Chapter 52

On the way back, it was just the two of us, and the cold-faced car drove very slowly, and it was already dusk when we arrived in Tokyo. After eating at a small restaurant, I went back to my dorm room, and I still stuck to my principles. Everyone is back and looking in good spirits. Zhou Wangnian was also very energetic, and held a meeting in the evening to arrange the internship assignment of new employees. We don't have to worry about these anymore, and the headquarters also has corresponding personnel arrangements.

This month passed quickly, I temporarily served as Zhou Wangnian's assistant, and he often ran between Shanghai and Japan, the establishment of the new company was almost done, and the relevant licenses had been completed, and the company could officially operate when the new employees entered the market.

"What's next for you?" At noon, when the two of us were out for lunch, he asked me.

"I want to go back to the Strategy Department." I answered truthfully, I miss the minister, I miss my brother, and I miss all the people I know at the Shanghai headquarters. I also miss the feeling of being with them.

Zhou Wangnian was not surprised at all, "I knew it would be like this, it seems that it is right to put some pressure on you." Zhou Wangnian smiled and said, "You know what? If you always care about the eyes of others, you can't grow. There is nothing wrong with being an airborne soldier, I don't say that there is anything wrong with your own efforts, but in an environment like China, even if you have achieved the results of your own efforts, not everyone will agree. A capable person like you needs an opportunity to manifest it, and if you only rely on yourself to climb up little by little, as long as there is a little resistance, it will ruin all your efforts. So ......"

"It's because of this, so Fang Jing's behavior is not stopped, is it?" I interrupted him, "Knowing that Fang Jing couldn't get something no matter how hard she tried, you still indulged her to get it, right?" ”

Zhou Wangnian looked at me, "That's right, Fang Jing's mistake is that she didn't see the nature of men clearly. For a man who no longer loves you, what's the use of pursuing it even if you pursue it hard? The old love is gone. ”

"What about Yuko?" As much as I didn't want to ask, I still couldn't control myself.

Zhou Wangnian thought for a while, "Only he knows this." There are some things that you can't stop right now. I have known Lu Shifan for fifteen years, and in my eyes, no one can replace the position of Youzi, just like you women can never forget your first love, it's the same reason. If you want to stay with him for a longer time, then, don't touch what he doesn't want people to touch in his heart, this is the bottom limit. ”

"It's too complicated." I smiled bitterly, the emotional matter is too complicated, so complicated that I don't dare to touch it.

A month passed quickly, and when the branch was established, I returned to the Shanghai headquarters and returned to the strategy department. The people here welcomed me as before, and I was at peace here. The days were the same as before, and the cold noodle god ran between Shanghai and Japan, and when we had free time, we would have a meal together, and occasionally stay at his house for a night to enjoy a little sweet time.

I didn't give up on my friends, often everyone would gather in my nest, Lu Xiao fell in love with the Japanese staff, although he knew that there was no result, but he still loved deeply. Daewoo also has a girlfriend, I heard that it was from online dating, and the two of them stick to the Internet every day, crossing all the distance.

Gao Xiang was silent a lot, since Jiang Xia left, he was silent, although everyone would laugh when they were together, but the obvious loneliness was written on his face, he often fought for the opportunity to go on a business trip to Japan, in order to have a short reunion for a day or two, Daewoo would laugh at him a few words at first, and then we didn't say anything, to be honest, love like this, it's too bitter.

Usually Gao Xiang went to Japan in a hurry, but he returned in disappointment, he and Jiang Xia always quarreled, and broke up several times, Gao Xiang was physically and mentally exhausted, and he had no mental strength.

Summer passed and autumn came again. When our contract expired, we were faced with another choice.

"Do you want to sign again?" In the evening, Gao Xiang and I made an appointment to eat Hangzhou cuisine, and we always mingled together in the recent leisure.

"I'm still wondering if I should apply for a company to go to Japan." Gao Xiang really worked hard for Jiang Xia.

"What about you?" Seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Gao Xiang asked.

"Of course I'll sign it again." I pulled myself together, "The salary is high, the benefits are good, and there are many opportunities, so there is no reason for me not to sign again." ”

"You're because of him!" Gao Xiang pointed at me with chopsticks, "Look at your current appearance, you finally have a little femininity." ”

"Didn't I have femininity before?" I asked, "At least it used to be said to be gentle and lovely, but how did it get into your mouth, and you didn't even feel feminine?" ”

"Eat yours! Don't you have to pick up the plane later? Gao Xiang put a piece of chicken in my bowl and smiled on his face, "Men like women to miss themselves." ”

After eating with Gao Xiang, it was already more than seven o'clock, and the plane of the cold noodle god was nine o'clock, and now I was ready to go. Sitting on the bus to Pudong Airport, it looked a little stuffy, and the cold face god had not been in Shanghai for two weeks, and I felt that I missed him very much.

