized that so many people said that the desire for happiness and the desire to harvest a lover are all a kind of good expectations, and it turns out that there is a person in your life, and it will be so beautiful.'
Arriving at the mouth of the alley where the car could not enter, Liu Dan searched for Gao Lei's residence with his memory. Along the way, I saw the marks I made all the way when I came to Ame for the first time.
"Didn't we come here once?" Shen Juntuo remembered that he had also come to Gao Lei's house once, but there were too many alleys on the road. Shen Juntuo can't remember this complicated route.
"yes, it was raining that time." Liu Dan easily recognized the correct route from the marks he had made before. Two men followed behind, walking.
"How can't I remember this route so quickly. You're a great kid. With such a complicated route, I'm afraid that Gao Lei can't find the door home even if he drinks too much." The old lady was already confused by the route of turning left and right. There are hardly any inhabited households in the complex hutongs.
"Haha. I'm here with Ame, boss. If only my sister-in-law lived here. You'll be able to memorize the route over and over again." Liu Dan said that he could remember the route so clearly, he was a little embarrassed, and began to use Shen Juntuo as a backing again.
"You kid just talk a lot." Turn the corner and arrive in front of Gao Lei's rental house. There is no iron lock on the door, apparently Gao Lei is at home. The old lady didn't know how to persuade her son. Shen Juntuo stepped forward quickly and opened the door. The clanging sound woke up Gao Lei, who was in a daze in the room.
When I opened the door, I was a little surprised to see Shen Juntuo and Liu Dan actually coming over with their mother. There was a pause of three or four seconds, and it was reflected.
"Come here and talk about it early. I'm going to pick you up, you're quite capable, and you can remember how to go." Gao Lei looked tired and seemed to write all the sleepless last night on his face.
The spotlessness of the room surprised the old lady.
"It's pretty clean in the house." The old lady looked at the room and saw that there was no one in the house, and made sure that Zhang Yang had not returned here, and looked around carefully, and there didn't seem to be anything that belonged to a woman. It is very certain that no woman has appeared in Gao Lei's life.
"I've been cleaning up these days. I feel that the house is clean and my heart is bright." Gao Lei is not preoccupied, but as if he has been hollowed out, has no soul and no ideas. There is no thinking. I probably only have the name Zhang Yang in my mind. No memories, no scenes. There is only one person's name. I can't even remember her anymore. Is it longing, or hating? Gao Lei doesn't know either. All he knew was that he was living like a walking dead now. There is no soul.
"I've already made things clear to this lad. A lot of things have been settled. I heard that Zhang Yang was in the hospital, and she was not very emotionally stable. I'm telling you. Sooner or later, she will have to face this day. She always said how uncomfortable she was when she was a child. But everything she is doing now is being vexatious and willful. This is the way she deserves to end." The old lady seemed to be hard not to be excited about the name Zhang Yang. Besides, she accentuated her tone to tell her son. All the things you are hesitant to do, I have done for you today.
"I'm in a better mood. You've come to stir me up again. I never understood how I could be so stupid. I knew it was a fire pit, and I jumped with her." Gao Lei took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket. Lit one yourself. Divided Liu Dan and Shen Juntuo. Got to the old lady here. I hesitated, but I still said something." Old lady don't smoke. My face is so yellow."
It can be seen that Gao Lei is actually a very filial child. He finally weighed it in Zhang Yang and his mother for a long time, and he still didn't want to be an unfilial person. What's more, his departure did not disappoint Zhang Yang.
"How's she doing?" Gao Lei looked at Shen Juntuo and asked about Zhang Yang's situation. Shen Juntuo knew that the one in Gao Lei's mouth was Zhang Yang.
In fact, in everyone's heart, there is a pronoun for her word. It can be good, it can be disgusting. Shen Juntuo didn't know how to answer Gao Lei's question. It seems that Gao Lei can accept it calmly. Zhang Yang likes the unchanging fact of Shen Juntuo.
"She was in the hospital and when I left, the nurse told me not to affect his mood and I didn't stay there. But don't worry, I've got you covered." Since knowing the truth of the matter, Shen Juntuo felt a little embarrassed. When he faced Gao Lei, he felt that he should explain something, but if he did, Gao Lei would definitely feel that she loved the wrong person for Zhang Yang.
