Outside the door, Shen Yu carried two large bags of things and smiled at me, "I went to the supermarket and bought some things." ”

After changing his shoes, Shen Yu glanced at the ground, "Packed up?" ”

"Hmm." I answered.

"I'll cook you a bowl of noodles, you haven't eaten in a day."

I looked up at the clock, and it was already twelve o'clock.

I nodded, a little hungry indeed.

Shen Yu was cooking noodles, and I was in a daze on the sofa. After the noodles were cooked, Shen Yu called me several times before I reacted.

"Ruolin, it's time to eat."

I looked up, got up, and sat down at the table.

Shen Yu's craftsmanship is still the same as in the past, it is not unpalatable, but it can barely be eaten. I took a small bite of the noodles, and for some reason, tears fell.

The tears this time were not because of Lu Yan, but because of himself.

It seems that since I was with Lu Yan, I haven't had a good night's sleep or a safe meal.

Because Lu Yan is rarely at home, even at home, he always stays in the study, or the second bedroom next door.

I ate at the same table with him, and the number of times I shared the bed was counted on one hand.

On the first night of the wedding, he asked me for it without pity. As for the second time, it was because he was drunk and mistook me for Su Wanyan.

That's why I got pregnant and had his baby.

How ironic.

After recalling carefully, after I married Lu Yan, I didn't seem to have laughed from the bottom of my heart.

Either you don't go home for a month, or you go home with a cold face to yourself, and occasionally you will say something heart-wrenching.

So, what am I marrying him for? What do I get?

I thought that he and I would be happy and happy like any other family. But that's all I thought. Emotionally, I got nothing but endless inner torment and waiting.

But if I were for material things, I wouldn't have married him. For the sake of material, it is better for me to stay in the Shen family.

It's ridiculous.

"Ruolin." Shen Yu sat next to me, "If you feel uncomfortable, it will be better to cry." ”

is full of scenes from the wedding and Lu Yan's indifference before he was imprisoned. I will never forget his fierce expression in the detention center. At that time, he wanted to kill me.

I put down my chopsticks, couldn't control myself anymore, covered my face, and cried bitterly.

Shen Yu hugged me and gently patted my back to comfort me.

Twenty-seven-year-old mine, today in Shen Yu's arms, crying like a seventeen-year-old lovelorn girl.

"Ruolin, come with me to England." Shen Yu looked at me gently and touched my head.

I stopped crying and looked up at him.

Going to the UK...

If we go to the UK, then Lu Yan and I will really never see each other, and the two of us will really be over.

I wanted to, but I didn't dare.

I want to live my life without him and start over. But I'm afraid that I can't live without him. He was so determined, but I still couldn't let go

Shen Ruolin, you are so cheap.

"Mom misses you too, she wants you to go to England. Ruolin, I am now enough to support you and my mother. Although you and Lu Yan will not have any contact, they will meet one day. In that case, it is better to go with me and forget about him completely. Shen Yu looked into my eyes, full of anticipation.

"I..."

I hesitated, not daring to look him in the eye.

I'll admit it, I was the one who made the mistake. After Lu Yan treated me like that, after two years in prison, I still didn't change my life, and I still had extravagant hopes and expectations in my heart.