It is said that after Xiaolu hung up Xue'er's phone, she had dinner with Shuying. At this time, the rain was still raging outside. After a while, when the rain was a little lighter, the two made an appointment with Zhuge Yun to the living room on the third floor of Uncle Shuying's house and played the landlord.

Because Xiaolu rode back and forth to the town during the day, and he hadn't exercised for too long, he suddenly became physically and mentally sleepy, and after playing two or three games, he fell asleep on the sofa. Xiaolu and Zhuge Yun had no choice but to play fried golden flowers.

At this time, Shuying was deep asleep, and because he was too sleepy, he began to dream, and from time to time he dreamed and shouted, "Don't, don't." Go away. "Hands still wave from time to time.

In his sleep, each nerve of Yang Shuying was tense, and the sweat gathered in his palm and ended itself, falling on the test paper that carried the knowledge and decided the fate of the candidate, the test paper absorbed the dripping sweat and began to catch fire, Shuying shouted in fright, and the exam teacher walked by blindly.

Suddenly, he noticed that the hot liquid was gushing out of his nostrils, and Shuying hurriedly wiped his nose with his sleeve, and his white shirt was immediately stained bright red by the nosebleed.

The wind and rain outside the classroom were unscrupulous, and the raindrops turned into bullets shooting from the outside of the classroom to the classroom, and the glass windows and walls of the classroom were hit with thousands of holes. Shuying hurriedly dodged and was hit in the foot by a bullet, he fell to the ground in response, he cried and shouted for help, and his classmates looked at him with hideous faces one by one, he crawled forward and crawled out of the examination room.

Crawling back to the village, her mother's thin body was bent down in the fields, white hair drifting from her forehead that had been wrinkled by the years, she stood up, yes, she stood, the pressure of life bent her back, she smiled and boasted to the people who walked by, "My son has won a scholarship again, and my child, who has not been left behind in school, has not been left behind by other children since he was a child." ”

The shadow of the book became her only pride in forgetting her tiredness. Shuying covered his eyes, and his nosebleed stopped. He slowly opened his eyes, where is this? It's a familiar environment. The head teacher of the high school put the eyes of the book shadow with high hopes that he had repeatedly placed on him. "Teacher, what's going on?" Shuying asked with difficulty.

"The results of the last college entrance examination are invalid, and the Education Bureau has arranged a re-examination. My door will always be by your side! ”

As soon as he entered the examination room, Shuying sat on the chair in the examination room again. A hideous face suddenly appeared in front of him. Grinning, teeth full of yellow smoke, mocking defiantly. Shuying checked the admission number, yes, he was right again, it's still right! The person standing in front suddenly disappeared. The fox wrote an essay in doubt, and just after writing a few words, the exam teacher dug his nose and took his exam paper away, and there was no one next to him. He was stunned, tears falling from his eyes. The heart is like a knife.

As soon as he entered the examination room in the afternoon, he had a terrible stomachache, ran a few times to lie down in the toilet, and when he came back, there was no one in the examination room. He knelt in front of the door and shouted, but no one paid attention to him.

The last subject was English, he sat in the examination room, the nosebleed flew out frantically, dyeing the whole examination room red, he roared, everyone laughed, everyone's faces were deformed, and the only pure and lovely face, always so clear, people couldn't help but forget the pain and trouble, the book shadow reached out to grab it, and the smiling face disappeared。。。。。。 So he fainted.

Shuying sat up from the sofa violently, a drop of sweat on his forehead flew out, his vest was soaked with sweat, and the sofa was also soaked and sticky.

Since the last college entrance examination, I have been having this kind of similar dream, every time I dream that my exam is invalid, the exam time is insufficient, the exam is missed, and so on, due to the strong psychological pressure I give myself, once this dream is stressed, Shuying will begin to dream back to the examination room again, and re-accept the college entrance examination experience.

Xiaolu and Zhuge Yun looked at the sweaty book shadow in surprise, as if he was panicked and the soul was right, Zhuge Yun joked: "Shadow, have you had a nightmare again?" Look at your virtue, a person who has made you whole in the college entrance examination is not a ghost or a ghost, I say can you be a little stronger in your heart. ”

Shuying didn't pay attention to it, so he got up and freshened up, the nightmare just now is still echoing in his mind, almost every time he dreams, he dreams of the same thing, he dreams of his mother, he dreams of the examination room, he dreams of that familiar face, that's right, that's Xue'er, his thoughts can't help but go back to school, back to the third year of the new year, fortunately there was her that year...

In the third year of junior high school, Shuying and Xue'er were both studying in the third middle school (class 4), Shuying from the countryside, simple, taciturn, kind like a white snowflake, and the ideological realm has not been polluted by this turbid world.

The children who came out of the countryside studied hard, and his grades from the first to the third year of junior high school ranked in the top three of the top ten classes of the year. At that age, boys who read well were very popular with girls, and Shuying was no exception, although he was plain and unsmiling, but there were always girls in other classes who knew him and showed him goodwill.

