Chapter 136: I love you, so let you go
pondering her words, and then looking at her outfit, I suddenly realized.
But when I think of that possibility, I feel incredible.
"Sekina, you don't mean to tell me......"
"I don't want to live anymore, I don't have a face to live in the world......"
There is no positive answer, isn't this crying posture already admitted?
Xia Xiaoxuan was stunned for a long time, and it wasn't until Sai Qina really wanted to jump off the cliff that she reacted and grabbed her.
"Tell me, Sekina, is this true? Did Xuyang really bully you? Grabbing her arm, he looked at her seriously and asked.
Secina nodded with tears in her eyes, and said, "Actually, it's not all his fault, he was drunk at the time, and I was also partly responsible." ”
"What are you talking about, when are you still speaking for him." Hearing this, Xia Xiaoxuan suddenly became angry, "You wait, I'll go and get justice for you now, and I will definitely let him give you an explanation." ”
Sai Qina grabbed Xia Xiaoxuan, who was about to rush out, "Sister Xiaoxuan, everyone knows that you don't want to do it, if my father knows, he will definitely break my legs." ”
Xia Xiaoxuan is right to think about it, Sekina is still a girl after all, and her reputation is very important.
After appeasing Sai Qina, Xia Xiaoxuan restrained her emotions for a while, but she couldn't help but rush into Xuyang's tent.
When she entered, there were still a few people inside, and seeing that she looked bad, they all made excuses to leave.
"What's wrong, Xiaoxuan? Why do you look like you're out of breath? Who messed with you. Helian Xu stepped forward with a smile and wanted to pull her hand, but she subconsciously avoided it.
Seeing him like he was nothing, Xia Xiaoxuan's heart was even more angry. Anyway, there was no one in the tent anymore, so he asked straight to the point: "Xuyang, tell me the truth, are you bullying Sekina?" ”
Helian Xu's face changed suddenly, his starry eyes flashed everywhere, and he didn't dare to look into her eyes. Seeing him like this, you don't have to ask to know.
I was really angry, so I gave him a slap in the face.
"Helian Xu, you are too much, how can you do such a thing to Sekina? You even pretend that nothing happened, what will you do with Sekina in the future? ”
In the face of her accusation, Helian Xu showed a trace of embarrassment on his face. "Xiaoxuan, listen to me, I was really drunk at the time, and I don't know what I did."
"Don't make excuses for me, for whatever reason, since it has happened, you should be responsible. Sekina is a good girl's family, how will you let her marry in the future? Why does every man like to use drunken sex as an excuse, what she didn't expect was that Xuyang, who she trusted the most, could do this kind of thing.
Helian Xu looked embarrassed, "How do you want me to be responsible?" ”
Now Xia Xiaoxuan was asked, did you marry her? This is how it should be according to the custom here, but she, as a future person, cannot accept that she will be married overnight*. After all, a marriage without feelings will not be happy.
"Oh no, Oh no, Secina didn't know what she was stimulated by, and she ran out frantically."
Just as the two were deadlocked, Balak burst in in a panic.
When the two heard this, they didn't care about arguing, and hurriedly went out to chase people.
chased until the top of the mountain, only to see that figure, but several people were frightened. I saw Sekina standing on the edge of the cliff, as if she only took one more step forward, she would never recover.
"Sekina, what are you going to do? You calm down. Xia Xiaoxuan was anxious
drank loudly and wanted to step forward to pull her back, but was frightened by her behavior.
Turning, Secina looked at them warily. "Don't come here, or I'll jump from here."
She seemed to take another step back, and everyone's hearts were lifted.
The faces of the patriarch and Bal changed in fright, "Sekina, don't do anything stupid, tell your father if you have something, your father will call the shots for you, you must not scare your father." ”
"Yes, Sekina, and my brother, my brother is in charge of you, come back quickly."
With a desperate expression on her face, Saikina looked at Helian Xu's direction with affection. "You don't care about me, I did something wrong, I chose all this by myself, and it has nothing to do with anyone else. Sister Xiaoxuan, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you, Brother Xuyang really loves you, please don't blame him, treat him well. I don't have a face to live in this world anymore, so let me put an end to this. ”
"No, you don't want to be nonsense. Not only will you not end it, but it will make us feel guilty for the rest of our lives. Sekina, if you still treat me as your sister, listen to me, come back quickly, and we'll figure it out together. Xia Xiaoxuan hurriedly shouted to her, really afraid that she would drill the horns. Then he pulled Rahrenxu again, gave him a look, and asked him to quickly stabilize Sekina.
Helian Xu was reluctant, so he couldn't open his mouth.
Xia Xiaoxuan really wanted to beat him up, if it wasn't for the fact that now was not the time.
"Helian Xu, are you a man or not, believe it or not, I jumped down with Saikina." She's really anxious to die, and her life is at stake.
