"Okay, I'm kidding you, I know you've been busy with work lately, so you can rest assured over there, Yiyao!" He looked at me with relief, but for some reason I wasn't happy at all.

"If you still don't believe me, then I will." As he spoke, he looked around and slapped his head violently. "I'll take you to have a look, you haven't been there since you left this morning, in fact, Yi Yao woke up for a while in the afternoon, although she was still not very clear and her spirit was not very good, but she finally slowly opened her eyes."

"Really." As if I couldn't believe it, I just stood up.

It seems that Yi Yao is really awake, but I took other men who have known her for less than a few days to see her, and I don't know what she will think in her heart, I shook my head slightly and laughed a little self-deprecatingly.

By the time we rushed to the hospital. Shake and open his eyes slightly.

"Mom." Her weak voice couldn't help but shock my heart, I wanted to see it so much, I couldn't help but sigh when I saw her at last.

"Mom, don't you do this to me" Who knew that the little one actually comforted me in turn, she raised her immature hand, but because of weakness there was no strength at all.

"Okay, Mom, don't cry, Yiyao will be with you here." She reached out and patted me. "Mom, you're the best, aren't you?"

Looking at her appearance, I finally couldn't hold back and nodded stiffly.

Holding her hand, he unconsciously increased his strength.

"Yiyao, don't worry, you will definitely get better, so is Mom, soon we can go out together again, haven't you always wanted to go to the aquarium? Mom promised you that when you get better, we'll go. ”

I am very ashamed to think of this matter, Yiyao has been pestering me before, wanting to go to the aquarium, but I have been too busy to take her there at all, and then I finally repented, but it was already too late.

At this time, I made up my mind to wait for her condition to stabilize a little, even if the doctor did not recommend it, we would go over and have a look, to see what the dolphins that Yiyao had only seen on TV looked like, and to see what the difference would be to those small animals in the depths of the ocean.

But Yiyao finally didn't give me this opportunity, she was very moved at that time, and said a few words to me, and fell asleep under my urging.

Before going to sleep, his eyes were full of reluctance.

"Mom, you must be here with me." For Yi Yao, who is very sensible, such a situation did not exist before, but this time, it was unusually willful.

But I still didn't think about it, and just agreed.

"Don't worry," I patted her hand, promising to stay by the bedside, and she slept satisfied.

Who knew that he never woke up from this sleep.

After learning that Yi Yao had completely fainted, I couldn't believe it, and kept pulling Lin Yuan, "Obviously, she said so many things to me the night before, how could it be." ”

I can't believe it, but the current situation makes me have to believe it.

"Okay," she patted me on the shoulder, and finally sighed slightly, "Actually, Yi Yao's condition has not been very good before, and when you told me that when she woke up, I already had a hunch that this might be her last return, but," she finally shook her head.

"Forget Ruolin, you have seen her last side, this ending is also a good ending for Yi Yao, otherwise she would be so happy," she finally sighed slightly.

At Yiyao's funeral, I felt a pain in my heart like a pinprick in my heart, and I stood there for a long time, refusing to leave.

"Yi Yao was happy when she left at the end, don't worry, she will always be happy when she gets there, and she will definitely find her mother this time," finally even Teacher Wang walked up to me and said in an inaudible voice, "If it weren't for you, she might not even be able to live now." ”

Is that really the case? I didn't dare to think about it, and I couldn't think about it.

I had been sleeping in the room for several days, and finally Lu Yan broke in the door and got me out of bed. "Look at what you look like now, isn't it just that the children are gone, I feel as uncomfortable as you in my heart, but don't you still have to go on with life?"

If this were to be said by any other person, I might be better, but this person is Lu Yan.

"You know what?" I finally couldn't control it anymore and shouted at him loudly, "You don't understand at all, it's like Xuan Xuan died, you don't understand the heart of a mother at all, what about you?" You can still eat, drink and have fun as before, anyway, you are a famous Mr. Lu, and you won't worry about not having a woman to give birth to you at all. ”

I sighed slightly, "But I'm different, I don't have any more children of my own, never again." ”

My Xuanxuan left me, and now Yiyao doesn't want me anymore, it seems that I am a failed mother, and when I think about it like this, I don't have it in my heart, and I am even more depressed.

