Chapter I
My story had a very simple beginning, so simple that I didn't know how to write it. I am a person who likes to live a peaceful life, and it is the ideal of my life to divide the land into two people, so that I have been laughed at all the time.
In July, I graduated from college, and in October, I married Zhao Feng and Zhang Luo, and the marriage was set by his family, and the date was chosen in December, because their family heard that they missed this year, and it would take three years to have a good day for us to get married. I didn't believe in this, but I couldn't refuse the kindness of the old man, so I could only accept it with a smile.
Zhao Feng is in the same high school as me, but he is two terms higher than me, and after graduation, he worked in the secretariat of the municipal government, and he is a very "promising" young man. After I graduated, Zhao Feng found me a fairly good state-owned enterprise and worked as a clerk in the office. Actually, I talked about economics in college, but relatively speaking, this job is relatively stable, and Zhao Feng likes it, so I don't have any opinions.
We've known each other for seven years, and it seems natural that the two of us came together, and I believe that ordinary is true. Especially when I see the people around me separated and separated, and we can still be together, I believe that the prince and princess in the fairy tale will live happily.
But just as the wedding date was approaching day by day, Zhao Feng called me out, and he said, "I'm in love with someone else." ”
Seven words, the end of our seven-year relationship, when I was still stunned in place, a long time from the relief, he had already left.
Really, just broke up like that? When I sat in my new house, I realized that it was not a dream. But I didn't feel very sad, just smiled wryly, packed up my things, put down the key and turned away. If a man says he doesn't love it, he doesn't love it, and I don't want to be the kind of woman who cries, makes trouble, and hangs herself.
Our city is small, and there are things that cannot be hidden. After that, I knew the real reason why he broke up with me, he did like someone else, the woman's name is Liu Qing, she is an announcer of the city TV station, she has been divorced twice, and she has passed peach news with more than N people, but the most important thing is that she is the daughter of a minister of the Municipal People's Congress, and her mother is the deputy director of a certain department in the city.
The person who told me this was my high school classmate ?—— Shixue, one of my few friends. We are two different types of women, she is shrewd, capable, charming, and works as a material clerk for a construction company. Compared to my big grin, uninhibited temperament, but there is a world of difference. Shi Xue said that Zhao Feng was not joking when he said to me about the breakup, in comparison, I couldn't catch up with others everywhere except for being young. For Zhao Feng, who climbed up in the heart of the city government, he found a very good rope ladder. Now that someone pushes him again, he can leap into the dragon gate like a fish in water.
It turns out that the world is really so realistic.
Zhao Feng has been very appreciated by the deputy director recently, and met Liu Qing when he was helping out at the deputy director's house. Although Liu Qing is much older than Zhao Feng, Liu Qing is not yet a, and she is much stronger than my little hairy girl in terms of charm and capital. Zhao Feng is also considered to be suave, Yushu is in the wind, and he is a talent; After going back and forth, the two "hooked up" together.
It turns out that this matter is no secret for a long time, and those who don't know it are just stupid and happy waiting for me to get married. It turns out that Zhao Feng is not the Zhao Feng I know.
At that moment, I suddenly figured out a lot of things, love, there was no reason in the first place.
You don't need a reason to fall in love, and the same goes for a breakup.
But then I became very sick, very sick, with a fever of forty-two degrees, which lasted four days, and frightened everybody. But on the fifth day, the fever subsided on its own, and the illness suddenly improved, and even the doctor couldn't say why.
Accompanying me through that period was my best friend and best friend, Su Mei. As the name suggests, the people of Su Mei have both Lin Daiyu's talent, Xue Baochai's wisdom, and Shi Xiangyu's character, which is really difficult to find in the sky and underground.
Su Mei sighed, "Xiao Xia, I don't know how to comfort you. But someone like Zhao Feng will clean him up sooner or later. He's blindfolded by power and lust, and he can't see how good you are! ”
I shook my head, "Meizi, everyone has the right to choose their own future, and Zhao Feng chooses the future without me." Maybe I should thank him for saying these things before he was married. Otherwise, if I get married and then divorce, I don't know what to do. ”
"I really want to find a few people to beat him up." Su Mei gritted his teeth and said, "I didn't expect him Zhao Feng to be such a person, even if he forgets his righteousness, he uses women to achieve his goals, this kind of person should really be pulled out to feed the dog." ”
My heart aches faintly, we have been together for many years, and it is false to say that there is no feeling, what 'poor and lowly friends can't be forgotten, and bad wives don't go to court', how many people can do it? It's just that I never thought about what I would do when this happened to me. For the first time in my history, I felt helpless.
A week later, I was discharged from the hospital and returned home. The days have to go on day by day, but life has changed its meaning, and in the office, everyone always looks at me with something, and I can't tell whether it is sympathy or schadenfreude, and this kind of thing cannot be hidden.
It's just that I really can't stand such days.