When I was with Lu Yan at that time, she disagreed, she knew my character too well, and she also saw Lu Yan's attitude towards me.

I still remember the night before I got married, she took my hand and stopped talking.

"Ruolin, why are you doing this?"

"I can't help it, even if he hurts me a thousand times, as long as I see him, I can forgive him immediately." I remember what I said at the time.

I smiled bitterly, what is a slap in the face, there is nothing more direct than this.

Lin Yuan looked at me and suddenly burst out laughing.

"Why, you haven't seen me in the past few years, and you don't know me anymore?"

"You, aren't you abroad? How did you get back? "I can't quite react yet.

Lin Yuan still looked like he didn't care.

She patted me on the shoulder, "I miss you, come back and see you, can't you, what?" You can go to see Xuanxuan, but I can't go to see him as a godmother? ”

"Xuanxuan?" The kid I had only seen a few times came back to my mind.

If he was still here, he would have called his mother.

Seeing that I was still standing there, Lin Yuan came over and took my hand: "Let's go, look at the way you look now, even if Xuan Xuan is still there, you won't like it." ”

With that, she pulled me into the inner bedroom and rummaged through the closet to herself.

"This one is not bad, we will go to see Xuanxuan today, we must dress up beautifully."

It's been more than an hour since I cleaned up, and I'm finally able to calm down.

Two years is enough time to change the face of a city, but our previous university is still the same. Because of Lin Yuan, a good friend, my mood is much better.

Thinking that I would be able to see Xuan Xuan in a while, I actually had a trace of anticipation.

Because I subconsciously felt that my child was not dead, he was there waiting for his mother, waiting for me to take him home.

"Let's go, this is it."

After the car stopped, Lin Yuan saw that I was still in a daze, and dragged me down half-pulled and half-pulled.

I looked at the familiar surroundings and my heart was tumbling.

The young students around me walked by laughing and laughing, looking at us curiously from time to time.

When was we, we were so young, but now?

I took a deep breath and slowly walked towards the tree in the middle of the grass, my Xuanxuan, where he was.

As if they had discussed, Lin Yuan didn't say anything more this time, she and Shen Yu looked at me not far away.

I saw a stone tablet standing next to the slightly raised mound: Aiko Shen Chenxuan.

Because it's in school, it's not easy to make too much fanfare, and I don't think Xuanxuan will care about this.

I gently stroked the stone tablet, "Lu Yan, you are so ruthless, this is your biological child." ”

But strangely, holding the stone monument of Xuanxuan, I was able to calm down.

It could have been two years in prison, and my tears had dried up.

I don't know how long it took, Lin Yuan walked over, "Okay, Ruolin, the child is watching from above, he definitely hopes that his mother can live better." ”

"Better?" I repeated it to myself.

"Su Wanyan is doing well now, Lu Yan is also doing well, are the sluts doing well?"

I finally couldn't control my emotions and shouted out loud.

Shen Yu walked over and sighed, "It's not too early, let's come back another day." ”

We sat inside a café.

"What would you like to eat?" Shen Yu handed me the menu and asked very gently.

"That's right, Ruolin," Lin Yuan sat beside me, "this is your favorite restaurant before, see what you want to eat?" ”

Seeing that I was sitting there motionless, Lin Yuan called the waiter over and ordered a few of my usual favorite dishes.

As plates of food were brought to me, I took a deep breath and told myself I wanted to eat a little bit of it.

I picked up a spring roll, put it in my mouth, and slowly savored the flavor.

"Why?" My eyes caught a glimpse of a loving little couple next to me.

It doesn't seem to be very old, and the boy is intimately sandwiching something and feeding it into the girl's mouth.

The girl's face was flushed and she looked very shy.

I closed my eyes, today is the second day of Lu Yan and that person's marriage, they should be so affectionate now, put food in each other's mouths.

I turned my head away, finally unable to resist looking again.

Lin Yuan followed my gaze, and his expression became a little unnatural.

"Come, Ruolin, you try this." She picked up another piece of food and placed it on a small plate in front of me.

Shen Yu said with some hesitation: "Ruolin, I really hope that you can go back to the UK with me." ”

"I'm not in a hurry," looking at what I wanted to say, Shen Yu hurriedly said, "Really, there are still two days to go, and I'm not in a hurry." ”

He looked at me nervously, and then looked at Ruolin who was sitting next to me.

"Yes, Ruolin," as if it had been discussed a long time ago, Lin Yuan said to me earnestly.

"I know it's useless to talk to you now, but the two of you are married, and there is no point in you staying here."

yes, they're married.

I didn't hear the rest of the sentence at all, and the words that echoed in my head were "They're married." ”

I have forgotten how I got home that day, except that I drank a lot of wine afterwards.

