Chapter 11 Food for Thought

Since then, Xue'er has been sending a steady stream of books to read, there is no library in the third middle school, and the network is not yet developed, many rural children in their lives in middle school only enter a good school, there is a way to read the four famous books and Chinese and foreign famous books, now many rural desperately want to buy a suite in the city, in order to give their children a good educational resources in the future, a good learning environment.

Xue'er's second uncle has a big study room at home, Xue'er calls her "Tibetan Scripture Pavilion", there are all kinds of books in the Tibetan Scripture Pavilion, ancient and modern Chinese and foreign novels, history books, inspirational books, entrepreneurial books, psychology books, almost covering all walks of life, Xue'er is also under the influence of the second uncle's erudition, literary writing has advanced by leaps and bounds, although other subjects are mediocre, and Chinese composition often gets full marks.

Since Shuying returned to school, Xue'er will write a letter to Shuying every day, and after writing, she will ask her best friend Huanhuan to transfer it to Shuying, although she is in the same class under the same roof, but after all, the graduating class, in order to hide people's eyes, Xue'er thought of this trick to darken Chen Cang's method, which can not only exercise writing, but also exchange ideas with Shuying, literature, hobbies, etc.

Shuying usually likes to read, but due to resource limitations, with Xue'er's help, his extracurricular reading has also been greatly improved, his literary style has gradually improved, and his composition and Chinese scores have suddenly improved to a higher level.

The best friend and the best partner should grow and progress together, if not, they should take him to grow and progress together, so that the worldview values of the two will be synchronized, the ideological boundaries will not exist, and the tacit understanding and ideological resonance of the two people will be highly similar.

After the high school entrance examination, Shuying fell off the list of No. 1 Middle School due to a difference of more than ten points, In order to save living expenses close to home, Shuying resolutely stayed in No. 3 Middle School to continue his high school studies, and another reason for staying here was that Xue'er's grades could only stay in No. 3 Middle School.

Before the first year of high school, Shuying was in the fourth class, Xue'er was in the first class, the two continued to communicate with each other, Huanhuan was still the messenger, every time Huanhuan dodged and came to me, and quickly stuffed me with stationery, for fear of being discovered, and then pretended that nothing had happened to say hello to Shuying and walked away.

Several times, Huanhuan secretly came over and asked Shuying, "How does it feel to receive a letter?" ”

Shuying smiled, "Do you know what spiritual food is?" This is the most nutritious food for thought. ”

"Then do you know what it's like to deliver couriers every day?" Huanhuan said unhappily, "I send you a letter every day, I am seen, if I am misunderstood, it will be ruined, if it weren't for my Xue'er's sake, I wouldn't have done this errand to give me money." ”

"Okay, when I get better, I won't forget you, brother" Shuying said good things in every possible way in order to stabilize the matchmaker in Huanhuan, promising to invite him and Xue'er to Japan to play when he made money in the future.

"Alright, when will it be?" Huanhuan replied sourly every time.

In order to do a good job in Huanhuan, Xue'er also put a lot of effort into taking her shopping, eating on strings, watching movies, and not falling behind every week.

All this happened because of the friendship between Cher and Shuying's classmates, and no one pierced the layer of paper, for fear of destroying this beautiful relationship, for fear of erasing a beautiful friendship. Let the revolutionary friendship be sublimated, how much courage and sacrifice is needed, make it a good relationship between the two people, and if you don't get it right, you don't know when you will be trampled on.

In this way, the back and forth correspondence soon reached the third year of high school, and due to the intense study, their meetings and correspondence gradually decreased. Due to the pressure of studying, Shuying often did not sleep well and lost a lot of weight in the third year of high school, and a month before the college entrance examination, Shuying took the initiative to write a letter to Xue'er, which is as follows:

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Cher,

My mind is blank right now, maybe I do it often, but I've never lost the thought of loving myself so badly!

Flashing memories can't grasp their own shadows, can't see through human nature, once cared about with time gradually faded, maybe the life of the care is destined to be worrying, in the fantasy of the confused growth of us, with innocence, seeking the so-called truth!