I didn't have the heart to be angry with Lu Yan anymore, but sighed helplessly, "Forget it, you better hurry up," After speaking, I closed my eyes again, and my body fell heavily on the bed.

"Alas," Lu Yan sighed heavily, "Ruolin, you know, I didn't mean that. ”

He wanted to try to say anything more, but I didn't bother to pay attention to it, just snorted heavily and turned away from him.

"Shen Ruolin," seeing my appearance, Lu Yan finally couldn't hold back anymore, and rushed directly to force me to face him face-to-face, "Listen to me, things are not what you think." ”

Seeing him like this, I finally couldn't help it anymore, "It's not like this, so what do you say it looks like?" Lu Yan, what you have lost is nothing more than a dispensable little object, a gadget, but what about me? That's my child, and since the first time I met her, I've really treated her as my own. ”

When I said this, I was stunned, I really shouldn't have said such a thing.

I don't know when I started, I have become the kind of person I hated the most before, and the thoughts on my lips are not finished, and the disgust on my face is also the most hated before.

Thinking of this, I finally sighed slightly, and I also felt that what I had just said was a little too much. There was a touch of shame on his face, and he finally couldn't help but apologize.

And Lu Yan next to him was already standing there with a pale face.

I opened my mouth, but finally I didn't say anything.

"Look at you like this, is there anything wrong?" He coughed and glanced at me. "In that case, I'll leave first."

Thinking of this, I finally sighed slightly.

Forget it, it's obvious that you can't get along with yourself, but it's completely unnecessary, no matter how much I toss Yi Yao, I won't come back to my side.

Thinking of these things, I couldn't hold back anymore and just cried loudly.

It may be that my cry alarmed Lu Yan, a flash of shame flashed on his face, and he opened his mouth and walked towards me hesitantly.

"I didn't mean that just now, Wakabayashi, listen to me." He didn't speak, but when he said that, I cried even more.

Shake off his hand. "I know what you mean? Don't you just look down on me? That's right, I just feel very sorry for these two children, and I want to be with them, but who knows that God won't give me this opportunity, what can I do? "I didn't even have time to think about it, and I said everything in my heart in one go.

"You've already caused me to lose a child. Now that this Yiyao is gone, what do you say? I looked at him angrily, but I couldn't help but think of another person, or his voice.

It was Tang Haoxuan, who suddenly appeared a few days ago. As I thought about it, I suddenly remembered that I hadn't seen her in a long time, and I slapped my head.

"What's wrong with you? Ruolin. "The roadshow looked at me worriedly." It doesn't matter, isn't it Yi Yao, it's okay, let's just have a few more. A smile crossed his lips and he came at me with a wicked smile.

I just glared at him viciously.

"Don't come here, you walk away for me." There are other people in my heart, how can I be in the mood to tell her these things now, I snorted coldly and turned my head directly.

"Wakabayashi, are you alright?" At this time, the person next to me was clearly Lu Yan, but I don't know why, when he spoke, I automatically filtered his voice into Tang Haoxuan's.

"Ruolin, what's wrong with you?" Lu Yan didn't know what I was thinking, and he kept talking to me there, I was no longer impatient, and waved my hand directly.

"You go, I want to be quiet for a while." I sighed slightly, finally forcing myself not to think about so many things.

"Ruolin, listen to me, hurry up and get out, the company still needs you." I know that Lu Yan's original intention is to let me go out for a walk, but I don't know what's going on, it may be the obsession in my heart now, and this sound to me directly turned into wanting to urge me to go to work quickly, so that there are still those favors left, I glanced at him impatiently.

"Okay, don't worry, I will definitely pay back the ones I owed you before, as for the work, when I get a little better, I will go immediately, and I will definitely not owe you any favors." I said this in a frenzied manner, then stood up and pushed him straight out the door.

With the sound of the door slamming shut, my heart immediately emptied.