Chapter 50
When the cold-faced god returned, it was already late, and I heard him say goodnight to Nantian Fairway, and he stopped at the door of my room. After the door to the cabin was closed, my door was opened. I hid under the quilt and didn't want to get up, I went to bed early, but I just couldn't sleep.
I like to leave the door open, the moonlight can shine through the courtyard, too dark or *quiet, it will make it difficult for me to sleep. The cold face god closed the door, walked to my shop and sat down, and pushed my back for a while. I was facing the window, he couldn't see my face, I couldn't see his.
Seeing that I didn't move, he stood up, and I thought he was leaving, but he took off his coat, got into my quilt, and hugged my waist. The coldness of his body startled me, and I sat up quickly, but he pulled me back into his arms.
"Still angry?" The cold-faced god asked me.
Being so close to him made me a little embarrassed, "Why should I be angry?" ”
"And where did you go in the afternoon? I've been looking for you for a long time! He pinched my face with his hand.
I slapped his hand away, but he held it again. "If you want to find me, can you still find me in such a big place? You didn't even want to find me! ”
The cold-faced god laughed out loud and said to me very seriously, "I'm very happy! ”
"Happy what?" I don't understand.
"I'm glad you're jealous of me." He whispered in my ear.
"I'm not jealous," I pinched his face with my free hand, "why be jealous?" ”
The cold-faced god laughed and hugged me in his arms, "I'm sorry I didn't tell you beforehand. Originally, she said that she would not come back this year, and that it was only at this time of year that we would meet and live with Hang for a few days. ”
"Mother Leng told me all about it today......" I pointed at his chest with my hand and took a look.
"Leng Mom?" He asked.
I subconsciously covered my mouth and said something wrong, so I smiled and said, "It's your mother who told me about you." I think everyone has their own past, if you want to talk about it, you have already told me, if you don't want to talk about it, why should I be bored. ”
"You're so special." The cold-faced god closed his eyes, "Then you're not going to ask questions?" ”
I shook my head, "I remember someone saying, 'Your past has nothing to do with me. I feel that this sentence makes a lot of sense, and besides, you didn't ask me, so it's fair. ”
"It's a pity that I can't accompany you these days." The cold face is ashamed.
"I don't care. I've already made plans for today and decided to do a self-guided three-day tour of Gunma and I'll be back in three days. In this way, you spend your family day, I play with mine, don't scratch each other, and after three days you are done, I will come back, isn't that great? ”
The cold-faced god seemed a little disbelieving, "Are you sure?" ”
"One hundred and one thousand are certain." I nodded heavily, "Actually, I'm quite awkward today, I always feel like a third party, but then I thought about it, she just has an extra divorce certificate with you, or what are you willing to do, she won't just look forward to these few days every year." The power of life and death is in your hands, I believe in your vision! I held up his hand as he held mine.
The cold-faced god was amused by me, his hand touched my face, and the whole person was also pasted, my heart trembled, reason told me to push it, but emotion wanted me to cater to him. So, reason and emotion fought.
Just as the cold-faced god's hand pulled open my yukata, the sliding door was loudly slammed, "Sister, are you asleep?" Nan Tianhang's voice shouted loudly.
I hurriedly pushed away the cold face, panicked, it's over, I was seen by Nantian Airlines, my innocence! I pushed the cold-faced god's clothes into his arms, took his shoes, pushed him into the backyard, closed the door, and straightened my yukata and hair, answered, and ran to pull the door open.
Nan Tianhang appeared at the door of my room in pajamas, "Sister, I can't sleep, can I talk to you?" ”
I sighed, this kid looked like he couldn't sleep, his eyes kept looking into my bedroom, I turned sideways, let him in, and closed the door.
"Is my sister asleep?" Nantian asked me.
"I'm going to sleep." I followed him and watched him walk around my room.
"It's so hot!" Nan Tianhang walked quickly to the sliding door in the backyard and opened the sliding door.
My heart beat several beats faster, but the courtyard was quiet, and I couldn't hide people at all. What about the cold-faced god? I found myself on the verge of laughing, imagining him crawling over the wall with his clothes and shoes.
"Sister, I'm sleepy, go back to sleep." Nan Tianhang stuck out his tongue, ran out quickly, and then slammed the door shut for me.
After hearing the door of Nan Tianhang's room closed, I couldn't help laughing, today's thing is the same as acting. It's so much fun! After everything calmed down, I didn't feel sleepy, staring at the backpack in the corner, my heart was still a little sour.
The next morning, I woke up early, cleaned up my room, changed my clothes, put on my backpack, took another look at the room, and left. The courtyard was so quiet, which calmed my mood, but when I turned the corner, I was stunned, and the cold-faced god stood around the corner, looking at me with his shoulders crossed.
"I've been waiting for you for a long time, I thought you'd be earlier." The cold-faced god walked over, "Don't you say hello?" ”
I smiled, "I already talked to my aunt yesterday, and I also left a letter for Hang, as for you, you also know where I went, who else do I have to report?" ”
The cold face god shook his head, took out a credit card and a handful of cash from his pocket, "Here, if you are out alone, prepare more money for self-defense." ”
"I still have it, it's enough." I didn't go to pick up his money, "Besides, I can't spend much money on my own." ”
The cold-faced god paused, but still put the money in my hand, "It's a loan to you for self-defense, you can't use it, come back and pay it back to me." ”
I laughed, put the money away, grind it any longer, and everyone got up.