Childhood is a breath of air in the ancient forest, away from the dust and hustle and bustle. The sound of my mother calling us home for dinner, with wings in the twilight, caressed the tireless joy we had left on the sand. The ravines on the wooden door are a pile of cracks left by the never-fading battle for justice;

The wooden window that guards the arrival of happiness is full of excitement of vicissitudes. Tears are the sorrow of ignorance, carrying the devil's letter in the clear sky and stupidly glooming the haze, the cry of the last life hides the thirsty desire and cynical anger, the anger burns the so-called happiness that burns with reunion, we who are alive and about to collapse in the collapsed life, the angel puts on black wings, holds the devil's stick, and watches the disaster devour our souls with a blank expression!

The cold expression I pretended to be relieved by your smile was so untraceable, and mechanical language can never express the love in my heart.

Your fiery eyes, with a desire to find answers, drew out my love for you, and the little dog by the side of the road disdainfully searched for its beloved, bones, and naturally cocked its hind legs to pee, and the twin swallows that swept over their heads snorted away in disgust, and the rain proved with her cold body how fragile those words were. Courage is completely deflated in front of you, you cry, silent, speechless! I hesitate in front of love, and I can't find my heart, which is already full of yours!

Hehe, it's really going to become a love letter when it's written, and somehow, I suddenly want to vent, and some and nothing come out.

I want to talk about my life, a life of air, in a chaotic life, we live, courage is weightless in the face of death. I don't want to say more, one side of me is full of pessimistic garbage, and the other side is happy, I am a two-faced person, maybe everyone is the same, people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes! How many times in life can we live a good life according to our wishes?

Tired! Really tired! Materialism is too strong, and it is still yourself who will end up in the end, ask yourself, are you ashamed? I don't know!

OK! Written so much, it's all nonsense! Let's talk about you, I'm glad that you and that girl are back to friendship, and there is romance between friends, cherish it! Thinking of the "black box effect" in psychology, everyone's psychology has a locked box, so that there is a certain distance between each other, and the distance will produce beauty, and only then can people have the desire to continue to communicate.

This box needs to be slowly approached by each other to be opened, not too hasty! I can't do this well, anyway, let it be! Caring too much about the friendship between each other, we often inadvertently touch each other's black boxes, and so, the conflict begins!

It's been miserable for me lately, and the virus has come to me, which is nerve-wracking! Catch a cold again! Depressed!

I've been to your QQ space.,Yes.,I want to repost your photos to my space.,Can you?

I will use it to protect my husband in the future, study hard, and learn well.

I found a major problem - from elementary school to now, most of my friends have gone from good friends to faint friends to strangers to forget, only you are still supporting me tightly in my memory, I am really afraid that after you get married, will the brother-sister relationship between us die in name?

I want to sing "Friends", hey, those days are no longer there, how long can the friendship in middle school last? It's hard to find a confidant, the only confidant in the world is me and my little sister's ear!!

OK, big brother hereby wishes Xue'er a blessed Donghai Shoubi Nanshan!! Ha

I know that you are also busy with the college entrance examination, don't be lazy, you don't have time to reply! It's late, the lights are going out, good night!

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Yes, that's right, this letter that reveals love and doesn't dare to make it clear is the ambivalence of Shuying who wants to pierce but doesn't dare to say it, and finally says goodnight as a brother and sister.

Xue'er can see clearly, women's emotional intelligence development is several years earlier than men, and women of the same age look at boys of the same age as if they were looking at a younger brother who is younger than themselves, and their sense of smell is particularly sensitive in terms of emotion.

Xue'er also knew that the college entrance examination was approaching, and recently the family was severely reprimanded by her parents because she was often written letters with a boy by her mouthy sister, and she didn't dare to make too many mistakes, plus there were too many homework reviews in the third year of high school, and she was really nervous, knowing that her grades would definitely not be able to go to the same school as Shuying, but at least it couldn't be too far, and she had the right to choose if she took a few more tests.

Life is also like an exam, work harder, take a few more points, you can find a better partner and a better quality of life.

So in the end, the two began to reduce contact until after the college entrance examination.

After the college entrance examination, Xue'er accompanied her parents on a business trip to other provinces, although Shuying thought in his heart, and couldn't get in touch, or rather, based on this age, he didn't know how to contact at all.

It was also during the summer vacation after the college entrance examination that Lu Xiaolu appeared in the book shadow house...