Chapter 182: Maddening

"You're still like that." Fan Xiaolin didn't feel the slightest bit unhappy because Su Qianqing said this, as if she had heard this a hundred times.

"Do you know why I've resisted you so much in the past seven years." Su Qianqing's eyes widened, looking at the white ceiling, tears flashing in his eyes.

"I don't know why, you would be so cruel and would choose that day."

"It's my birthday. Why are you so cruel, on that day, took my dad. ”

"My 18th birthday was a nightmare. It is said that the age of 18 is a dividing line between people because the age of 18 represents adulthood. It's just that I never thought that my maturity and my transformation would be because of a car accident and a baptism of blood. ”

"Do you know how much pain I was that day? That day I was lying in a hospital bed like I am now, but with IV tubes all over my body. ”

"I heard from the doctor that they would contact my family, so I called my dad, but the calm words became panicked."

"I see, my dad is dead."

This sentence could not be lighter, but it was like a heavy blow, smashing into Fan Xiaolin's heart and hitting her heart hard.

"Those doctors are used to seeing life and death, they don't care too much about my father's death, life and death are fate, and they are resigned to fate. They just think that my dad is dead because he is running out of gas. ”

"They don't care, but I do. That's my dad, the best guy in the world for me. Can I not care? ”

"Do you know how many tubes I had in my body that day? Thirteen, pierced into my veins, followed my blood, rushed in my body, and roared in my body. ”

"Su Qianqing, you killed your father."

"This thought grew wildly in my mind and drove me crazyΒ·Β·Β·Β·Β·Β· Guess what I did? ”

"I ripped all the IV tubes open and pulled them out of the flesh. It hurts, you know? Heart-wrenching pain. ”

Su Qianqing raised a big smile, and on that pale little face, it looked particularly sarcastic.

"But, my heart hurts. Do you know? ”

"I am his daughter, he is his own flesh and blood, when he passed away, I didn't even see him for the last time, and even caused him trouble, so that he always missed himself, and let him go without worry."

"I was the most failed daughter in the world, and I hated myself. Why, why did I have a car accident, why can't I bear it, as long as I don't go to you, so many things won't happen, I won't have a car accident, and my dad won't leave me! ”

"Fan Xiaolin, do you know? How much I hate me, how much I hate you! My father, have you ever been burdened? Seven years ago, wasn't you the protagonist of those news that exposed the Internet? ”

When Su Qianqing said this, his mood fluctuated, and he turned his head to look at Fan Xiaolin. Holding the quilt with both hands, he was holding back great emotions.

"Seven years ago, there was a green grassland on your head."

When Su Qianqing said this, the corners of his mouth hooked up with a sneer.

"Su Qianqing! What nonsense are you talking about, I'm your mother! Fan Xiaolin stood up instantly after hearing Su Qianqing's words, and the bench fell back, making a loud noise.