"Well, goodbye." I waved my hand at him.
The cold-faced god pulled me back into his arms and gently kissed me on the lips, "You're so ruthless. ”
Walking out of the door, I still looked back, and the cold-faced god stood at the door, his eyes were so gentle and clear. Actually, just now, I really didn't want to leave, but my cultivation was not enough, and I couldn't watch him with Yuko and be indifferent. So, I chose what I wanted to leave.
"You're really ruthless!" Just as he was about to leave, a voice sounded behind him, it was Leng Ma's, "Put down my old woman and leave, how can you bear it." ”
Leng Ma was wearing a casual blouse, a hat on her head, and a bag on her back. I was stunned, I don't know which one she is singing?
Seeing my doubts, Mother Leng leaned up to me and whispered, "Take my old woman away, I haven't been out to play for many years." ”
I laughed out loud, thought for a moment, and then took her backpack, I thought to myself, when the cold face god gave me money just now, did I already know that the was going to follow me?
Three days is a very short time, three days is also a long time, we used three days, went to the scenic spots around Gunma, and went to visit a few friends of Leng Ma, in fact, Leng Ma is a very good person, although the surface is cold, but to others are quite good.
On the third night, we stayed in a hot spring soup restaurant, the host was a friend of Leng's mother, and he warmly entertained us in the evening.
Before he could send Leng Ma back to the room, a call from Leng Mianshen came, "Why haven't you come back yet?" The cold-faced god's tone was a little anxious.
Leng's mother snatched the phone, "Is it Fanfan?" We're not going back, we haven't had enough of it! ”
I've laughed out loud next to me, Leng Ma has been with me for the past few days, and I have been taken away, and I have now called her Leng Ma, when she knew that I called his son Leng Mian God, she said that it was not bad to call Leng Ma.
"Leng's mother drank too much. We can't go back today. "I grabbed the phone, pulled Leng's mother with one hand, and talked with the phone in the other.
"Where are you?" The cold-faced god's tone was already very angry.
I thought about it for a long time, and finally I pulled a servant to ask for the name of this hot spring and report it to the cold face god. The cold-faced god put down the phone without saying anything.
"It's over, Xiao Leng is going to be angry now." I sent Leng back to her room, settled her to sleep, and covered her with a quilt.
I shook my head, no matter what, anyway, don't worry about the whip chief, and when the time comes, I won't admit it when I go back. When I got back to my room, I didn't bother to take a shower, and I fell on the bunk, and my eyes couldn't be opened.
I was woken up in the middle of the night by the sound of the door opening, I opened my eyes, the door had been opened, and there was a cold-faced god standing at the door, he nodded to the servant, gave the maid a little tip, and then entered the room and closed the door with his backhand. I looked at the phone next to me, and it was past two o'clock.
"Why are you here?" I asked, confused.
The cold-faced god didn't speak, but reached out and pressed me down, giving me a long French kiss full of aggression. When did the cold-faced god have such a look, which frightened me to wake up and confirm whether he was a cold-faced god or not, my clothes had been torn off by him, and my hands were also put up.
"You, you, you ......." I pushed him away, my mind was a mess.
(To be continued)
"Why don't you come back?" The cold-faced god came over, he was really angry.
"Don't want to go back!" I calmed down, sat up with my knees crossed, and folded my clothes, "I don't want to see you happy with others!" ”
"Not with others." The cold-faced god shook his head, "No! ”
I smiled at him, and only I knew how bitter this smile was, "Can you fool yourself?" Can you fool yourself into saying you don't like that feeling? I can see it clearly in the bureau, can I deceive others? That smile, that sense of reassurance, I hadn't seen anything I had ever seen when I was with me. ”
"So, you don't want to come back?" The cold-faced god asked.
"It's contradictory! I like the feeling of being with you, the faint feeling of happiness," I muttered to myself, "but it's hard to compete with others, and it's even harder to compete with a third party you can't see." In the world of feelings, I am a deserter, I will not even fight for it, it is like being given up by others, I will just walk away quietly, and I will not even ask for a reason. If you don't love, you don't love, and people's feelings are selfish. ”
"Natsu," the cold-faced god crawled to my side and hugged me, "No, I won't give up." ”
I felt the temperature in his arms, it was really warm, but I don't know how long this warmth lasted. All I know is this moment, I don't want to leave him, I really don't want to.
That night, I gave myself to him, don't ask me why, I can't tell, it didn't happen naturally, but it was a wonderful experience. That feeling, even if you are moving down the river in the invisible darkness, you don't know what lies ahead, and you are always a little uneasy. At this moment, I could hear the murmuring of flowing water and the fragrance of flowers, and then the light came up in front of me, it was a bamboo forest, the breeze blew, the branches swayed, and there was a rustling sound. Further on, you can hear the sound of the waves, but you can't see the sea, the bamboo forest is very large, so people can't find the way, so they can only go forward, go forward, until they reach a high ground, stand on it and look down, it is the sea, the sea rushing among the strange rocks between the cliffs, the waves are very large, lapping on the rocks, making the rocks make bursts*.