But Shen Yu said that he was his brother, and I was in the current situation, and there was a time when I needed money everywhere, so I didn't shirk too much.

Under Lin Yuan's constant care and companionship in the past two days, I have gradually improved, and in the past two days, we will sometimes ask Shen Yu to go out on outings together, and I don't have the rejection of Shen Yu at the beginning.

The night is a bar, you know the hustle and bustle of it when you hear the name, but we're here for one last madness.

This is the best bar in the city, both the service and the facilities are first-class, and the sound equipment is said to be of the best international level, and it is changed every six months.

But correspondingly, the consumption is also first-class. Everyone here, regardless of whether they are male or female, has a low consumption of 18888.

And every time you come, it doesn't come alone, so it also becomes a symbol of the city's identity.

I've heard of this bar before in prison, but I've never been to it before, who knew that this time I would meet the person I wanted to see the most, and the person I didn't want to see the most, Lu Yan.

I am holding Lin Yuan on my right hand, followed by Shen Yu on my left, the three of them are talking and laughing and walking, who knew that a man in front of him would be so familiar, Lu Yan?

The moment I was sure it was him, my heart skipped three beats, and I thought I would never show up again, but just one of his figures could make me so uncompromising.

"Why are you here?" I subconsciously looked at him and asked, but I regretted it as soon as I said it.

Sure enough, Lu Yan directly crossed me and walked in front of Shen Yu.

In the darkness, I seemed to be able to see a flash of light in Lu Yan's eyes, but it quickly dimmed.

"Congratulations." I couldn't see the expression on Lu Yan's face clearly, but this faint sentence was really heard.

It turned out that he had misunderstood.

I smiled wryly, and the tumbling feeling in my heart resurfaced.

You won't even say congratulations to me, will you?

"Yes, congratulations, congratulations to Young Master Lu for finally marrying his beloved, or on the day of his child's death." I finally couldn't control it anymore and turned to meet Lu Yan's gaze.

I just wanted to know if he felt any guilt.

"That's your own flesh and blood, Lu Yan, even if you don't like me and don't want to see me, but that's your child." I don't know where the courage came from, I said in a sonorous voice.

Even in this noisy environment, I know that Lu Yan must be able to hear it really.

"Answer me Lu Yan," I saw a trace of unbearability flash in Lu Yan's eyes, but I didn't think about it that much at that time.

My Xuan Xuan, he hasn't been in this world for a whole day, just because the man in front of him, his biological father, has lost the right to continue living here.

I gasped for breath, but stared at Lu Yan's every move.

Finally, he sighed, "All the things before are in the past, you shouldn't be so obsessed." ”

"I'm haunted?" I couldn't help but laugh after hearing this, "Okay, you Lu Yan, now it's me who is obsessed?" ”

"At that time, you set up such a plan, just for Su Wanyan's ......"

Finally, Lu Yan's face turned pale, "Shen Ruolin, I don't allow you to talk about her like that." ”

"Okay, don't talk about her, just talk about you Lu Yan." I laughed back.

"Xuan Xuan is your biological child, he has been in this world for less than a day, and he has not eaten his mother's milk, have you seen him? Have you ever hugged him once? ”

Lu Yan's face became gloomy.

"Shen Ruolin, don't you know how he came? He wasn't supposed to be in this world in the first place. Lu Yan finally met my gaze, but the coldness in his eyes made me shudder.

"With a mother like you, it's better to end it early."

A hint of disdain appeared in Lu Yan's eyes.

The way he looked was like he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

No, even the beggars on the street may have a higher status in his heart than my Xuan Xuan.

"You Shen Ruolin are not worthy of having children with me at all, never." His words were like needles and pierced my heart.

Finally, his face softened slightly.

"If you want to blame him, blame him for not being reincarnated."

After Lu Yan finished speaking, he left without looking back.

I silently recited such a sentence in my heart, yes, if you want to blame it, blame my Xuan Xuan for not being reincarnated.

If it was in Su Wanyan's belly, it would definitely not be treated like this.

Looking at Lu Yan's departing figure, my mind went blank.

"I'm sorry Xuanxuan, it's my mother, my mother shouldn't have brought you to this world." I screamed in my heart, but luckily the lights around me were dim and no one noticed that my tears were already flowing.

"Ruolin, are you alright?" Lin Yuan stepped forward to hold me who was about to fall.

Shen Yu, who was standing not far away, also took two quick steps to support me.

Lu Yan, does it have to be so ruthless? I muttered to myself, but tears fell down in large pieces.

