248 Arrows of the Bow
Yun Zhenzhi has not come back for a long time since the last time he talked to He Xuan, but He Xuan's heart has always been uneasy.
Yun Zhen's meaning couldn't be clearer, he wanted to use himself to involve and even threaten some people, but where did he really have such a big effect? But when I think about it, I may not have it myself, but as long as I am still in this officialdom for a day, then it is really tantamount to leaving a gunpowder that will explode at some point next to these people I care about.
He Xuan also thought about using her medical skills to give herself some medicine, and then let herself die slowly, as if she was sick, but this idea was quickly denied by herself.
Now in his own situation, I'm afraid that there is no such environment, and besides, who can guarantee that Yun Zhen won't have to talk about his corpse when the time comes? If it's really just a corpse, then there's no chance to argue for others......
Put down He Xuan and don't mention it here, talk about the palace.
The two people in the palace are also competing for time for themselves at this time.
The emperor here, since he used the medicine that Zuo Liang quietly brought in, the emperor's body has improved, although the effect of the pill is not as good as the decoction, but, coupled with the suspension of the original medicine, has stopped the development of the emperor's illness.
Of course, externally, to be exact, to everyone outside the door of the dormitory, they still maintain the original rhetoric: the emperor is slightly ill, dizzy and cannot sit for a long time, so Prince Xian is temporarily in charge of the country.
"Your Majesty, if you take this pill, you have been using it for twenty days." Zuo Niangniang said in a low voice.
The emperor nodded, "Thank you for your hard work." ”
Zuo Niangniang shook her head and said with a smile: "Where are you talking about this, serving you, this is the blessing of the concubine." ”
Hearing the word "blessing", the emperor sighed softly, Zuo Niangniang didn't know if she had said something wrong, so she closed her voice slowly, and then just sat aside and stopped talking.
After a long time, I saw the emperor pointing to the paper and pen on the table, and the mother understood, walked over to get it, and then placed it in the emperor's hand.
"What would you do if I weren't the emperor?" The emperor wrote on paper.
"When the concubine married you, you were not the emperor." Zuo Niangniang finished writing, looked at the emperor and smiled slightly.
The emperor also smiled and nodded, then thought about it again and wrote, "Are you willing to make our children emperors?" ”
Zuo Niangniang shook her head.
"Why?"
"The suffering of the emperor can only be experienced when he is in his position. The concubine saw it in her eyes, and she really didn't want the child to be like this. Of course, this is just a simple woman's thoughts as a mother. ”
When Zuo Niangniang wrote the last sentence, her face changed slightly, and she felt that her heart was beating faster.
The emperor smiled bitterly.
"In this life, the one who cares for him, Ting Lan also; And the confidant is none other than Qing. The suffering of the emperor is very bitter and yellow lotus, but outsiders see it, but they are as happy as food. That dragon chair, how many people have been involved...... "Write, as soon as the emperor put his hand down, the pen was abandoned."
Seeing the tears in the emperor's eyes, writing such words, Zuo Niangniang's heart was also sour, she gently put her hand on the emperor's hand, and pressed it slightly. Then, Zuo Niangniang took the words she had just written to the small furnace with the kettle outside and melted them.
"Guard the door, the emperor has just used medicine, and he is asleep at this time, watch carefully, don't let the magpie and the cat disturb the emperor's dream." Zuo Niangniang held back her tears, opened the door and ordered, "This palace goes to the Buddhist hall to chant sutras, and if there is anything, go there to find it." ”
"Yes, sissy."
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Tonghe Temple
"I've been using this medicine for a while, haven't you?" The Queen Mother whispered to King Xian.
"Yes, it's the fiftieth day." Yun Zhen replied expressionlessly.
"Why hasn't there been any movement at all?"
Yun Zhen's gaze remained on the book in his hand, and he didn't move.
"What do you want to hear?"
"Over there in the Yancui Pavilion, now it's really not oil and water. There is no one else in the dormitory at all, but Concubine Zuo is all taking care of her, and even the imperial doctor has been replaced by her own person. ”
"Based on your past behavior, didn't you send someone to the Imperial Medical Bureau to inquire about the Imperial Doctor?"
"Obviously, he said the same things as those old people. I also thought about taking him captive......"
Hearing this, Yun Zhen swept his mother coldly with his gaze, and then took it back.
"But come to think of it, it's not going to work. Right now, how many pairs of eyes are staring? ”
"You're just right to do nothing." Yun Zhen replied, "Whether it is the change of imperial doctor, or the fact that outsiders are not allowed to enter the Yancui Pavilion dormitory, it shows that this matter is going in a very extreme direction." Either they are already struggling to catch their breath, or they have already met a master and turned it into a disaster. ”
"You're not worried?"
