But I didn't expect to be with him, I wanted to be able to communicate with him like a friend. Or like in the past, the way I get along with him.

So at least I can see her, I can touch him. Even if I look at it from afar, I am content.

"Prison business, did you do it?" I changed the subject.

Shen Yu hesitated for a moment, and finally spoke, "It was a friend in China who told me that I read the gossip news and learned that you were in prison." I dragged him to tie up the relationship. Ruolin, you are in it, you don't suffer. ”

Sure enough, it was Shen Yu, not Lu Yan.

It seems that I still think too highly of my own status in Lu Yan's heart. I stabbed Su Wanyan, he should have wished that I was suffering in prison.

"Thanks to your dots, I'm pretty comfortable in there." I smiled.

"I can't leave the company for too long, I'll be back in the UK in two days, Ruolin, you think about it." Shen Yu got up, "Eat the noodles and get a good night's sleep." If there is anything, call me in time. ”

After Shen Yu left, I ate all the noodles in the bowl. With everything in order, I looked out the window and wanted to see Xuanxuan.

After a few yawns in a row, I put the idea on hold for now. In the past two years, I have never slept soundly in prison. Either he was woken up by the prison guards, or he was awakened by a nightmare.

The picture of the nightmare, or dreaming of Xuanxuan, or dreaming of Lu Yan grabbing my neck and wanting to kill me. Or maybe I was covered in blood, and Lu Yan had a look of disgust in front of me.

It's always going to wake up like that.

Maybe I was really tired, and as soon as I collapsed in bed, I fell asleep.

When I woke up, it was almost dark. This time, I surprisingly didn't dream and slept peacefully. Looking up at the time, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon.

The phone made a vibrating sound, and I rubbed my eyes and picked up the phone. On the other end of the phone was Shen Yu

"Ruolin, do you want to go see Xuanxuan?"

Xuanxuan... My baby.

The phone slipped from my palm, and I stared at the floor in distraction, tears falling on the sheets.

"Ruolin?"

Shen Yu on the other end of the phone called again.

"Xuan Xuan, where is he?" I wiped my tears and picked up my phone again.

"Twenty minutes later, I'll pick you up." As soon as the voice fell, Shen Yu hung up the phone.

When I think back to what happened two years ago, my mind goes blank. His hands were cold and he was trembling, and he didn't know whether he was sad, angry, or hateful.

Yesterday was Xuanxuan's death day, and today after the death day, it was Lu Yan's big day.

I really want to ask him face to face if he has any regrets about what happened two years ago, and if he has any repentance. Wouldn't he have nightmares when he killed his own child with his own hands?

How vicious does it take to do such a thing?

"Ruolin, Ruolin?" I was startled by a sharp knock on the door, and then I realized that I was lost in thought again.

I answered, wiped my face haphazardly, wiped away my tears, and then got up to open the door.

I opened the door and was stunned, what is this?

Shen Yu rushed up and hugged me in his arms, "Are you okay, Ruolin?" ”

"I was scared to death just now, no one answered when I knocked on the door, and I almost called the police."

I smiled wryly, "Call the police?" I can't let me in again. ”

Only then did Shen Yu realize that he had lost his words and gently let go of me.

And I stared blankly at the woman Lin Yuan next to her, this is my best friend since I was a child.