Chapter 181: How dare I hate you

"Sister Qin, I'm sorry." Lou Yanbei was very guilty, she hadn't heard Sister Jing mention her father for a long time. It seems that for Sister Qin, father, is a forbidden word.

"Needless to say, I'm sorry, I'm a little too sensitive." Su Qianqing retracted all his thoughts and smiled at Lou Yanbei, "You go out, I want to be alone and quiet." ”

Lou Yanbei nodded, turned around and exited the ward, and closed the door softly.

Su Qianqing sighed lightly, looked at the ceiling, and there was an unknown emotion spreading in his heart.

It's been seven years, but some people, some things, and some feelings are not so easy to forget. All it takes is a reminder to be able to remember everything.

I thought that time could take away everything, but in fact, those hard things are into the bones after all.

She suddenly missed him so much, so much for her father.

"Madam, Miss is resting inside, it's better not to disturb you."

After a while, Lou Yanbei's respectful voice came from outside.

"Get out of the way."

As soon as these words came out, there was silence outside for a few seconds, followed by the sound of the door opening.

"Something so big, why don't you let people tell me." Fan Xiaolin walked beside Su Qianqing's hospital bed, looking at Su Qianqing, who closed his eyes and rested, pretending not to know anything, and secretly worried.

"I know you didn't sleep, stop pretending." Fan Xiaolin looked at Su Qianqing's right thumb clasping the index finger, then withdrew his eyes, and sat down directly on the bench.

When Su Qianqing pretends to be asleep, the thumb and index finger of her right hand will clasp together, which is a habit that she can never change.

She still hasn't changed this habit and has maintained it for more than ten years.

Fan Xiaolin sighed, looked at Su Qianqing, who was pretending to be asleep, and waved her hand.

When the assistant standing outside the door saw Fan Xiaolin's action, he immediately understood it and respectfully closed the door of the ward.

Hearing the sound of the ward door closing, Fan Xiaolin began to speak slowly.

"I know, I can't wake up someone who is forever pretending to be asleep." Fan Xiaolin said slowly, "It's been seven years, you've been estranged from me for seven years, and you're still complaining about me, complaining about why I didn't show up at Su Muyi's funeral, and complaining about why I didn't go to see him." ”

"Even the reason for your car accident was because of me."

When Fan Xiaolin said this, her tone was much lower. turned his head to see Su Qianqing, but found that Su Qianqing still didn't have any reaction, and his eyes were still closed.

"I don't know what to tell you, because I've told you countless times, and you've never listened to me."

"Seven years ago, I divorced Su Muyi peacefully, and I planned to hide this matter from you first, and then talk about it when you graduate. I didn't expect you to know that day, and I didn't expect that you would have a car accident that day. ”

When Fan Xiaolin mentioned seven years ago, the look on her face was still a little painful. There are some things that you can't forget in seven years, and maybe you can't forget them in a lifetime.

"I know you complain about me, because I filed for divorce first, which caused you to have a car accident when you rushed over, and then Su Muyi also died because of a car accident."

"I know, you hate me."

When Fan Xiaolin said the words 'you hate me', her tone was inevitably a little trembling. She is afraid that she is the most failed mother in the world, and her own daughter hates her to the bone and wants her to die.

What could she do?

"How dare I hate you."

Su Qianqing, who was lying on the hospital bed and resting with his eyes closed, finally opened his eyes. It's just that the words spoken are extraordinarily mean.