"What is there to worry about! If it's the former, it's not to mention it. If it is the latter, the king also has arrangements. Anyway, endure these ten days, my grandfather has already delivered the letter, and his old man has entered Beijing, are you still afraid that those soldiers will not be convinced? With that, Yun Zhen finally put down the book in his hand, "What kind of marriage is good, and I went to the south." ”
The person who came back to report only said that the old man Qi had gone to the south, but he did not tell the truth where this person was found. Because Old Man Qi received two letters on the same day, one after the other, and this one from his daughter arrived in the afternoon.
If there was no letter from the afternoon, he would have felt that the letter from the morning was purely false, but with the truth of the letter from the afternoon, he had no way not to believe it in his heart.
"Father is strange this time, the mourning family just wanted him to help write a few letters to the transferred soldiers, but I didn't expect that his old man would say that he would come to Beijing in person."
"Not only did you not expect it, but this king did not expect it either. Grandfather would cooperate like this. ”
Yun Zhen said, picked up the tea Gu next to the tea and took a sip of tea.
It's okay, there are still ten days, for He Xuan, she still has ten days to consider, no, give her eight days. It will take time for her own arrangement, and today, I will urge her again. Come to think of it, she is a smart person who will not put herself and others at risk......
"Zhen'er...... Zhen'er ......"
Hearing the voice of the Queen Mother's call, Yun Zhen retracted his mind from the trip he had just traveled, and responded: "What's the matter, Queen Mother?" ”
"Have you been too tired lately? I'm always listless when I look at you. ”
Yun Zhen smiled, "There are some." But it's okay, coping with it. If you are tired after a few days of imprisonment, how will you live in the future! ”
The Queen Mother sighed lightly.
After more than 20 years of forbearance, finally, it is finally coming to an end. However, for some reason, she has always felt a little uneasy recently, especially when she sees her son.
"Zhen'er, the mourning family asks you something."
"Queen Mother, please speak."
"You...... Will you regret it? ”
"Repentance?" Yun Zhen raised her eyebrows and looked at her mother with some puzzlement, "Regret what?" ”
"It's nothing ......" The Queen Mother shook her head and sighed lightly, "The mourning family just thinks that for so many years, the mourning family has said the most in your ear is the big position, and everything you do is for the dragon chair." Mourning is a fear of ......"
"Afraid of what?"
"I'm afraid that one day, you will resent the mourning family."
Hearing her mother's words, Yun Zhen smiled coldly.
For as long as I can remember, my mother has talked about the throne the most, how her father lost it, and how she should regain what belongs to her.
She taught herself that as long as it is what she wants, she should take it, take it, and fight for it. If you really can't get it, then destroy it. What you can't get, you can't give it to others, even if you don't like it, you can't give half of it to others.
And so he did.
For so many years, he has always felt that he is happy. As long as he wants, as long as he has a look, someone will obediently pack that thing in front of him. When you get tired of this thing, you will destroy it with your own hands, and you will never cheapen others.
For Jin Se, he likes it, but her mother refuses her except for letting her mother marry her when she was a child.
However, when her mother decided to send her outside the palace to act as a prostitute and be her eyes and ears, Yun Zhen did not refuse.
This may be the first time he has allowed others to take what he likes away from him.
He couldn't remember what he thought at the time, because his mother had given him two paths, either kill her or let her out. At that time, Yun Zhen discovered that there were still things in this world that he was reluctant to destroy.
This is also the reason why the Queen Mother must destroy Jinse, because she shook her son's mind.
"What's wrong? What are you thinking? ”
The Queen Mother watched her son sit there again in a daze, and asked in a low voice.
Yun Zhen smiled and shook his head.
"How can there be an arrow to turn back when you open a bow! Queen Mother, you are thinking too much. ”
Yun Zhen responded, but shifted his thoughts from Jin Se's body to He Xuan.
Hassle-free ...... These days, this person always appears in my mind, and I don't understand what this obsessed feeling is. However, I just can't let go, or I don't want to let go.
Jin Se is a lesson from his past, he must not let go of He Xuan again, he can't let go, he doesn't want to let go, because from the bottom of his heart, he doesn't want to let her go.
Even if it's just to see her every day, it's good.
Yun Zhen stood up and said to his mother: "In the afternoon, I also asked the minister to go to the court room to discuss matters, and the time was almost up, so Xiao Wang retired first." ”
The Queen Mother nodded, walked outside the hall with Yun Zhen, and then said to Yun Zhen: "It's hot, go back home, and let the subordinates prepare more light food for you, cold food can't be used more." You can't finish doing things in the face, and you have to care about your body. Can you write it down? ”
"The Queen Mother is relieved."
With that, Yun Zhen strode outside.