In the morning, I was woken up by the sound of the maid talking in the hallway, and my habit of light sleep still did not change. The person who fell asleep next to me made me panic, and I hurriedly woke him up, if he was seen by Leng's mother, it would be a terrible thing.

"It's almost dawn." I pushed him by the shoulder, but he rolled over and turned his back to me.

"Hurry up." I pushed him one more time before he opened his eyes.

"It's still early!" He took his phone and looked at it, then unexpectedly pulled me down and pulled me into his arms.

The skin-to-skin contact made me blush and I remembered the madness of last night. "It's not early, Leng Ma will get up in a while." The time for Leng Mom to get up is very fixed, and this time is about the same, at least for now, I don't want her to see me and the cold face god appear like this.

The cold-faced god couldn't screw me, so he had to let go of me, sat up, lifted the quilt, and saw something that shouldn't be seen - there were a few shallow red flowers on the sheets.

When I was in a daze, the cold-faced god also saw it, and he actually smiled embarrassedly, and that smile felt very dazzling to me.

"That, I'm not." Just as I don't want to be deceived, I don't want to deceive anyone else.

"Huh?" The cold-faced god didn't seem to understand.

"I'm not a virgin anymore." My heart felt very cold, and I still cared a lot about saying such a fact, "I don't want to lie to you, although I don't know why it bleeds, but it's not anymore, I hope you don't care too much." ”

The cold-faced god looked at me as if he wanted to see me through, and after a while, he let out a long sigh and pulled me into his arms, "Yes or no, does it matter?" I don't like you more because you are, because I don't like you because I don't. Maybe some people really care, and I can't say that I don't care, but didn't you also say that your past has nothing to do with me. Now, I want to say the same thing to you. ”

In fact, whether what he said is true or false, I am very grateful to him. For me, the things I care about have been turned invisible by him, and I can't say whether it is that kind of traditional woman, but this matter is still very hurtful to me. A woman's most precious thing is only once, although I really want to leave it to the person you love the most, but before you meet it, no one can say who is the true destiny in your life.

"Well, let's get up first!" It took a long time for the cold-faced god to let go of me.

By the time he had finished washing, I had already washed the blood off the sheets and sunburned them in the yard, a little abruptly, and the white sheets seemed to want to say something, but they looked so weak.

Leng Ma was not surprised by the arrival of the cold face god, we said goodbye and went home after breakfast, and there was nothing superfluous for the cold face god all the way, and I and the cold face god only occasionally made eye contact, and did not dare to make too many moves.

When I got home, Nan Tianhang stood at the door, leaning against the door very casually, and he only said to me when I returned: "You're back!" "I clearly feel that his attitude towards me has changed, and it seems to be a little unfriendly, which is obviously different from the previous attitude.

"Are you free? Let's talk! Finally, in the evening, Nan Tianhang came to my room and said this to me.

"Sister," Nan Tianhang sat across from me very seriously, with a helpless expression on his face, "Leave my father, he is not suitable for you." ”

Although I was already prepared, but listening to him say it, it was another matter, looking at the mature and serious Nantian Hang in front of me, I really had what kind of taste I had in my heart.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Nan Tianhang continued, "My father will not leave my mother, no matter who he is with, there is no way to let go of her in his heart." And my mother is also the kind of person who needs my father's care, and will never leave my father. You see that they have been separated for more than ten years, and now when they are together, they still feel very felt! I've seen it all the way, no matter who my father likes, the most important thing in his psychology is still my mother, and this will not change because of others. ”

"Hang," I was silent after listening to his words, and I spoke for a long time, "Your efforts have been in the wrong direction. ”

"Huh?" Nantian looked at me and didn't seem to understand.

"If your parents love each other and neither can leave each other, then your task is not to get rid of the woman next to your father, but to find a way to let them know that they are the most important people in each other's lives and that neither can leave each other. If they don't think so and look for the kind of life they want, how much do you think they love each other? Seeing Nan Tianhang's face change, I spoke again, "Did your mother tell you?" Your father is the most important person to her? Say such a thing with your own mouth? If there is, but she only relies on this little trick of yours to win, then I don't feel that she is a good mother, and she actually uses her children like this, using her children who love and trust themselves. If not, aren't you nosy? And do you think it's a proud thing to spoil what your father thought was a sense of happiness? Don't you see any other women around your father? ”

"And what are you? Do you think you will give my father so-called happiness? Nantian Hang became a little excited, maybe because of my words, what I said was too plain, and he was at a loss.

