It's drizzling today, and it's boring today.

After He Xuan finished practicing, she sat under the corridor of the courtyard and held a book in a daze.

Today is really a good day, the yellow calendar is good, the weather is good, and most importantly, today is the day when Jin Se and Liao Geng get married.

Such a day is naturally good.

Come to think of it, the Liao family should be full of joy, of course, it should also be very busy.

But this good atmosphere was punctured like a soap bubble the moment Yun Zhen appeared.

The subordinate took the umbrella, and Yun Zhen walked in.

"Lord Wang."

Although Yun Zhen told He Xuan several times that he didn't have to be polite without outsiders, He Xuan became more and more polite to him.

Yun Zhen smiled and nodded.

"Get up. What books to read? ”

"Some miscellaneous books, does the prince use tea?"

Hearing this, Yun Zhen raised his eyebrows and smiled faintly: "You wish I could leave quickly, right?" ”

The prince laughed. How many people can't expect you, how dare I. You sit down, I'll let you prepare tea. ”

After giving the order, He Xuan turned around and stood aside with the book.

"Sit down."

"Yes."

Yun Zhen closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, and He Xuan saw that he didn't seem to have anything to say, so he picked up the book and continued to read. The two of them sat quietly like this, although it was raining lightly outside, the sound of the rain was heard very clearly. Yun Zhen opened his eyes slightly, and saw He Xuan sitting opposite him, holding a book, engrossed in it, and not disgusted or disliked, which made people extremely moved. He smiled slightly, and it happened that Xiao Yi brought tea.

"Lord Wang, use tea."

Xiao Mi's voice called He Xuan back to reality from the book, although the color on his face did not change, his eyes instantly became much colder.

"Let's go down. I'll talk to Master He. Yun Zhen said.

"Yes."

Hearing Yun Zhen say that he had something to say, He Xuan put down the book in his hand.

"Don't look at it?"

"Don't you have something to say?"

Yun Zhen smiled, "It's nothing." I'm tired from the day, so I'll be quiet when I come to you. Look at yours, leave me alone. ”

He Xuan nodded, picked up the book, and looked at it two or three times, but her mind was not on it at all, so she simply put the book down again, leaned on the pillar, and watched the rain outside.

"Today is the day of Yu Ya's marriage!"

Suddenly, Yun Zhen said.

He Xuan was shocked, looked at Yun Zhen, and responded: "Yes." ”

"Wonder why I know?"

He Xuan shook his head, "You know it's not strange, it's embarrassing that you remember." ”

Yun Zhen sighed and smiled bitterly, "I don't want to remember, but my mother's grandfather recognized her relatives and got married today." So, even with the matter of Hui Ya, I remembered. ”

He Xuan smiled, didn't speak, and turned his gaze outside again.

There was silence for a while.

"Do you know that the county lord of Wenxi has left Beijing?"

"Hmm. I've heard that. ”

He Xuan replied, turned her face back, and found that Yun Zhen was looking at her.

"Is there anything wrong with Wechen?" He Xuan asked.

Yun Zhen smiled, "Have you ever thought about why it was so easy for Wenxi or Jinfan?" ”

"They are all free, and they are either rich or expensive, and it is not easy to go anywhere." He Xuan replied lightly.

Yun Zhen nodded, "What you said is also reasonable. But the most important thing is that I hold the person who is in suspense for them. As long as this person is still with me, they will come back no matter how long they have been out. ”

He Xuan listened to Yun Zhen's words and smiled, "Could it be that the prince is not just below?" ”

"What do you think?"

"If the prince really said that he was just a mere subordinate, then the prince you really think too highly of your humble position."

"Look high or not, we all know ...... in our hearts" Speaking of this, Yun Zhen paused, and then asked with a straight face, "I've been waiting for you to tell me something, but you haven't spoken." Am I such an untrustworthy person in your heart? What they can know, I can't know. What they can keep for you, I can't keep for you. ”

He Xuan frowned, looked at Yun Zhen, and chuckled, "What are you talking about, Lord Wang, I don't understand what I mean." ”

"Don't you understand? Don't you understand whether you are a lowly officer? ”

Yun Zhen's voice was extremely soft, but when the voice fell on He Xuan's ears, it was very heavy.

Are you finally going to pick things apart?

He Xuan asked herself.

What does he want? Do you threaten anyone?

"I gave you a lot of time and a lot of opportunities, but you never spoke, is it true that in your heart, I am such a person who is not worthy of your trust?"

Yun Zhen asked the same question again.

"Dare to ask the prince, did you hear any rumors to have such thoughts?"