Sai Qina smiled sadly, "Sister Xiaoxuan, don't embarrass Brother Xuyang, he is really not wrong, don't blame him." As long as you are happy, I have no regrets. With that, he turned around slowly and stretched out his arms, as if he could fly down with him.
"Wait a minute!"
Just when everyone mentioned their hearts and couldn't breathe, Helian Xu finally opened his mouth.
"Sekina, don't jump, I'll be responsible for you." finally said this, but closed his eyes fiercely. Because he knew the meaning of this sentence, he chose Sekina, which was equivalent to giving up Xiaoxuan.
The turmoil caused by this incident is not small, and even in an open nation, when this kind of thing happens, it cannot be faced intuitively. In the end, the marriage was decided, and the turmoil finally stopped.
But this incident still makes many people unbelievable, Xia Xiaoxuan, who was originally going to become the queen, suddenly changed people, and I don't know what the parties think.
Anyway, when Xia Xiaoxuan goes out, she will inadvertently see a pair of sympathetic or pitying eyes, as if she has really been abandoned.
In fact, Xia Xiaoxuan didn't feel much about this matter, but was relieved. She is not from here in the first place, and if she really wants to stay here for the rest of her life, I am afraid she will not be happy. And she can't deceive herself, she still thinks about that person in her heart, which is unfair to Helian Xu. Now he can marry a good girl who really loves him, which is also a blessing.
Seeing that everyone is busy with their marriage, they don't know what to do. A man walked into Ma Pengli and went to talk to her flying fox.
"Flying Fox, there are only the two of us left now, let's rely on each other in the future."
Smoothing it out, the pony seems to have grown taller and stronger.
"Flying Fox, do you want to see the outside world, I really want to take you to see it."
"If you want to go, go there."
I don't know when a figure appeared behind him
She hadn't seen him for a long time because she was busy. When I saw him again, I found that he was much haggard, and the only pair of starry eyes were still looking at her.
She knew that he still loved her, and this choice was involuntarily.
"Xiaoxuan, do you blame me? Do you think I'm useless? Walking up to her and looking at her innocent gaze, my heart couldn't help but twitch. Although it was a deliberate decision at the time, I still didn't want to see her disappointed eyes.
Xia Xiaoxuan smiled at him and reached out to smooth the mountain in his eyebrows.
"Xuyang, you will always be the Xuyang I knew at the beginning, but you have grown up and have your own responsibilities and responsibilities. To be honest, I admire your decision in the first place, this is the courage of a real man. “
"But I promised to marry you, and I will only be good to you for the rest of my life."
"You can be nice to me now, you've always been nice to me, but in a different way. It doesn't have to be a husband and wife, but it can also be a friend. She patted him on the shoulder and smiled nonchalantly.
Helian Xu still looked guilty, suppressed the pain in his heart, and reached out to hug her gently. I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future, so let him be selfish once.
Xia Xiaoxuan didn't struggle, but the hug at this time was completely a pure hug between friends.
"Xiaoxuan, I'm sorry for you, so, I'll let you go. I know you've always had him in your heart, and I shouldn't force you to stay. ”
Her nose was sore, and she didn't know why Xia Xiaoxuan wanted to cry. I don't know if it's aggrieved or sad, "He's gone, and he won't want me anymore." "What's the point of her going back now.
"No, he loves you so much, how could he not want you." Looking at her aggrieved little face, the guilt in her heart deepened. At the same time, it also strengthened his belief that he was doing the right thing and that it was worthwhile.
"How do you know?" She asked him blankly, trying to find some psychological comfort.
Self-deprecating smile, there is nothing to hide at this point. "Actually, I did it on purpose, I just didn't want him to win. I don't know what happened at the time, but I did such a thing. I just thought, even if I can't be with you, I can't let you be with him. I know you're righteous, and if I really get killed by him, you won't forgive him. It turned out that he was right, because he knew Xia Xiaoxuan too well.
"Why are you so stupid, if he hadn't stopped in time at that time, do you know that your life is gone, is it worth it?" mentioned this incident, Xia Xiaoxuan couldn't help but be angry, and he dared to say that he was joking with his life.
"There's nothing worthless, it's just hurting you, I'm very guilty, Xiaoxuan, now that you know the truth, can you forgive me?" He looked at her pleadingly, but his heart was uneasy. He was afraid that he really couldn't accept it, so they couldn't even be friends.
Seeing his nervous look, he couldn't help but laugh, "Actually, I already knew." ”
Helian Xu was taken aback, and then smiled with relief. It was he who thought she didn't know anything, but in fact she was just too kind to hurt him. Thinking of this, I feel even more despicable.
"Don't you hate me?"
sighed, how could she hate him, how could she hate him, he could regard her life as more important than herself, this love was something she couldn't pay off in her life, so how could she hate.
"Xuyang, I have never hated you, I just feel sorry for you. You have suffered a lot since you were a child, and I can't bear to hurt you again. So she would rather be wronged and swallow the bitter water herself.
(End of chapter)