This was also a "big meal" after I was released from prison, and at first they didn't stop it, but later they found out that they couldn't stop it at all. I vaguely remember that I took out a mobile phone that had been sitting for a long time, and there was only one phone number in it.

"I'm sorry, the phone you dialed is empty, please check and call again." Although the girls inside are polite, they are cold, just like how I felt at that time.

yes, he wished he had everything to do with me, how could he have a phone number like that.

Got up and looked around.

"Lin Yuan?" I screamed tentatively, but no one answered me.

I smiled bitterly, now Lin Yuan doesn't want to pay attention to me, right?

I sat on the couch and wanted to drink some water, but I found a note under the glass.

"I'll go out to buy some food, let's eat at home at noon, you lazy worm must be thirsty, after drinking this glass of water, there is breakfast I left for you in the kitchen, remember to wait for me to come back at home after eating."

I could guess that it was Lin Yuan's woman who did it, and my heart couldn't help but warm.

Yes, I still have such a good friend, even if my family is ruined a long time ago, even if I have been in prison, but he will always be so good to me.

"Lu Yan, don't you want me to be ugly? I don't. "Somehow, the thought popped into my head.

At the same time, there was also a bold idea that came out, that is, to avenge my Xuanxuan.

I know it's too unrealistic to say this now, after all, he is now the president of the Tangtang Lu Group, and I am just a person who has just been released from prison.

But no matter what, Xuan Xuan is my child, and I can't let him die like this.

Although the knife helped me get angry a lot at that time, how could I bear it when I saw the person who killed my child living happily?

Thinking like this, I finally found a spiritual sustenance and held it up.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

Although this face was not very delicate in the past, it was also gentle and lovely after all, but now, I can't help but shudder when I look at myself in the mirror.

"No, Shen Ruolin, it's not your style." I muttered into the mirror.

I found myself a dress, and although I didn't plan to go out today, I wanted to look beautiful at home.

Lin Yuan obviously didn't expect me to be like this, and she was stunned when she pushed open the door and saw me.

"You, you," her eyes were so full of incredulity that she even forgot to put what she was holding down.

I smiled.

"What's wrong? I can't be like you? I raised an eyebrow, a little proud of my masterpiece.

While putting down the things in his hand, Lin Yuan exclaimed exaggeratedly: "Oh, what's wrong with this girl today?" Want to open it? ”

Saying that, he took out his mobile phone: "No, I have to tell Shen Yu such good news, he has been worried about you all this time." ”

When I heard the name, I was a little stunned.

In fact, how can I not know what my brother means? Of course, I also know that Lin Yuan intends to match the two of us.

But I only have the affection of my sister for my brother to him, and there will be nothing else.

"Forget it," I shook my head, "isn't it just the two of us today?" ”

As I spoke, I saw the beer in the bag, "Just the two of us today." ”

Looking at Lin Yuan's nervous expression, I laughed.

"Don't worry, let's stop in moderation today, I just want to talk to you."

"I've never been so relaxed in the past two years, thank you." With that, I opened a bottle of beer, walked over to the carpet next to the couch and sat down, held it up to her, and poured myself a sip of it

Lin Yuan also took out a bottle of beer and sat next to me, and the two of them looked at each other and smiled.

There is often no need for any language at this time.

Coupled with the tacit understanding we have cultivated over the years, although we haven't been together for a long time, we can know each other's meaning with one look.

"You really don't plan to go back to the UK with Shen Yu?" Lin Yuan sighed and finally said to me.

"Actually, you know that he has the strength and the mind, if you want, this will be a good home." Lin Yuan looked at me, almost hating that iron could not be made of steel.

I shook my head: "After so many years, there is only one person in my heart. ”

"I know he's done that to me, but, me."

"Alright, alright, drink." Lin Yuan knew what I wanted to say and hurriedly stopped me.

I still read the name softly, Lu Yan.

Ever since I met him as a teenager, every breath I take has been related to him, and now I want to accept another person, how is it possible?

Even if he treated me like that, I still have a trace of fantasy in my heart, perhaps, he has a last resort.

But this statement obviously did not convince even me, so I could only shake my head.

"Even if you don't go to the UK, you're going to start a new life of your own, right?" Lin Yuan never beats around the bush.

We were able to become good friends because of this kind of personality and mutual appreciation.

"You've been delaying him for so many years, and now that he's remarried, you should turn the page too." After speaking, Lin Yuan's eyes stared at me deadly.

I laughed.

"Don't worry, I, Shen Ruolin, am not so cheap." I gave Lin Yuan a reassuring look.

"Then I'll be relieved, but this time I took a long vacation, so I can stay with you for a while." Lin Yuan's words were light, but I could hear how much time she had sacrificed when she could have rested.

Nothing was said all night.

Shen Yu will go back to the UK tomorrow, and Lin Yuan and I will see him off.

He came back because of my business, and I should thank him well.