"What is happiness?" I asked rhetorically, "It's not the feeling of being around a person that is happiness." Maybe a cup of tea, a bowl of rice, a poem, a painting, can make us feel happy, the key is, who tastes these things with you, the person who gives you happiness, maybe your family, your friends, your mentor, your lover, the person you want to cherish. ”

"When I was with your father, he gave me a sense of reassurance. It's not that kind of vigorous love, but a shallow and faint sense of peace of mind like flowing water, when he is around, everything can feel very quiet, reassuring, safe, you can do nothing, don't think about anything, don't listen to anything, don't ask anything, just get along lightly, that's how it feels. "I know that Nantian Hang can't understand this kind of feeling, so at his age, it is too profound.

Emotional things cannot be experienced without experiencing them.

"Sister," Nan Tianhang said as he left, "leave him, return him to my mother, I will give you what you want, okay?" ”

Looking at Nan Tianhang's face, I chuckled, "Fool! ”

……

From that day to leaving, I didn't see Nantian Hang again, he left alone, saying that he was going to relax. In the last two days, I was with the cold face god, he took me to the nearby scenic spot to play, just the two of us, living an indifferent life, we could hold hands, walk together on the country road, we could go to climb the mountain together, go down the river to play together, watch the sunset together, go into the kitchen together to make a delicious dinner, just like the most ordinary couple to live, these two days, is the most reassuring two days in my life.

"Tomorrow, I'm going back!" In the evening, I leaned on the shoulder of the cold-faced god and took his hand.

"Hmm," Cold-faced God was a little tired, leaning against the pillar of the porch with his eyes closed.

I was silent, leaning on him like this, and he seemed to sense my silence and opened his eyes, "What's wrong?" Don't want to go? ”

I shook my head, "Life is easy, and people are lazy." ”

The cold-faced god smiled and hugged me closer to him, "After this training in Japan, can you introduce me to your father and mother?" ”

"Huh?" I looked up, and the cold face had a serious expression on my face, but it was me, a little embarrassed, do you want to take it home? It seems unnatural to introduce yourself to your parents.

"Questions?" The cold-faced god asked me.

I shook my head, "Let me ask my parents first, is that okay?" ”

Something flashed in the cold-faced god's eyes, but then disappeared again.

"Dad, I want to bring someone back to show you, is that okay?" At night, I was in my room calling home, and the cold-faced god sat next to me, listening with his ears sticked.

"What, what?" Mom also came over and listened.

"Your daughter wants to bring someone back to show us." Dad changed the phone to speakerphone, and sat down in front of the phone with Mom.

"Xiaoyu," said my mother over there, "you don't want to bring a Japanese man back, do you?" Your grandfather and grandfather are both old Red Army, and they are too old to stand this kind of stimulation. ”

"Are you Japanese?" I covered the microphone and whispered to the cold face god.

The cold-faced god shook his head, "What I am holding now is a Chinese document, and I am a pure Chinese." ”

"Mom, he's Chinese, but there's a Japanese mom." I shouted into the phone.

"That's still acceptable." I heard my dad whispering.

"How old are you?" Mom asked again over there.

"Let's not talk about that yet." Dad said, "Daughter, is he good to you?" ”

"So far so good. It's good for me. "I emphasized the latter point in particular, so that parents can feel more at ease.

"You can just look at it, we don't have a problem." Dad thought for a while, and then continued, "This guy, can you carry a hundred catties of rice to the fourth floor?" ”

The cold-faced god raised his eyebrows, puzzled. I covered my mouth and smiled, and whispered to him, "We live on the fourth floor. ”

"Actually, there's one more thing my dad is embarrassed to ask!" After making the call, I chatted with the cold-faced god, "You, can you drink?" ”

"It should be okay!" The cold-faced god is still a little self-confident.

"My dad is the director of the winery, and he has been dealing with wine all his life, and his favorite thing is to look at people with wine. When drinking, you can see a person's character from the person's wine. It is one of the essences of China's thousand-year-old wine culture! ”

"Well, do you have a hundred pounds?" The cold-faced god asked me.

"Absolutely. Don't look at me thin, I'm still quite meaty. "I straightened up, and I don't like people to say I'm thin.

"That's good." The cold-faced god squatted in front of me, looked at me, and coldly hugged me horizontally, "Practice practice." ”

The person suddenly took off into the air, leaving me with no sense of security, so I could only hug his neck and lean on his weight. The cold-faced god was quite strong, and he carried me around the room several times before putting me down.

"No," the cold face god wiped the fine sweat from his forehead, "It seems that it is really good to strengthen the practice!" ”