Lin Yuan finally realized that something was wrong with me, and she lowered her head in concern.

"What's wrong?" Lin Yuan's tone suddenly became gentle.

Although I lowered my head, I could still feel Lin Yuan's helplessness at this time, "Okay, it's all in the past, let's not think about it." ”

"Let's go, we're here to see Shen Yu off today, but don't be ruined by such a person."

"Yes, I'm here for you, and I'm not happy if I don't have fun today." Saying that, Shen Yu also pulled me in.

It wasn't until I got to my seat that I slowly reacted.

Turned around and looked at Lin Yuan, who was looking at me with a glass of wine.

"You say,"

Lin Yuan was thinking about something, and was really startled when she saw me suddenly call her.

"What's wrong?" She looked at me in horror.

I can't care so much now, holding Lin Yuan's hand.

"You say," I said with some hesitation, "Lu Yan just now, is he a little guilty, that is, when I was talking about Xuan Xuan." ”

I'm not sure, I want to confirm with Lin Yuan.

But the next second I dismissed such an idea. Who is Lu Yan, and does he have such emotions as guilt?

Even if there were, it wouldn't be revealed in front of me. I smiled a little self-deprecatingly.

Sure enough, Lin Yuan didn't pay attention to what I said at all, and just handed me the wine in his hand.

"Come on, let's have a drink."

It's really whimsical. I thought so and drank the wine from my glass.

Thinking of Lu Yan's disdain and indifferent expression just now, I hated it so much that my teeth itched, but I was helpless.

For more than two years, it has been said that the back of love is not hate, but letting go.

"Lu Yan, Lu Yan," I whispered his name.

But no matter what time it is, whenever I see him, or whenever I think of him, my heart beats wildly.

Even if it doesn't have the fierceness of ten years ago, only Lu Yan can give me that kind of taste.

With this in mind, I raised my hand again, wanting to drink the wine in my hand.

"Wait a minute." Suddenly, a hand grabbed my raised arm.

I looked back a little confused, not knowing who would stop me at this time.

But when I saw that person's face clearly, the anger in my heart instantly extinguished, and even became a little surprised.

"Why are you here?"

The man smiled, "Why, you're the only one here?" As he spoke, he took the cup in my hand and drank it down.

Lin Yuan next to him also saw the person coming clearly.

"Ye Yao?"

Speaking of this Ye Yao, in fact, I still met through Lu Yan.

When they were in middle school before, the two of them often played together, although Lu Yan looked cold to everyone else, but for this Ye Yao it seemed to be an exception.

At that time, I didn't dare to talk to Lu Yan directly, but this Ye Yao also helped me a lot.

Even when I was waiting for labor in the hospital two years ago, Ye Yao once came to see me.

I know that this Ye Yao is really good for me, so even if he is like this with Lu Yan now, he is grateful in his heart.

"Why, I haven't seen you for two years, and you still don't know me?" Ye Yao still looked like he was beaten up, and his sunny smile didn't know how many girls had confused.

But I also knew that the reason why he helped me like that before was just because he wanted his friends to be better.

Ye Yao always knew that Su Wanyan was not a good person, and he told me that he had persuaded Lu Yan in private I don't know how many times.

But Lu Yan was like drinking ecstasy soup, and the two of them almost broke off because of this incident.

"How so?" I barely pulled out a smile and looked at Ye Yao.

"You helped me so much at the time, and I didn't have time to thank you properly." I tried not to think about the unpleasantness I had just had, but I couldn't control myself.

Lu Yan's sharp eyes just now pierced my heart like a knife.

I tried to pick up a glass again, but my hand trembled uncontrollably and almost spilled myself.

"Okay, don't be pushy." Ye Yao took the glass of wine and poured it into his stomach in two sips.

"I'm here today to tell you something." Ye Yao looked at me with a smile and said.

I'm a little confused.

"Tell me something?" The only connection between me and Ye Yao is Lu Yan, and now that we are all like this, what else do you have to tell me?

Looking at my puzzled look, Ye Yao coughed.

I can already vaguely guess something, is it really related to Lu Yan?

Thinking of this meaning, my heart suddenly beat again, and the feeling of clenching my teeth just now has long been left behind my head.

"Say it quickly." Lin Yuan was an anxious person, she couldn't see people selling Guan Zi like this, so she hurriedly urged.

"Lu Yan and Su Wanyan haven't gone through the formalities yet." Seeing that we were all in a hurry, Ye Yao said it in one breath, and then leisurely leaned on the sofa on the side and drank water.