Because of the rain, the plane was delayed, and when I arrived at the port, it was already past 10 o'clock, and I had already changed my left foot to my right foot for the Nth time. At the place where the customs was cleared, the tall man of the cold-faced god was obvious, and he was just about to say hello, but he found that there was another person beside him, and when he got closer, he realized that it was Yuko.

The two of them walked out as they spoke, and the smile on their faces was deep, which made me feel very uncomfortable. At this time, the cold-faced god also saw me and hurriedly walked over.

"Why are you here?" He asked.

I was a little embarrassed, but I tried to be as casual as I could, "I'm okay to stay, I want to come and pick you up." ”

The cold-faced god nodded and patted me on the head, "Fool! ”

Yuko also walked over, she wore a very fashionable suit today, it was the kind of clothes that I couldn't tell, and a noble and elegant smile was displayed on her face, "Fan, can you go?" ”

We didn't say hello formally, at most we nodded like that. Cold-faced God: "Hmm! With a sigh, he pulled me and Yuko outside.

In the taxi, I sat in the front, and the cold face god and Yuko sat in the back, and this attitude made me very uncomfortable, but it was not easy to say anything.

"Xia, let's send you back first!" The cold-faced god spoke.

Extremely sensitive, I carefully caught the word "we" in his tone, and I thought that in such a situation, he would take Yuko to the hotel first and then join me. But in this way, I feel awkward.

"If you don't go to the river, I'll take a taxi myself." The apartment of the cold face god is on this side of the river, and my home is on the other side of the river.

Leng Mianshen hesitated, "Then let's get out of the car first and let the driver take you back!" ”

"Oh!" I tried not to look disappointed in front of Yuko, and nodded pretending to be cheerful.

At the intersection not far from the cold face god's apartment, I put them down, and the car continued to move on, and I saw the cold face god holding Yuko's luggage and guiding him in the direction of his apartment. There is an indescribable sour feeling in my heart, no matter how I say it, their current relationship should not have the consideration of living together. What is this? I was annoyed, but I couldn't say it.

When I got home, I threw myself in bed, my nose was sour, and my eyes were sour.

When did I fall asleep, I don't know, I woke up again, it was the phone that woke me up, I looked at the time, it was already three o'clock. The phone was turned on by a cold face, and I hung up the phone a little angrily and turned it off directly. Looking at the phone with the black screen, the idea of turning over and falling asleep was dispelled.

After a while, there was a knock on the door of the nest, a moment, a softly. Standing at the door and seeing the people outside, the cold-faced god was standing at the door, still holding a mobile phone in his hand.

As soon as my heart softened, my subordinates opened the door, and looked at me with a cold face, full of exhaustion.

"Why don't you answer the phone?" The cold-faced god stood at the door, not intending to come in.

"Why did you come to me?" I now like to use rhetorical questions, both to express my dissatisfaction and to question the other person.

"Crying?" The cold-faced god's hand caressed my face, and there seemed to be traces of tears on it.

I didn't know what to say, so I turned around and went back into the house, poured myself a glass of water, and laid it on the couch.

The cold-faced god followed in and sat down on the sofa, "Are you jealous?" ”

I shook my head, playing with the glass in my hand, "It's not that I'm jealous, but I feel sad." ”

The cold-faced god pulled me into his arms, "Yuko is just here to participate in the event, and she is not used to staying in a hotel, so I let her stay where I am." ”

"It's my ex-wife! Youhang's ex-wife, sure enough, still can't work. I was talking to myself, and the cold-faced god was a little unsure of my thoughts.

"Natsu, it's not what you think." The cold-faced god said to me patiently, and I could feel that he was tired and didn't want to say anything more to me.

"Don't worry, I'm not messing around." I let out a long breath, "Sleep, I've got a meeting tomorrow morning." ”

Sleeping in bed with the cold-faced god, I seemed to have a hunch that the man next to me actually belonged to another woman. And this woman is now living in his house and sleeping in his bed. This kind of thought made the smell of his body, which originally reassured me, also uneasy to me. It was dawn that I felt sleepy, and I only squinted for a short moment before the alarm clock went off. The cold-faced god doesn't have to go to work today, and when I leave, he still sleeps soundly.

"Went to be a thief last night?" Today is a meeting with the marketing department, when Gao Xiang saw me, he smiled shallowly, I was obviously lacking in spirit, obviously.

"Gao Xiang, can you close your crow's mouth?" I, who was walking in front of him, stomped on him with my heel hard, but unfortunately he avoided him.

"You haven't signed yet?" During the meeting, Gao Xiang, who was sitting next to me, kept fiddling with the contract book in his hand.

"My application was not approved!" Gao Xiang bit my ear softly, "There is no quota to go to Japan this time. ”

"Then do you still sign it?" I fiddled with the pen in my hand, "I've already handed in the contract in the morning." ”

Gao Xiang shook his head, snatched the pen in my hand, and wrote his name on the contract, "I don't have a good way out for the time being." ”

"You two, be serious." The minister above saw us chatting quietly and reminded us loudly.