That day, the cracking winter wind froze everyone's mood, but for Shuying, it devoured his life and wiped out his soul. Never know, what does it mean to die? Until that day, thousands of pounds of cement slabs took away everything from my father, silently, death means eternal destruction.

He wanted to escape, but it wasn't true, until he heard the cries of his mother and sister, he still couldn't believe it, maybe it was just an injury, no!

Shuying didn't throw his schoolbag to the ground freely, nor did he cry to death, if God wants you to leave, you can't save it no matter how much you cry. He just hated, why couldn't he come to stop this from happening? knelt on the ground and secretly shed a few tears, "Heh, I'm so stupid, I want to wake up my father who is asleep forever with tears, I'm so stupid, I only know how to cherish when I lose it!"

While offering incense to his father, Shuying was squeezed out by a group of adults, and then he was pulled to the front to go inside, and he was like a walking corpse. The hall was used, and all funerals were held at home. Mourning cries out in heaven and on earth, and the notes of sorrow dance through his chest with the claws of the devil.

Watching them clumsily dress their father's corpse, listening to the endless complaints of a large crowd of people, Shuying knelt dumbfounded. Before closing the coffin, they placed a boiled duck egg and a stone next to their father, saying that they could only come out to find their relatives when the duck egg hatched into ducklings and the stone rotted.

If the father can really be resurrected to reunite with him, then this link itself will be a burden!

It's also a simple funeral without luxury, on the day of the funeral, Shuying accompanied his father to the crematorium, he really wanted to suddenly call out to his father in the coffin, telling him to open the coffin, but there was no word all the way!

The father's body was sent to the crematorium along with the coffin, and Shuying shouted softly in his heart at the door with a crying voice: Father, come back quickly!

But will my father really come back?

I think of the scenes with my father! Tears are speechless, and my heart is like a knife! After the funeral, Yang Shuying was locked in the room alone and desperately playing games to kill time. I was depressed for a whole week.

That weekend, Cher asked his uncle to drive her to the entrance of the village and found the book shadow house herself.

"Book Shadow,Please open the door" The sweet timbre came from outside the door to the ears of the Book Shadow.,The book image that was depressed in the game was to see a ray of light in the dim.,He crawled forward along the light and crawled and crawled.。。。 Shuying opened the door, and what was reflected in her eyes was a 1.6-meter Xue'er wearing a yellow light down, she tied up her ponytail, her face was red from the cold, she had a small bag hanging on her left shoulder, and she was holding a book in her right hand.

Seeing that the book shadow was unkempt, Xue'er blinked in distress and said softly, "You, are you okay?" ”

Shuying realized that he was still in his pajamas, and his face was as hot as a red apple, and immediately closed the door again. He quickly straightened his hair, changed his clothes, and opened the door. At this time, Xue'er was sitting in the living room drinking the hot tea made by Shuying's mother.

Xue'er squinted her eyes and looked at Shuying with a smile, "Look, it's still quite handsome."

"Why are you here?" Shuying scratched the back of his head shyly.

"I brought you this book, the first part of Lu Yao's "Ordinary World" that I mentioned to you last time, I will give you the second and third parts after reading it" Xue'er pursed her lips and took a sip of hot tea, her glasses were accidentally blurred by steam, and she carefully wiped them.

"This world is the world of ordinary people, Sun Shao'an is, Sun Shaoping too, no one can guarantee what will happen in the next second, the only thing we can do is to live well, so that we can be worthy of our family" Xue'er tried to use philosophy to reflect reality, so that Shuying could relax.

Shuying took the somewhat old book with both hands, smelling the charming smell of books, Oh no, it seemed to be the faint smell of perfume on Cher's body, and her mood seemed to be much better all of a sudden.

"When are you going to class?" Cher smiled slightly.

"Next week, I think." Shuying replied hesitantly.

"Tell me about the time, my uncle happened to be doing business near your village recently, and I will call him to come and pick you up then." Cher said casually.

"Okay"

The two looked at each other, and quickly looked away. This kind of awkward beauty of the beginning of love is mixed together, and Shuying feels like stealing the neighbor's honey, both scared and happy.

"Shall we go out for a walk?" Cher stood up and straightened her clothes and bag.

"It's not good," Shuying said timidly, regretting it again. Cher didn't expect this sudden refusal, so she had to smile and say, "That's okay, tell me what games you've been playing lately."

"In the past, my uncle bought the Xiaobawang game machine, I used to learn blind typing through him, and now there are still some game cards, I play tank battles, adventure islands, double dragons and the like when I am free" I haven't bought a computer at home, and Shuying uses the Xiaobawang learning machine to learn and entertain.

"yes, my brother and I have played MapleStory before, why don't we compete?" Cher suggests, though she doesn't know what the hell the Overlord is and what the hell is Adventure Island.

"Okay, then let's come" Shuying said excitedly, "Do you also have a little overlord at home, aren't they all computers now?"

"Yes, yes."

"I didn't expect it, I thought I was one of the top ten heritage sites in the world that only had time left."

"Hehe, you are so humorous" Xue'er looked at the smile that gradually unfolded in the shadow of the book, her heart was much more relaxed, the two looked at each other again, and quickly looked away.