Yun Zhen smiled, nodded, and said, "Okay, since that's the case, then I'll talk about your so-called 'wind news'." ”

Saying that, Yun Zhen stood up and walked in front of He Xuan, He Xuan also wanted to stand up, but Yun Zhen pressed his shoulders with both hands and sat back in place.

"Your father is not surnamed He, to be more precise, he is not your father, but your father-in-law, his surname is Tao, and his name is Yizhi, right?"

He Xuan was stunned and looked at Yun Zhen with some surprise.

"Do you want me to continue? Miss Li! ”

Although He Xuan knew that Yun Zhen might find out some news about himself, when these words came out of his mouth indifferently, He Xuan still felt a chill gushing out of his body, and his heart was beating violently.

"You ......"

He Xuan's first thought was to cover up, but as soon as she opened her mouth, she felt a little powerless.

"What do you want?"

"What do I want?"

"Yes, what does the prince want? The prince found out my background before others, didn't he want to get something out of it? ”

"Before others?" Yun Zhen smiled, let go of the hand that was pressing on He Xuan's shoulder, gently lifted He Xuan's chin, and gently kneaded it with his fingertips, "Do you think that if I want to do something with you as an excuse, I will keep dragging it like this?" ”

He Xuan shook his head gently.

"The you in front of me are very different from the one I first met. When I first met, I felt confident that you might be the simplest and cleanest of all the people I knew. From your eyes, I don't see any strong desires, only a tranquility as light as water. But I was wrong, maybe my eyesight is too bad, maybe your skills are too deep. I can't imagine that such a calm and breezy person can do something that makes my heart tremble......"

"You're afraid of me?"

"Yes, I'm afraid, I'm afraid. I don't know when it started, but you make me feel warm every time I see you, but it only makes me feel cold. You say I've hidden a lot from you, so why aren't you? ”

"What do you want to know?"

"What do you want?"

"I want ...... Something that should have belonged to you. ”

Yun Zhen said, let go of He Xuan, withdrew his hand, returned to his original position, and sat down.

He Xuan nodded and smiled bitterly, "What originally belonged to me...... For this alone, you will sacrifice many people...... Don't you find it hard? Don't you feel pain? ”

"I can sacrifice some ...... for this"

After a period of silence, He Xuan whispered, "So, what is my turn?" ”

"You?"

"Yes, me. I guess I'm among those 'some'. ”

"Nope. You're not there. You, ...... here," he said, Yun Zhen gesturing to his chest.

"What's the explanation?"

"Perhaps, your heart cares too much about others and ignores that there is such a person as me. Don't worry, you should know that among all the people around me, you are always an exception. Don't you understand what that means? ”

He Xuan just looked at Yun Zhen and didn't reply.

"You ask me what I want, then you listen, I want you...... To your people, your heart, your thoughts, your all. Is that clear enough? ”

"Why? Because you can't get Jinse? ”

Yun Zhen shook her head, "You're different from her. The first time I saw you, it was on a portrait. It was sent to the palace when your father returned to Beijing and was to be handed over to Jinse. But the portrait has always been in my hands. Speaking of which, if I first noticed the existence of a woman, it may have been because of the person in the portrait. Of course, it won't be your mother. ”

Seeing that He Xuan still didn't say anything, Yun Zhen stood up, "I once asked the Queen Mother to give me the girl in the painting, but you were too young at that time, and I was also very young, so the Queen Mother just took it as a joke and stopped mentioning it...... Don't worry, I have you in my heart. So, you should belong to me. As I said earlier, I don't mind sacrificing something in order to get what is already my own. As for how much these are, who they are, now, it's up to you. ”

This has been said very clearly, and no matter how stupid a person is, he can hear the implication of this: if he does not allow it, then some people around him, the more intimate the person, the more dangerous it is.

"Don't rush to answer me, I'm still patient with you. But remember, time is running out, it's really not running out. I hope you can tell me your reply as soon as possible, otherwise, once something changes one day, I am afraid that at that time, it is unlikely that you will want to keep that 'some'. ”

"You're telling me that if I want to keep them, I'll have to follow you, right?" He Xuan asked in a low voice.

"Not just with me, but with all your heart. Think again. I was also tired, so I went back first. You should rest early, too. ”

Yun Zhen said, slowly walking towards the door.

He understood how much suffering He Xuan had in his heart at this time, but no one could protect her except himself. Maybe this is too arrogant, but now I already have such an ability, and I am no longer the fetus that was still in the mother's womb many years ago, and everything is at the mercy of others!