After all, Gao Lei has loved her so much that he can't extricate himself.
"Don't mention the woman. Is that possible? Son, Mom is doing this for you. This time, I also hope that you can do it yourself. Zhang Yang is now in the hospital, I really didn't think that this girl couldn't have a complete conversation with Mr. Shen at all, she didn't have the courage. She had realized that she was wrong. What's more, her mental state is particularly bad now." In fact, the old lady never taught her son like this before. She always feels that filial piety comes out under the stick.
But over the years, my son has been fighting and killing outside, and I have heard a little about the things that are tyrannical, and the parents of the neighbors have taken their children since he was very young. Come and reason with yourself. After all, at that time, everyone knew that it was not easy for her to be orphaned and widowed. There's nothing to embarrass about it. has also repeatedly indulged Gao Lei, a kid who has always been such a savage character.
It's probably been a long time since I entered the society. He learned that many things can be solved in this society by not relying on brute force. Gao Lei began to learn to read some strategic books.
People say that they have heard a lot of truths but can't use themselves, and they should have perfected their age, but they have been hindered by emotional things again and again.
"Mom. I'd like to see her again." Gao Lei thought about it and still felt uneasy about Zhang Yang in the hospital, but should he appear in front of Zhang Yang at this time. Gao Lei is also confused. He ran out of ideas. He knew he had done too many things wrong with wishful thinking. There are still too many factors to consider before doing things on your own. For example, this time to go, is it a comfort or a stimulus for Zhang Yang.
"Yes. Son, I support you to go. Zhang Yang said at this time that he couldn't accept the stimulation. After you went, the woman must have been emotional. When the time comes, you'll either faint or go completely insane. Mom doesn't have a burden anymore." Of course, what the old lady said was angry. He wants Gao Lei to understand his wishful thinking. And it doesn't dictate the idea of flamboyance. And what he was able to do was change the mood of the flamboyant, or worse.
"Actually, Zhang Yang is a good girl, and there is no right or wrong in things. Seriously. I wouldn't have known what she was doing, if I had known or someone had told me. Things will never get to the point where they are today, and what she has done makes people not know what she wants to get. I'm a little confused." Shen Juntuo's evaluation of Zhang Yang, that's all.
"I don't know. All I know is that I'm willing to mess around with him. I don't know how I should look at these issues myself. After all, the authorities are obsessed." Gao Lei's words revealed that he did not pay any attention and make decisions. I just know that I haven't let go of the publicity.
"The bell still needs to be tied to the bell, but I don't know how to let her know what life is. Maybe it's fate. If it weren't for these things, I don't think we would have met, acquaintance." Shen Juntuo has always felt that he can know Lin Xiaoxiao is God's arrangement for beauty. But what about flamboyance? Everyone has a good memory in their heart.
"Leave it alone. I will still help you solve the matter, not that I am a person with the ability to solve it, but I will be able to calm Zhang Yang's emotions when I come forward in this matter. I can bring everything I need to say. Son, it's actually good to publicize this child., if she can realize her mistakes. Facing your own sickness, Mom is willing to help you two. I'll be fine in the future." The old lady's decision already seemed to be the best way to go. There is no doubt about it. The reason why the old lady wants to bring Shen Juntuo over is to let her son clearly understand that Shen Juntuo's attitude towards Zhang Yang let him know that many things are not your wishful thinking, and the other party can feel your sincerity.
"Mom. I just hope she's happy. I'm not obsessed with thinking like her. Haha." Gao Lei's smile seemed to be distressing calmly. Isn't he already in a state of obsession?
"Leave it to me." Seeing her son honestly in the rental house, the old lady was relieved. She also tries her best to do everything for her son. She knew what she was supposed to do.
However, Gao Lei doesn't know what happened, and all his mothers will be like this, although there is not much change. However, there are some differences from before. After all, it is a mother and son, and it can still be easily seen.
The arrival of his mother seems to have reassured Gao Lei. All he could do was wait. Wait for Zhang Yang to understand what life is and what is truly your own. It's not those vigorous love that are unforgettable, it's the long-lasting companionship that is real. What's more, speaking vigorously, Gao Lei has also been messing around with Zhang Yang these days.